Hoodie - SoR Story

Chapter 14

Summer

I punched him square in the eye. He tried to hit me but Trip kicked his stomach.

Tr: Have some FUCKING RESPECT! Don't you know not to hit a girl?

Z: FUCK! THAT HURT! Why?

S: YOU CHEATED ON TOMIKA YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!

Z: And? 

S: SHE HAD TO SEE YOU FUCKING SOME RANDOM SLUT!!

A/N: If you know me IRL and we're friends, and you get hurt by someone, I'll probably do the same thing. Don't judge me, I just care about my friends. Ok back to reading.

Z: Well "That Slut" was actually better than her. I mean, she didn't even offer sex.

S: HOW DARE YOU! YOU FUCKER! YOU ASS! YOU-

Tr: Just know you have no chances left.

He had to drag me out while I was still cursing him out.

Babe

I'm currently just trying to get Tomika to sleep, but she keeps tossing and turning. I can't seem to calm her down. She's mumbling something incoherent in her sleep. The door suddenly bursts open and in comes a furious Summer with Trip right behind her.

B: What happened?

Summerr started explaining. " What happened was I punched him. He said the slut he was fucking was better than Tomika. I him again. That's the short version."

"Am I really that awful?" A quiet and soft voice asked. Turns out it was Tomika. She just spoke, and those are the first words to come out of her mouth.

B: No no no no no, no, you're not! You're better than that slut. 

T: You don't have to lie to me. 

S: She's not lying.

T: Why does he not love me?

I was speechless. Did she love him? Does she still love him?

Tr: Do you love him?

She doesn't reply and walks away.

Tomika

Do I love him? That question keeps repeating itself in my head. Did I ever love him? If I did, do I still love him? Why is this so complicated? Why did he cheat on me? He said he liked me. Why can't I be good enough for him? Am I too short? Fat? Was I too annoying and clingy? This is too complicated.

B: You need to stop doing this.

T: Doing what?

B: Putting yourself down. Overthinking.

T: Okay.

I walk away. I go back to my mansion. Just one cut. Only one. I go to the bathroom. I go for a cut, but after I've started, I can't stop. I don't bandage it. I just go to bed. I really hate myself for falling for him. 

Summer

Tomika walks into class and she looks TERRIBLE. There are bags under her eyes, shes practically sleepwalking, and she looks like shes been crying. What was even worse were the cuts on her arms. I went over to help her but she just waved me off. She zoned out in class, and didn't eat anything for lunch. She just went outside. When I followed her, she was sitting there, listening to something on her phone. I tried to help her, but she refused my help, or anyones help for that matter. 

Zack

I don't feel bad for what I did. I did it because she couldn't satisfy me. She didn't really do anything. The other girls would offer me sex, and I accepted. I cheated on her multiple times. She was really stupid. She didn't notice. She didn't even realize it when I did it while I went out. I would make up some excuse to get out and meet up with a girl. She wasn't good enough for me. I deserved better. She can't do anything for me, so I accept the breakup. In fact, there are girls lining up after me. I never liked her. I never cared. I didn't want anything to do with her. It was just a bet. Nothing important. No feelings attached. When she walked in today, there was a feeling in the pit of my stomach that I ignored. I loved this. I had this power over her. She wasn't strong. She was weak. And that made her my target.