I Hate You I Love You | K.th X Reader

Chapter 25

Taehyung pov :

I was driving back to home when looking at the passenger seat, I found out that y/n had forgotten to take her phone . Hence , I turned back to her house's direction to return it to her .

I reached there and stopped the car , getting to see an opened door of the house . Why was the door flung open ? It hadn't been more than 5 to 10 minutes that I dropped her there , and  I did make sure that she entered the house  and closed the door.

But sooner I realised it was sheerly overthinking. Or maybe , I was being a little , over possesive and protective about her and thinking of it , brought a sudden smile on my face .

I took my phone out of my pocket to call y/n . Call y/n ? Call y/n on the phone I was calling her to get back ?
Well , as if you even had her number kim taehyung....

Breathing the same air as y/n , left it's side effects really early .

Forgetting about it , I got out of the car and went towards the door , which was opened already.

Not caring about the others living in the there, I just shamelessly entered the house without knocking , and called for y/n walking through the small passage and as soon as I entered the living room,I stopped. My feet stopped,my mouth which was in between calling her name,stopped . And my eyes , wide opened.

Those strange feelings I just experienced minutes ago, were now given a name . I didn't want it all to be a part of reality . For a minute , I just wished that I'd not seen it . I regretted coming back . The phone in my hands , fell down on the floor out of that temporary unconsciousness I was in,at that moment. I felt bad . Really bad . I didn't want her to be witg any one else. I never knew why . I just couldn't bear it at that moment.

She showed she wanted to stay away from me because she thought i was a player,and here am I ,who kept falling in the trap , just to see what I'm seeing right now?

I looked at her , giving a disappointed gaze . She looked back , with frightful expressions . She opened her mouth , but couldn't utter a word .

How could she even do ? She was caught red-handed . She thought she was going right on her path because she'd gained all that affection and feeling of care from my side she wished for , acting all innocent and that I could never get to see how she tried stabbing my back .

My emotions never scorched inside me the way they did at that moment . I never willed for something not to be true this hard . I felt vulnerable . But what caused me to suffer ? She never committed , she never said that ....she loved me . Did I ever say that I loved her ? No ! I didn't ! I don't ! I don't love her . She's an actual player . She deserves that emotion sorcerer she nearly kissed !

And then gathering some energy to let something out of my mouth, I weakly said directly looking into her deceptive eyes , " Oh , did I disturb ? Hah. Yes Of course I did. W-wrong timing you know ." I sarcastically said , bleeding inside.

"S-seems like you were both having a good ... quality time and I just...I just third wheeled , right ?"

"Right mother fucker ! You did ! Gather your shit and get out of here ! Y/n is mine ! Get out  ! "

Y/n pov :

I was ...doomed . I wanted to smash my head hard into the wall and just somehow escape the whole scenario I became the part of. I couldn't let a single word out of my mouth . I could see the disappointment in taehyung's eyes . It felt like he was broken in a matter of seconds .

The way he used to look into my eyes , the things he used to say to me and the way he used to say all that, always felt special , it surely indicated that there was something going on in his mind . And the way my heart pounded in response , pretty much cleared it about my side as well .

Yes , I was .... probably in love with him . Refusing to confess it , to my self atleast, was just a mistake . I couldn't resist admitting about my feeling for him .

But it was like , of no use now . He saw Song ho being so close to me , and nothing was right . He misunderstood. The words he just uttered , left my heart to be wounded. His disappointed pretty eyes , made my entire body ache. And then , he just looked at me pursed his lips , and turned back saying, "Your phone made someone lucky and someone unlucky today ." And with that , he left .

I couldn't move . I was shook . But as soon as he stepped to leave, I pushed Song ho away and with tears rolling down my cheeks , I ran after him . But Song ho came in between , he held my wrist so tight and pulled me back . I shouted for him to leave me . I cried and begged for him to let go of my hand but he didn't.

And that happened what I'd always been watching in every drama and movie . The endless problems started their journey .I felt so wronged . I wanted to clarify everything to Taehyung but i knew no way I could throw that burden off of my heart through

Song ho just dragged me inside the house and I didn't say a word . I couldn't say something . I didn't even stop him . I knew it was all meant to happen in my life. I knew my life was another name for misfortunes.

He took me in and tried dragging me into my room and came along but as soon as I came back to senses , I vigorously stood up and fiercely shoved him out of the room . I was hating him . I hated him the most . I was actually afraid of him. He started being scary to me, his presence was no less than a cause of all those unpleasant feelings i had.

He kept finding reasons to stay , he kept placing justifications , he kept counting his qualities in front of me that he thought made him better than tae , but I didn't listen to a single word and wanted him to leave as soon as he could.

All I needed at that moment was to cry my self to death .

As soon as Song ho left , I locked myself in the room and crouched into my bed and showered myself with tears.

There was no feeling worse than this . He thought I tried cheating , I played . But I knew that I didn't . His care his soothing words couldn't stop me from falling in love with him . I didn't know if it was thay real love or not but it just was something . I had fallen for him . But he wouldn't ever listen to me . He wouldn't even want to see my face .

I wasn't sure if both of us shared the same feelings for eachother or not , but the way he looked at me at that time , made it clear that he atleast felt something for me , or more than the most , he didn't want me to be with Song ho , he didn't.

Taehyung pov :

Did I catch feelings for her ? In there , I knew I did ...for sometime atleast . There was a time I was sure I'd fallen for her . But I couldn't confess it .Hwe innocence was what attracted me the most. And that actually,was never a part of her .... why did she even have to come close to me ? Why did she have to break me?