I Hate You I Love You | K.th X Reader

Chapter 18

Y/n pov :

When Taehyung saw that flowing out fear on my face , he raised his eyebrows probably trying to ask the reason ..and I turned whole pale , since such things used to scare me to death , specially since my parents passed away , and just kept looking at him . He then moved a little away to see around and then his eyes stuck at one place , most likely on those gangters . And , just when he saw those guys , he was about to run to them , and probably get into a fight , and who didn't know how aggressive he was , so I stepped forward swiftly and clutched his arm tightly . He suddenly turned towards me and I shook my head , telling him not to get into a scene .

"But...."he said and I pulled him , and we started to run away .

"Someone's running , go check ! Scatter all around  . I know it's her ! We've to get her at any cost today ! Boss won't leave us " One of those guys said , and I quivered and stopped , when taehyung stared at me and told me to continue running . And I did so .

No wonder who that boss was now . But if it wasn't for that guy...then who'd it actually be ?

..........

We kept running for about 15 minutes straight and I never knew  what place we were going at . And just when that thought came into my mind , Taehyung held my hand and pulled me into a huge mansion ...with a huge car parked in it's garage and a gigantic  garden . I didn't know whose house it was . I just went in with Taehyung , forgetting all I had got to know about him , panting hard .

He then opened another door , and that led us to a beautiful living room , but all my mind had revolving in it was that whose place it was . But just then he ran to the couch and hopped into it , all sweating and breathing hard .

I kept standing near to the door , trying to catch my breathe . I was sweating really bad too and my throat was as dry as a desert . And I just bowed , holding my knees out of that weariness . Just when I was busy doing all that , I realised taehyung looking towards me again . When I looked back ,  he said ," Did I tell you not to sit at some place before coming here? "

"Huh?" I said because I was whole blank at that moment .

He then stood up and moved towards the stairs and told me to sit with his face turned to the other side , just when I asked ," Whose place is it ?"

"That guy's ." He replied and turned his face and I kept looking at him , assuming that he was serious about it .

"Hahhhh ! Are you kidding me ? "He said with a smirk on his face probably understanding what I was thinking and  I was still blank.

He then came closer making me step backwards ... and said ," It's my house , you...can stay here for sometime . I'll leave you at your house when they're gone." And left .

I was .... dumbfounded ! His house? Does he live alone in this huge mansion ? Probably not ! There might be so many people around , what would they think of me ? Should I leave ? No ! What if they attack me ? No no no no . I can't take this risk with myself again . I told myself and went towards the couch and rested myself there .

It was evening now , and I was sitting alone in the living room of a guy's house ,  and.....

It was just then , when all those things were back in my mind . I knew already that he wasn't a good guy , but I'm here in his house with him. I felt.... trapped from every side and talked to myself , 'what if i sleep and he does something to me ?What if he's the partner or.....wait...he might be that boss they were talking about ...Ah no!!! "

"Right .No ." I heard .

And just as I turned , Taehyung was standing holding a bottle of juice and a box of pancakes in his hands and.... that's not it ! He most likely , heard me throwing all the crap out of my mouth and I'm blank now ! 

"If you have any issues staying alone here with me , then .... you better leave ! I didn't bring you here for my concerns . It was just because of what I saw happening around you . And that too I regret now..infact everytime I put my hands into your matters unwillingly , i regret it later  . I'm not keen to get into someone's business everytime and insult myself ." He spit the fire out and with that he put those things on the table and went upstairs .

To be honest .... I now felt bad . Not for myself , but for him . For hurting him everytime . And now my mind recalled each and everything I'd done , after everytime he helped me .
He saved me from a group of gangsters before ..and even took me to the doctor.and I left the hospital without letting him know . I even slapped him in front of the whole school and forgetting that  He helped me back at the restaurant that day and all about today too, and even then... that's all the shit your mind and mouth says  ? He even gave you his place to rest at ...and even some food to feed on !!! Shouldn't you be shameful y/n ? Don't you think it's enough to hurt someone this way ? According to Song ho , it was him who heard taehyung talking about that stuff ,not you y/n . How can you trust that guy who just came up a week or two ago ? Just because he said he heard that, does that mean you're gonna believe it blindly ? Huh....such a shame y/n , such a shame !

I kept slamming myself with my words and didn't realise when , I slept ....

Taehyung pov:

I never thought that's what was going on in her mind . And neither did I ever show her a sign to make her come up with such assumptions ... But throwing some words out of my mouth ...letting a few or maybe many in ...I went to my room .

I opened the door and hopped into my bed . I just kept turning sides at first and then , a while after , I felt my stomach growling...but unfortunately I had given my pancakes to her and the kitchen was down stairs , and ....I wasn't really interested in seeing y/n again..or who knew ...she would have probably left ....

But after my thoughts had done arguing , I got out of bed , put my slippers on , held my phone and stepped down the stairs .

Since I was busy scrolling my phone screen , I didn't first notice if she was there or not . But just when i stepped down the last stair , and looked up , all I could see was .... something that made my heart beat faster and flutter the way it never did before ... an ethereal and faultless face ... which had nothing , but innocence spread on it . I kept standing there for a few minutes , staring at the sleeping y/n , as if it was the first ...or the last time I was watching her ...but I couldn't do anything about it...since my eyes didn't will to get over that sight.

Yet , just in another minute my mind recalled all those memories of the times ...she just slammed me ...with her words...her hands ...her actions . 

And I just walked away to the kitchen , wondering how in a minute , some worse flash backs , ruin your mood , your thoughts and sometimes ... the whole you ...