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Jungkook's POV
I ran to my room with tears in my eyes and a deep anger on my chest - how is this fair - I've been training since I can remember and all of a sudden Taehyung's human shape is as strong as me - NO! he is stronger due to his fucking alpha tone able to control me, I can't handle it!
As I got inside the room I run to the bathroom and looked in the mirror - still looking miserable - I wouldn't allow Jimin to heal me - no - I wanted to keep all the scars and wounds in order to remember how weak I am, how stronger I need to be and how harder I need to work if I want to be more than a fucking little omega - a fucking omega bunny only worth to fuck with, only a miserable mate, a sexual object that all hybrids have been taking advantage.
I placed both hands on the washbasin has I attempted to calm down, and that's when I heard the last voice I wanted to - Kim Taehyung.
- Jungkookie...
I couldn't answer.
- Jungkook? Can you please open the door? I am sorry that I used my alph....my dominant voice with you...that wasn't fair...
- Go away.
- Jungkook please, talk to me, why didn't you allow Jimin to heal you?- Go away.. you won.. I will spend those fucking hours with you.
-Jungkook, I don't care, you don't have to spend a minute with me if you don't want to... just, open the door...
-No..leave me alone.
-Bunny please...
-FUCKING LEAVE!! WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND? I DON'T WANT YOU NEAR ME! I DON'T WANT YOU AS MY FRIEND, I DON'T WANT YOU AS MY DATE, I DON'T WANT YOU AS MY LISTENER, I DON'T WANT YOU AS MY FIGHTER AND I SURE DON'T WANT YOU AS MY MATE, I FUCKING HATE YOU TAEHYUNG! YOU ARE EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN WANTING TO BE ALL THIS YEARS TO HELP OUR KINGDOM AND STILL YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT! SO FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE, I AM NOT YOURS AND I WON'T SUBMIT TO YOU, I WILL RATHER DIE THAN BE YOUR MATE! YOU ARE NOT EVEN A SIGMA, YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING HYPOCRITE!
And those silence moments after my anger speech hit me like a knife, I was expecting Taehyung to fight back, to try again, but no words came from the other side, just pure and painful silence. Around half an hour after I finally left those four walls to face Taehyung's back on the bunk bed, I tried to be as silence as possible while heading to my bed on the upper level. As soon as I reached it I was relieved that no words were spoken between us, however, I felt kind of empty and sad about my words... they were true tho, I would never want him as my mate, like, there was no point. I tried to listen to his breath or snore but I couldn't, something felt terrible off, his scent was spreading like a disease trough the room, like it was rotten, I turned myself on the pillow and tried to empty all this thoughts - unsuccessfully - I kept moving my body in circles feeling anxious and worried without evening knowing why - I mean he was ignoring me, that's what I wanted after all - wasn't it?
Two weeks had passed and things were still on the same level when it came to Taehyung's and Jungkook's relationship, the Youngers wouldn't trade one single word despite sharing the same room - they would wake up everyday, reaching the main room to have breakfast, train, exercise, have some late lunch, some mind games and then when was time to come back to bed, Taehyung would wait for Jungkook to lay down and fall asleep or pretend he was sleeping to reach his way to the down level of the bunk.
Taehyung never tried to speak, touch or get near Jungkook again, he wouldn't even look at him, and that was driving the bunny insane.
Jungkook's POV
- Jin Hyung...
I slowly open the door to my hyung's office on the second floor.
- JayKay, get in golden kitten.
- Hi...
- What's up with that face? You've been doing great on your practices.
- Yeah..it's not about that Hyung...
- So? What's up?
I was very much embarrassed to talk about this with my tutor, considering I was the one to mess things up.
- It's...about...Taehyung..
- Don't tell me...
- No no! He did nothing! On the contrary..
- What you mean?
- It's just..well... we had a fight after the battle.. and I kind of.. you know..
- You?..
- I kind of... itoldhimidontwanthimasamate...
- What? Slow down!
- Ok... I told him I would rather die than be his mate...
- You did what? What did he said?
- I did.. I mean..
- Jungkook what did he said?
Jin gave me his serious look while getting up from his chair.
- Nothing... to be honest he haven't spoked to me after that...
- Uff..
Jin sight in relief.
- He was kind of bothering me but now that he just ignores me I feel somehow..
- Guilty?
I blushed and looked away.
- That...
- Yeah you're an omega and you rejected the one you claimed... it's normal to feel this way, but he must be feeling much worse..
- What you mean?
- You rejected him...
- No, I didn't! I mean...maybe I did.
- Jungkook, do you want Taehyung or not?
- No.
- So just talk to him, he needs to accept it to break even the smallest bond you two are sharing right now...
- So, it's not broken yet?
- Well, you know better what kind of bond a 'chin' builds but as far as I know the other hybrid needs to accept to be rejected, to be honest I don't even know why he didn't yet, it would be fair less painful than keeping a one sided bond.
- Sure...yeah you right.
- Go talk to him kitten, good luck, I am heading to the central with Suga and Hobi and Nam, you three stay here ok?
- Yes Hyung.I felt Jin Hyung's hand on my head before leaving the room, leaving me and my stupid doubts all alone - Why would Taehyung hold on to this one side bond?
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