I Hate You I Love You | K.th X Reader

Chapter 28

*Monday*

Y/n pov

It was Monday morning and about 7 a.m. when Cha eun knocked my door . I instantly got out of my bed and opened the door , having to see her standing impatiently for me to spill the tea filled with all those ingredients of what aunt talked about , the last night. I sighed listening her literally simping desperately to get to know everything.

We sat aside and I opened my trunk up letting out each word of the conversation me and aunt had last night . I could see her face making expressions with various angles showing how infuriated but inadequate she was at the same time, as I explained .

"Y/n.... Sister..... This is just so-- uhhh."
She seemed even more frustrated than how much I was.
" I wish I could just do something for you at this point . But you know that I'm pretty impotent here . I'm sorry that I can't help you with anything."

I could see her being disappointed of herself.

"N--No Eun ho . What even are you saying !? This is all what my fate has for me , I can't blame anybody and not even myself for this , either . "

"You're really strong . I hope whatever happens next , offers you happiness ."

I just hugged her, resisting hard not to shed any tears so that I could look alive at school . Scho-

"Hey , I'm pretty sure that I'm getting late for school. I should get ready now !"

With that she chuckled and left the room .

I couldn't waste more time , sitting at some corner and sniffing . So I went to the restroom to get changed , knowing that I had all my life ahead to show grief to myself ... for myself .

I grabbed my bag and sighed , getting rid of all the weariness embedded in my soul and left for school

In no time , I reached there .

Screaming inside I now entered my class , praying for everything to be fine . Praying to get to see his face but not being ready to face him either . As my feet tapped the floor , a wave of some too many currents ran across my body , making me quiver to death. My eyes looked nowhere , goosebumps making me realise their presence like some really unwanted guests .

I entered .

Walked .

Taking huge steps to my seat.

Without looking anywhere.

Regretting my decision to come to that place.

I sat on my seat without even look at the chair .

And just when I sat , all my ears made me hear was ," Miss y/n ! "

I looked up , dumfounfed.

"Are you aware of the fact that a school has some classrooms and there are some really respectable figures called teachers in probably each of those classes . And just when you're about to enter the class room YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO OPEN THIS MOUTH YOU'VE GOT AND ASK FOR A THING WE CALL PERMISSION TO ENTER IN ! "

The air now filled with the loud chuckles of all the guys and the whispers and giggles of those agitating girls who probably had me as their tidbit since a long time...

This was enough to open my eyes . Infact to bring me back to reality , to what I probably never belonged . But ... Who knew that alot more was left , TO HELP ME OUT WITH SOME MORE PROBLEMS OF MINE . I didn't realise that I was now supposed to apologize yet I just kept looking straight to the board ..... just like tae always did.

"You need a demo for that !?"

I again looked at him , shivering .

And struggled to speak up ," Uh-- S--Sorry Mr.kim . I-- I-"

"You're supposed to get out and come back in a proper way again y/n!" He furiously said.

I nodded with embarrasment , still not looking around and as I passed by Mr. kim , I heard him mumbling ," What has gotten into this girl ! Just look at how sluggishly she even walks! Such a sloth ! Aishh , these kids !"

But all I could do was to obey that old meat .

I stepped in , asking for his permission but as soon as I moved inside my eyes met something really familiar . Something unknowingly , really close to my heart , or someone probably .

Taehyung....

That's just when my heart ached at the moment .

He did look at me , with nothing in his eyes . Not even disappointment or anger , but looked away lazily, as if nothing ever happened.

I did the same and settled on my chair .

A/n : it's been ages since i last wrote tho ; ) but I'm glad that I'm back . Gotta grab some audience with this arrival !