My Someone

Chapter 14

Charlotte's POV-

My mom pulls into the driveway where I see something that scares the breath out of me.

Trevor, with tears in his eyes running to a car, I see him jump in and something inside me sinks.

I want to call out for him but I know I cant.

I decide I could text Ricky.

Ricky, Trevor just left the house and he looked really stressed, get back to me SOON!!!
-Charlie

I get a response almost immediately.

I will go to his house to talk to him about it. Just please don't worry Charlie
-Pickle

I read it and try to breath and I keep my mind occupied by listening to music.

Nothing helps though.

I always find myself thinking about what I just saw.

I finally decide to get out of the car.

I run into my house and check my Instagram.

I can't distract myself.

I have never seen Trevor crying before, just seeing him that way crushes a part of me that he has stolen.

I find tears brimming my eyes.

Then the unexpected happens and I get a text from Trevor.

Charlie, I need to see you
-Trev

And I know that when he says need he means it.

I know I have to see him so without another thought, I run down stairs and passed my mother.

Once I'm out the door I run as fast as I can.

I run all the way to Trevor's house.

I find myself at the door with sweat on my forehead and I'm shaking but I don't care.

I knock and hear the same voice from a few days ago.

"I'm telling you Trevor, she is not helping you, if anything she making things worse"

I hear a banging noise

"I don't care! She is worth it! I thought I told you that before."

Then silence.

"Come in" says Trevor's voice.

And I find him with puffy eyes filled with tears and a man with dark hair and wrinkly skin sits in a chair by the couch.

I don't care who is watching, I run as fast as I can to Trevor and let him hug me as tight as he needs to.

I bury my face in his shirt and for some reason I cry.

And we stay this way for who knows how long.

I finally break the silence "I want to tell you something" I say, remembering the day that we met.

"Alright" he says, leading me up to his room

The man watches us but I don't care.

And I see Ricky in the corner, smiling.

Once we are in his room he sits down with me on his bed.

I sigh.

"I think I can tell you why I couldn't watch that movie" I say extremely quiet.

He looks at me with his sea blue eyes and nods "If you think you are ready" he says.

I nod and before I know it I am telling him everything.

"It started when I was at home with my mother one day. I was only 11 or 12 years old. We decided to watch a horror movie."

I pause as Trevor takes my hand and squeezes it, as if trying to comfort me.

I continue "We were about halfway through the movie when my mother got a phone call. It was from the police department...." I find myself barely able to talk.

"You don't have to tell me" Trevor says, his eyes burning into mine.

"I need to" I say calmly.

"When my mom hung up I could see tears in her eyes and I remember her exact words, 'Charlie, do you know what heaven is?' I remember nodding and wondering why she would ask this. 'that's where daddy is now' and I remember running up to my room and locking myself in. For days and maybe weeks."

I can't continue and Trevor realizes this.

I feel his hand on my back as he pulls me closer and into something I will never forget.

He kisses me. The same tingles I got on the first day we met start again.

They begin in my feet and spread all the way up to my head.

And then we both pull away.

"I-I love you Charlie" he stutters.

And I know he means it.

" I love you to" I say and he embraces me into a giant hug and as he does, I can hear his heartbeat, going faster and faster and faster.

And that he s when I realize something is terribly wrong.

I look up at Trevor and his face is pale. He seems distant and is looking at nothing.

The last thing he says before he blacks out is "It will be okay"

A/N- well, I worked so so so hard on this chapter and I really love how it turned out!!! What will happen next?!?!?!?!?!!?!!?!??
~Lily☼