Coach Ukai X Reader | Haikyuu!!

10

It's been a week and something since the incident. I tried my best to avoid Ena but I know I have to face her one day. I have been going to practice daily but I haven't done anything other than school.

It's Friday today. Another weekend.

I get a text from Ena but I ignore it. She texts me again and I still ignore it. 5 minutes pass and she hasn't sent another one. My phone rings. It's Ena.

I can't answer. I don't know what to tell her. Do I confront her? I let it ring for a while.

I feel like I should do something today. I can't spend the rest of my life hiding at home. She might come to visit me anytime.

I get dressed and go to the living room. "Hey. I'm going out. If someone asks about me, tell them you don't know where I went."

"Are you sure?" I nod without hesitation.

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'Where do I go now?'

I go the the school volleyball court. The weather is amazing. The sky is clear today, I wonder if I can watch the stars today.

I lay down on the grass. I can feel the presence of someone her but I don't care enough to check who it is. They will most likely leave me alone.

I put my headphones in my ears and turn on some music. I keep remembering that day. It's like it's playing in my head on loop.

I try to forget it by taking out a cigarette and lighting it.

'I don't want to die because I smoke too much but it's the only thing that can distract me right now.'

"Hey." A familiar voice calls from behind me.

I turn around to see Ukai standing in front of me.

'He looks really tall from down here.'

"Hey." I reply but I don't get up.

He sits down beside me and I turn back to how I was sitting.

"Can I join you?.."

"mhmm."

Silence for a bit but it wasn't awkward.

"I like smoking here. This place comforts me a lot." He breaks it.

"The only place I like," I say looking at the sun that was already setting.

"It's beautiful," I say referring to the sunset.

"It sure is."

We talk for a while. It gets dark. I lay my back against the grass and look at the stars. He does the same.

I turn my face and realize he's looking at me. I blush a lot but I can't break it. I can't look away. He's too damn hot for me too look away.

I suddenly want to feel him. Feel his body against mine. Taste his lips. Have them brush against mine.

'Do I go for it?'

I do. I bend over and kiss him. He was surprised at first but then he gave it all up. He pulls me onto his lap and sits up straight.

His lips are smooth as they brush against mine. He's the one in control, I love it. He slowly takes the top lip and kisses it while sucking on it. His tongue inside my mouth going deeper and deeper.

His left hand is holding my waist really tight, while the right one is holding my jaw. It slowly moves to my hair and he's playing with it.

It feels amazing to have him do this. He really knows what he's doing. Probably because he's had experience.

Is it bad that I want more? Is it bad that I want more with a guy that is much older than me? Is it bad that I want it with my coach? What if someone sees us now?

It doesn't matter. All I want is him. Him and only him.

He pulls me closer from my waist. We both pull away to take a breath. I look into his eyes. They are sparkling in the moonlight. He has something different. He IS different. Something that no one else has.

The hurt. The innocence. The hate. The loneliness. Everything that he has gone through. All of them showing in his eyes. 

"Your eyes are just like this sky." I look up.

"Dark." He says sarcastically as I laugh a little.

"No you dumbass, beautiful, mestyrious and full of secrets." I look back down at him.

"..."

"Are you sure you are okay with this?" he asks.

"mhmm. You?"

"I am," he says and goes back to kissing me.

His muscles are huge. I feel them as he holds me tight. I put my hand under his shirt but he stops me.

"Can't let you have all the fun now, can I?" He teases.

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