Superflash: Changes

Chapter 51

Earth-Prime, National City, Barry and Kara's Loft (One Day Later)

After a lot of sadness and pain while making the article, Kara finished it, she wanted to be perfect since it was her husband she was writing about.

Still nervous about how the people are going to respond about what happened to the Flash, Kara is stressed, looking everywhere waiting for her sister to open that door with the article on her hand

The only thing that makes her not close herself, is her children, it's the last thing that makes her remember Barry, and so Flash suit which she has left it on STAR Labs because it reminds her of the tragic death of Barry

After a few minutes of looking at a picture of her and Barry with the kids, that made Kara remember beautiful moments she had with Barry before the incident, them going to KeyStone for a vacation with the kids, going every Sunday for dinner, destroying every team at game night, Cisco teasing them every time they kissed. But one of the most important memories and moments they had... Barry saved her from going splat the first time he arrived at her earth.

Her memories were interrupted by Dawn crying making Don cry seconds later, removing her tears she stands up and leaves the picture where it's supposed to be

"I miss you Barry..." she muttered and went to check the kids

Somewhere...

A bearded Barry with too much hair, reaching or passing Cisco's hair once again opens his eyes now knowing this is now the Speed Force, looking everywhere, trying to remember what he saw moments ago, it's been thousands of years for him staying in the Speed Force, every time he closes his eyes he feels like more than one month passes, he almost remembers everything, but the problem every time is besides being Bartholomew Henry Allen, who is he? Who is the one that saved Kara Danvers from going splat? Who is the one that helped save the multiverse? Besides Barry Allen why is he also known as?

"Anything?" Speed Force Kara said entering, he just sighed

"No... I still can't remember my alter ego. Why can't I remember? I remember Cisco making my suit, I remember Caitlin checking my vitals or just removing my blood. Every time they are going to say the name of my alter ego it's like the voice is muted... Why?" he said playing with his hands

"It's your mind Barry, it wants you to forget your alter ego because you feel like it affected all of your life and you just want to be happy..." Speed Force Nora said

"Then why do I remember Zoom killing my father? Why do I remember watching my mom dead thanks to Reverse Flash?" he said now feeling annoying

"Why can I just go back and don't remember who my alter ego was?" he said now lowering his voice

"Because it's going to affect your life, some of your memories you will not remember, and some of them are important in your life, and even with the help of Cisco, Caitlin, Harry, or someone else they will not come back..." Kara said

"I just want to see my wife and children again..." he said sighing with tears in his eyes

"We know Barry, you just need to remember... Maybe you will remember thanks to this memory..." Nora said, making Barry close his eyes...

Earth-1, the Year 2014

Barry run, mad about no one believing in him to be a hero, he wanted to be one, he wants to save people he wants to make a change, so he wanted to talk to a certain friend that could give him a piece of advice for this, as he arrives at the outskirts of Stirling City his jacket starts to light in the fire, he immediately takes it off and throws it to the ground, as he looks back up he sees the sign saying that he just arrived at Starling City. And once again he leaves to search for a building to talk to that certain friend of his...