Strong As Hell, Brave As Fuck || L.S.

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EDEN'S P.O.V.

"I hope you'll like this, sweetheart. Its not like I'm too good in cooking anyways." Harry said to me while giving me a mug filled hot chocolate, smiling at me. Check. Earlier, I used to love chocolate, specifically when Edward brought me some. But i feel dizzy looking at it now. Although the chocolate is tempting me to drink it, but a part of me felt like it will make me throw up again.

"You dont have to, if you dont want to. Not necessary, you should know this." Zayn said keeping a hand on my shoulder, making me assure. I nodded and smiled at him.

I had taken a shower, and louis handed me some of his clothes for the time being. Although it's long much for me. But then my brain thanked that harry didnt give me his clothes. It would be a struggle then. It was dinner time, and I was dreading. Also because one of them was left to see my sudden appearance here. And according to them, liam, wont approve that easily. They didnt say that directly to me, but the tension was quite clear.

Niall was busy on his phone, didnt even give a single glance at me. Even though Harry nudged his side, but he had a bored expression and went back to his phone. I sighed, knowing I wasnt really welcomed by him here. And theres one more guy like him, who'd also might not like to see me here. Anyways, this is just for few days.

"Yeah, you dont have to, I just made for I thought kids like chocolate.. so that's why.. its okay. Eventually not all kids like chocolate." Harry added quickly after Zayn.

"No, I like.. chocolate. I'll drink it.." I said slowly raising my hand to grab the mug and bringing it near me. But I gulped down in horror, this will surely make me throw up. Before I knew, I felt my eyes well up. But I will not let Harry's hard work waste like this. I brought it close to my lips, but I felt an arm around my shoulder. The touch was very familiar now. It was Louis.

"Its okay, love. You dont have to." He whispered in my ears slowly and when I looked at him, I broke down. How can eating be this difficult for me? Because of my habit? I felt louis arms securely around me. I sobbed into his chest.

"Its okay. Its okay.. I understand.. this isnt your fault. You'll be okay. I'll help you through this.. we all will, okay?"

"Thank y-you.." I said and continued sobbing into his chest.

How is eating this hard for me?