I want to want you.

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I wanted it to be you so bad.
You were on paper the perfect person for me.
But for some reason it didn't make sense.
And i understand for the pain I caused you karma will get me when it's my turn and I will have to greet him with open arms.
I'm sorry for not helping and instead cutting you deeper.
I tried my hardest to help you heal even though,secretly, I was more torn apart than you.
You just chose to BELIEVE I was this saviour God sent for you.
When in fact I was a child learning her way around the world.
It just happened to be it was not you I wanted at all.

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