Hybridmalia | Taekook

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Jungkook's POV

This boredom was killing me, Yoongi was just sleeping on the coach while Jimin and Hobi kept cuddling and kissing right in front of my salad, I kept looking around because the movie was anything but interesting and the other three alphas were locked on Namjoon's office for ages by now.
I got up from the coach heading to the kitchen, lately I've been craving so different foods, normally I would be happy with a healthy and balanced diet - of course including a lot of carrots -but during the last week I just feel like having sweets and junk food all the time - like an hormonal bitch suffering for no reason and filling the gaps of my miserable existence with food that will be reflected sooner or later on my legs and butt - here we go, I am again being dramatic.

I opened a jaw of Nutella and found some waffles to warm up on the microwaves, I was opening the fridge also to find some ice cream, and maybe I could also place some Kinders on the top?

Jungkook.

What? You don't want ice cream kookie?

No. You know what I want.

Not really, what's that?

V. You know I want him why you keep making me wait?

Not happening, and don't complain because even two days ago you cuddle with him all night.

I am done with the cuddle.

Not happening and stop sending those warm waves into my body, I told you I am able to eat ice if I have to!

Jungkook, it's starting to hurt, I need him.

I just shut out my bunny and proceed with my heartbroken recipe, but just in time I was surprised by two large hands around my waist and a voice on my ears.
- What's my bunny doing here?
- I am snacking. Give me some space please.
I tried to take his hands off me - unsuccessfully.
- Snacks? We had dinner not even an hour ago.
- And? Did I ask? I am making a snack for me, because I am hungry, if you're not please step out of the kitchen and stop judging my cravings.
He was another step closer and pushed his body against mine while his face was resting on my shoulder - the goosebumps started and the shiver down my spine warned me this would be trouble - again - avoiding Taehyung's touch is becoming harder every day.
- Judging you cravings? I would never do that... specially because I know what you crave the most...
I immediately let go of ice cream box and placed both hands on the counter, trying to think on something but Taehyung's lips on my neck, placing spaced and wet kisses, I could hear the sound of his saliva spreading around my neck echoing in the kitchen.

- Please stop...
- Why? Why you always ask me to stop? You don't like it?

While one of his hands massaged my waist, the other involved my right hand. After weaving his fingers through mine, I felt Tae's hand go up my arm, while touching me lightly causing all my body hair to stand in goosebumps. When I felt a small hickey being placed on the back of my neck I couldn't help but to shake my legs, releasing a light moan and and shrinking my body. Taehyung involved me around his arms holding me tight and turning me around, I was now facing him and felt both of his hands lifting my body and placing me on the counter shelf. His gaze was deep on me and I knew he was about to kiss me, luckily the microwave beeped and it was my salvation.

- Waffles!!

I jumped from that position and released myself from that pleasurable prison I needed to escape - right now I was fighting not only Taehyung and his animal but also my own animal - I was exhausted, so exhausted that deprived me from sleep.

I took the waffles of the microwave just to face an almost mad Taehyung.

- For how long?
- Ahm?
- How long Jungkook? For how long will you avoid me?
- I...am not avoiding you! What you talking about?
- You want this, I know you do! Stop running, I can smell you, I can see you, I can feel you, why you keep running from me?
- No! You don't understand! I don't want this!
- Oh really? Who asked me to cuddle? Who asked me to scent you? Who keeps getting into my bed in the middle of the night? And every time things escalate you just run!
- You promised to wait!
- What else have I been doing?
- You're putting pressure on me right now!
- No Jungkook! You're putting pressure on yourself! What's the big deal? Can't you trust me?

My eyes were starting to fill up with tears, my interior fight was becoming unbearable, my animal wanting to take over and submit to V's tone of voice.

- It's not about you! It's not that I don't trust you, I don't trust myself! Can't you see? I am an Omega, if we take things further I will change forever, I won't be able to decide anything by myself again, I will be submissive, I will become weaker, even smaller, who knows? Because that's what happens when Omegas mate, our body adapts to the matting and we become weak and vulnerable creatures, you know how much I worked on my body and mental strength? I have been shutting Kookie down for weeks now just to avoid submission! I have been hard training since I am 5 years old, I was born helpless and I achieved so much, I can loose it all in one single transformation can't you understand?

I broke up in tears just for Taehyung to hold me on his arms, I hide my face on his neck allowing all to come out.

- I know for you it's just sex but for me it's...

- Shh, what you talking about? You think this is about sex for me? Jungkook I don't want to fuck you around! I want to grow with you, to evolve with you, to be your partner, your bestfriend! We can either go an romantic dinner or a game night, I want to take you to places, I want my tiger to hold your bunny on his back and run through the woods, I want it all with you, you chinned V and he allowed it because we wanted you from the very first day! And I don't care how weak you can get after you evolve because for me you are much stronger on the inside than I will ever be, and that's the most important thing bunny, you're the strongest hybrid I've ever met, you can control your animal so well, you improved your body so much, I envy you! I am nothing like you, I am a mess, anything my tiger wants me to do I have to, I can't fight him! I am impulsive and I have anger issues, can't you see I am much weaker than you? Even if I mark you, you will still you, I won't make you submit to my desires and wills, I would never do that! That's why I named myself a sigma, because I don't believe in this stupid hierarchy!

His words got through my heart like never before, his eyes were red in honesty and his body temperature was high, and if I ever could accept being submissive to someone, that person would be Taehyung, but I couldn't and I wouldn't...

- Taehyung...

- No, don't rush, I am sorry, I promised I would wait for you and I will, let's just get back to the room, I am sorry, this won't happen again I promise.

I am sorry today I am not in the mood to words, bad time here :(

anyways I hope you like the chapter :3
I purple you!