I Hate You I Love You | K.th X Reader

Chapter 22

Y/n pov :

I rushed out of the room and thought of having a check on Taehyung . I genuinely didn't want to disturb him anymore , but .. since he'd asked me to infrom him , I did so .

I stood out of his room and knocked twice , but after having to receive no response , I slightly opened the door and peeked in , and found him sleeping with all that tranquility around.

And now that he was still not awake , I decided not to disrupt that  calm state he probably was in and ... I couldn't wait for him to wake up too , since I'd already spent the whole night out and my aunt had most likely planned an attack over me .

I walked down the stairs , trying hard not to make a sound and just when I reached near the door .... my head bumped hard in the wall , due to my lost attention, which was busy helping me search my phone in my pocket .I groaned with that sudden pinching pain, rubbing my forehead.

And soon something came in my mind . Something which really needed to enter my useless brain, or else .. I'd end up regretting so many things again .
"This was needed y/n ! It really was ! You're so- Ahhh.....!"

How the hell could I do the same thing that I just apologized to him for , not even a whole day ago ? I was again leaving without letting him know ...

And.....I'M DONE ...I complained to myself , and then having to have nothing in my mind , I dilly dallied my legs to the couche ....and sat out of the laziness which took no longer to find it's way to me again ...

I told myself not to let my eyelids contact but....In there..I knew right , that it was of no use....

I didn't want to sleep again, so I stood up and just loitered around the house . I was hungry as hell .... He told me that he'd bring me something to eat but ... he was probably more sleepy than me.

I looked around and found the kitchen right in front of the couches and ... now that I knew I couldn't resist myself, I stepped in . As soon as I entered in , I did nothing but gawked ! I was amazed at how organized and beautifully everything was placed at it's respective area.

Those glowing marbles shelves , the light grey painted walls with aesthetic frames hanging and everything, so extra ordinary . I trod towards the fridge , still looking around , and thankfully , it was full of stuff , atleast that , I wanted to eat.

I just grabbed a soda can , and a medium sized chocolate filled bun and stepped out of the kitchen . It seemed so awkward to me , to be so infromal in someone else's house but , my extreme hunger problems made me do so .

Hence, hoping that taehyung would not show up , atleast before I'd finsih it all , I opened the can and took a bite of the bun .

I was busy eating when I felt like someone aimed some huge gun on the side of my head and I screamed out of terror , throwing the bun own the table .

And standing up awe struck , with both my eyes and mouth wide opened , I found taehyung giggling like a baby ,  and got to know that THIS GUN THING was nothung but his little head ...and ....

...it didn't help but did what his laughter did to me , everytime . Yet brushing those inner deliberations away , I screamed , " You know what Kim taehyung ? Just ...FUCK OFF ! "

"Hah .. So you know what this word means ? I thought you were too innocent to even know if the word existed or not !"

I couldn't help but run towards him and punch him hard , and that's what I exactly did and he whined, making me smile over that spontaneous innocence .

For a moment, I couldn't just believe if I was actually standing in front of the same guy , who , when I encountered for the first time , was nothing like this but , a fire ball , filled with the flickers of an eerie attitude . I couldn't believe that it was the same taehyung, who , for some span of time , stood against me as a rival.

And for a moment i pondered over , how my life went to an unrealistic side ... How everything felt like a dream ... so unreal....so magical ..

And all of a sudden , a feeling , full of pleasure struck me . And I blinked twice to return from that minor contemplation , and ..... felt taehyung's hand , cupping my face into it .

I was .... now sure that it couldn't be real . Those feelings couldn't be real , I told myself . Whereby I knew , they were.

He lifted my face more firmly , and came even closer , my heart skipped a beat or two or three or countless maybe ... my hands , shivered....my eyes , blinked like nothing usual .... and ... I realised that I couldn't stop him from coming any close , at any cost.

His eyes , catching a gaze over mine , without breaking the chain for a nanosecond even , and making me amazed at how , I couldn't look away either .

His face now leaned forward to reach closer to mine , and ... his breathe .... was what made me lose my breathes. I felt like that very little distance between both of us , was enough to choke me to death , but it was all so pleasant , so refreshing that i couldn't help , but enjoy .

And now his face reached as close to mine as it could  , and he slightly spoke , " This smile , comforts someone." took a deep breathe and continued ," Just never let it fade away , cry-cess , someone might be unhappy with it ."

Someone ? Who ? You !? No ! Wha- cry-cess ? Am I in some newly discovered Dreamland on earth or what ? My smile makes him happy ? My smile ? You sure ? Like , for real ?

I didn't notice that my eyes were closed , out of that pleasure I was just receiving . His face , then moved a little away , but those words he'd just let out of his mouth, went even deeper , into my soul .

I felt his hands , gradually gliding down my face and I slightly opened my eyes ,still finding him , looking at me .

But as soon as we made one last eye contact , he swiftly looked away , making me blush ...

A/n : I'M DONE PEEP ! I CAN'T WRITE ANYMORE ! IF ANY DAY SOMEONE READS THIS THING , THEN JUST DONOT FORGET TELLING ME IF I SHOULD CONTINUE OR NOT . MOTIVATION IS REQUIRED AND I'M STATING IT FOR 7263839393th TIME HERE :()