Our Moment

Part 19

I turned around.. And I saw him.
Niall. Behind him was Harry, looking worried at me. Dean saw him too, and I think it wasn't the right moment.

'Oh look who's here.. Niall Horan.'

'YES I AM.'

Niall came to me and gripped my arm.

'Niall, don't touch me!'

'Haley, please come with me we have to talk.'

'You heard it Mr. Gay. Go away.'

Dean pulled me to him.

'Touch her again you little bastard, you'll see what's happening.'

Niall pulled me to him. Harry came too. Oh no please not.

'Dean, fuck off. I swear I'll kill you this time.'

'YOU TWO CAN'T DO ANYTHING! HALEY WE'RE GOING!'

'DEAN I SAID FUCK O-'

Niall was very angry, he started to breath faster and faster. What's going on?!

'RUN DEAN, RUN.'

Niall jumped on him and punched him on his face and pushed his head on the ground.

'NIALL DON'T PLEASE YOU'LL KILL HIM PLEASE HARRY DO SOMETHING!!!' I cried and screamed so loud.

Now Dean was getting angry. He jumped on Niall and punched him on his face. Both were bleeding.

Harry threw Dean away and helped Niall to get up.. And Dean came over to me. He held me up and ran to his car.

'HELP ME HELP ME!!!' I screamed, but it was too late. He drove away.
He locked all the car doors.

'ARE YOU INSANE?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!'

'PSHH HALEY EVERYTHING IS OKAY. I'LL DRIVE YOU TO OUR PLACE THAT I BOUGHT FOR US!!'

I cried and said nothing, just sat in the car, cause I knew, he's insane.. And when Dean is insane.. No one can do anything. I think I'm seeing the end of everything, I'm dying.. Or Dean and Me.. "Happy" forever.
After 1 hour we arrived at a house.. It was in the middle of WOODS. If I would scream.. No one would hear me. I'm here.. With him.. Forever.
The idea of never seeing Niall again..
Is killing me inside.
I think Dean will use me as a doll. Raping me whenever he wants..
Lashing me until I'm bleeding.. Locking me into rooms for days..
I would believe in that. I remember, we had a little fight, and he thought I'll run away so he locked me into his room.. For 4 hours.

'And, it's beautiful, isn't it?'

'Dean. Please.. Let me go. We're over.. Please Dean.. We can be friends.. Meeting for breakfast in Starbucks.. Like one year ago.'

'Haley.. I think you know how I am. I'll never let you go, we will live here.. Forever. Until we both are dying.. And that in the age of 80.'

'Dean.. I don't want that.. Please.. I love Niall.. And you love Scarlett.'

I started to cry again.

'Haley, I'll prove you, that only you are mine.'

'DEAN PLEASE LET ME GO!!' I yelled at him, with the hope, someone is hearing me.

Then I ran. I ran so fast. Through the trees. I arrived at a highway.. And ran through the cars. Everyone was honking, but it doesn't matter. I reached the other side. I saw Dean, running after me, but then..
A car drove over him. He was laying on the ground. Bleeding.. Cars were driving over him over and over again. I was in shock. I just watched him from the other side with an open mouth. Fear in my eyes. Pure fear. I couldn't bear it anymore. His head.. Wasn't in a normal form anymore. I puked on a tree. I puked and cried at the same time. It's my fault.
I'm a κιllεr. I killed him. Cause I ran away.. And his eyes.. Only saw mε. Dean is death. A taxi passed by me and I entered in. I was still in shock. Open mouth, open eyes.

'Are you okay Ms.?'

'...'

'Are you okay? Is everything okay?'

'Ehhh- sure everything is okay hahahhahahahahahhahahahahahha.'

The taxi driver looked at me very scared.
After one hour I arrived at "my place". But wait.. They're selling my flat.. Fuck I forgot it. I wanted to pay, but I realized.. I haven't got money.
He saw my depressive facial expression, while searching for money. It was so unpleasant, how should I say that?! Fuck it. I hate myself. So much. I earn the death.

'It's okay Ms.'

'I'm so sorry man please I just- I just forgot that and oh my god that's so oh my god I'm so sorry.' I started to cry, how embarrassing was that please?!

'Ms. Please. Sometimes, we all have dark, difficult times. But sometimes, people just can't understand that. Please.'

'Thank you. Thank you so so much. I don't know how many times I should say thanks.'

I saw my golden bracelet on my arm, that my father gave me before I came to Los Angeles, took it off and gave it him.

'Thanks for driving.'

He threw the bracelet back, closed the car door and drove without a word away. What a man.

I yelled 'thanks' after him.

I saw Harry's car.. Are they still here?

I went to the car and looked up for them.. I mean, Niall was in pain. Because of me. Everyone is suffering.. Because of me.

'HALEY?! HALEY?!' Niall was sitting on a bench and crying. He ran over to me and gripped my arm.

I just looked at him emotionless.

'Is everything okay?! He touched you, right?! I'll kill him!!!'

'HE'S ALREADY DEATH!! I yelled at him with a scratchy voice and looked very critical. I had tears in my eyes, but I tried to not cry, cause it was because of me! I have to pay.

'What?' He looked very surprised at me.

I really don't wanted to speak with Niall.. But I needed someone.. I needed someone to talk. I needed someone's opinion.

'A car drove over him.. It's my fault.' I couldn't bear it anymore.. I started to cry loud, really loud and regretful, sobbing at the same time.

'Psshh not here.. Someone could hear us!' He whispered and wee sat on the bench.

'WHAT? I killed my ex boyfriend by running away from him! I saw him, cars driving over him! One after the other! I saw his head, changing the form!' I tried to whisper, and tears were flowing down my face. The tears were so.. So warm. My face was just cold.. And my tears.. They were burning. Like the fire inside me. Ten words aren't enough to describe the fire inside me.'

'Haley, everything is okay.. He abducted you.. You wanted to save your life..'

'And by saving my life killing someone others!' I started to sob.

'Haley.. It's not your fault. I can't understand your thoughts.. Everything will be okay.'

'NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT'S GOING ON INSIDE MY HEAD AND I CAN'T FUCKING EXPLAIN IT!' I yelled at him. 'I wish you'd apologize for what you did to me. Niall.. I don't want to admit it.. But the truth is.. I am sick. And yes, I'm a neuropαth. At that all happened, when you were in coma. Niall Horan, you're making me sick.'

'Haley I'm.. I'm here for you. Haley I just love you.. Please.. Don't be angry at me. I missed you so much. Even in my coma. All my dreams were about you. Where I panicked and my heart started to beat slow.. It all was because of you. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for everything I ever did wrong. You could rip me into a hundred million pieces and I would still apologize.
I'm just scared to admit how much you mean to me. Every single part of me is missing you.'

'Your words are empty promises and full of endless lies. I- I just.. The end of you is death. I'll kill you, I know that. Cause I'm a monster. I just wish I could sleep and not wake up. To make others feel better. Niall I love you.. But the problem is.. I hate me.'

'Haley I love you. Please don't do that to me.'

'All I can think about, is how afraid I am. I'm a killer, there's no more back.'