Alive

Chapter 9

"Hello?" I say. "M'am this is 911. There was a car wreck and the drivers name is Kili Oakenshield." He says. My heart stops. "What hospital?" I ask. "South Alvin." He says. "I will be right there." I say and run up to my room. "What happened?" Arwen ask. "Kili got in a wreck." I reply and change. Tears fill my eyes and I can't help but let them go. Once I get dressed I run down stairs and grab the keys. "What hospital?" She ask. "South Alvin." I say as we all get in the car. I go about eighty but I don't care. My mind is racing on how Kili could be dead. "Tauriel you need to relax." Eowyn says. I stop the car. "How can I calm down Eowyn!" I scream. "My boyfriend might be dead! How can I calm down!" Eowyn then shuts up and I continue driving. 'He must be dead.' I think. I try to find positive but I can't. There's none.
When we get there I don't think about turning the car off. I get out and run. I try to run to the nearest exit until I see the ambulance that holds Kili. Then I see Kili and my heart stops. He has three inches of glass stuck in his cheek and that's not the worst part. Some part of the car has impaled him. I start sobbing immediately and I fall to the ground. 'It should have been me.' I whisper. "Tauriel." Arwen says before seeing Kili. "Come on!" She says pulling me up. We run inside and I just stare at Kili as I run. 'He's dead.' I think. Just then a nurse stops me from going any further. "You are not aloud back here!" She says. "No I have to see him!" I scream and try to fight. "No! Go to the waiting room." She says. "No I got to tell him goodbye!" I scream. There is no use in fighting her. The cops come and drag me up off the floor and put me in the waiting room for me to wait to say goodbye.
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'It should have been me.' I whisper to myself. It's one in the morning and I'm in a ball waiting for the call. Just then Thranduil comes in and looks at me like I'm helpless. "Tauriel." He says as I hug him. I feel safe finally, this is the first time he feels like my dad. "He is going to die." I say. "No he won't." He tells me. I know he's lying, you can tell it in his voice. We both sit down and I curl into my ball. What if he doesn't make it? Will I go mad? What will happen to me? There's so many feelings going on in my head it's so overwhelming.
The night goes by slow and nothing will calm me down until the doctor comes out. It's finally six in the morning and I'm eager to hear what he has to say. He sits down in front of me and he doesn't look happy. "Tauriel, I'm afraid Kili is gone." The doctor says. Tears flood my eyes and I'm broken. I'm literally broken. I break down and cry so hard I'm gasping for air. "I'm sorry." He says. "The impalement damaged so many of his organs even his lungs." I wish I was dead, gone. I wish I was there with Kili. The doctor walks off and I have nothing to say or do. "It should have been me." I say. "Don't talk like that!" Thranduil snaps. I say it louder and I realize I will never be the same girl again. That night where there was dinner is over. It's not even there anymore.
Just then not even knowing what I am doing I run to Kili. I don't care if they stop me, I need to see him. I rush into the surgery room and all of them gasp. I then run to Kili and look at his face. "Kili wake up! Open your eyes, it's me Tauriel! Please Kili wake up!" I scream. "I can't lose you, your all that is important to me." I then realize everyone is looking at me at awe. "Kili don't leave me like this! I love you!" I scream as they pull me away from the bloody mess that use to be Kili.
They set me in the hall and I curl in a ball and sob. "Hey." A nurse says to me. I look up at her wondering what she is doing here. "We will fix him." She tells me. "How?" I ask. "We will replace his organs and everything. Trust me, I know what it's like to have true love. That in there was definitely true love." She tells me and goes back into the surgery room. I am relieved a little. Hopefully it will work.