Our Moment

Part 11

We were in his jeep. Just silence.

'Why are you looking at me so sad?'

'Why not?'

'I don't want you to be sad. It's my fault. If-'

'There are no if's! He wanted to rape you!'

'Or maybe not..'

'Are you still loving him?'

I haven't gave him an answer. He looked at me very sad and.. Disappointed.

'ANSWER ME!'

'Maybe.'

I don't know. I wanted to make him sad. He's paying. We'll see. I think I'm not loving him. No I'm not. But.. I don't know. I'm very confused.
He had tears in his eyes then he started to drive.

'Oh. Good. So you lied to me.'

'You haven't asked me.. We just had something like sex and yeah. But wait. You lied to me too so there's no difference.'

'THERE'S SOMETHING DIFFERENT HALEY! It's not the same!'

'You broke my heart. And I broke your heart.'

'Are you serious?'

'Yes.'

'You know what?'

'What?'

'I make you to love me. You are 4 weeks or more at my place. I'll show you who's the better one.'

'I think it's Dean. We're speaking real.'

'So you think it's Dean? Do you want that I try to rape you too?'

Maybe.

'No. I'm not loving you.'

'We will see babe!'

After a while we arrived at his house. I think he knew that it would be better to help me when I'm trying to walk, so he helped me.

'I don't need your help. Go away.'

'Haley. Be quiet.'

We went inside and I think we were in the kitchen. Oh and the broken window isn't there anymore.
He looked into my eyes and I looked into his eyes. I couldn't see his beautiful eyes. Everything was still blurred! But his face.. Is still faultless.. Like when we saw us for the first time. His hair soft. His lips.. Soft. Perfect. Don't do that to me Horan.

'What's the problem?' I said very uninterested.

He just came to me and hugged me very tight. I think he cried. I hate it when a boy cries.

'I missed you so much. I love you so much Haley. I can't live without you. I haven't ate something for like 3 days.'

'You don't have to cry.. I mean.. We are not togeth.. Don't cry. Please don't cry. I know I'm very ugly.. But I don't want to know it.'

He looked at my face.

'What?! You and ugly? You really don't know how pretty you are. You're the most beautiful girl that I've ever seen in my life.'

'Do you really think so? Even with the.. Scars?'

'Even with the scars.'

'Even with my not beautiful eyes?'

'Even with your beautiful eyes.'

It made me so happy.

'Oh thanks. Where I'm sleeping?'