I should get over him. I know I am falling for him but if I was just a game to him, I'll show him that I wasn't serious about him.
Ukai has texted me a bunch of time but I couldn't bring myself to open them. Maybe he had a reason. No, I shouldn't be making excuses for him.
I did nothing but think about him today. I stayed up all night thinking about what I should do. If I should talk to him or just ignore it and act as nothing happened between us.
But being in his arms made me feel something. It made me feel like I was actually worth something and not just a burden on everyone.
But maybe I am just a burden on everyone I meet. I can never protect or stand up for myself. I couldn't even bring myself to confront him or just wait for something. All I do is cry and complain.
I shouldn't be distracting myself with all this since we are getting close to nationals. I should put all my energy into volleyball, maybe that would make me feel better.
I might as well change my clothes and go back to sleep.
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I did the same thing over and over on the weekend. Is that how I'm gonna spend the rest of my life? Complaining about things and not having the courage to face them?
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Fiksi Penggemar[Art Credit: BrttPaige on twitter] A girl with issues from the past joins a volleyball team in thought that she could distract herself from the outside. (I'm not good at describing it, so just read to find out.) Just started school so I'll try to ad...
