Our Moment

Part 13

Someone was caressing my face. I opened my eyes.. It was Niall. He looked at me with his bleary ocean blue eyes and his.. Soft blond hair. I wish I could see him clearly.. Not blurred. He was so beautiful. I knew that. His soft lips, his soft skin.. Just perfect.
Exactly the opposite of me.
I don't know.. I love him so much. But I'm hoping.. He's loving me the way how I'm loving him. I really hope so.

'You're finally awake.' He gave me a kiss.

'Yes I am.' I smiled at him.

'How are you feeling today baby? Are you still seeing everything blurred?'

'Yes I am. And it makes me so sad. I want to see your beauty clearly.. But I can't.'

'Baby.. Don't be sad. You'll see everything clearly soon. I'm here for you, you know that. Forever and always. You are my princess. I love you.'

I jumped up.

'Are you serious? Let's speak honestly. You know, that maybe I'll see everything clearly. Maybe. And maybe I'm seeing so forever. I know, you're here for me.. But I can't feel so. I want to be normal again. And yes, I love you too. But everything is just too much for me. Understand me. You're the only one I really have.'

'And you're the only one for what I really care. I understand you, believe me.'

'Niall, I believe you. But have you ever been so lost?'

'Yes I've been. But what's the meaning of life Haley?'

'What?'

'Not giving up. Getting on with it. Letting go. Believing, your dreams come true.
Next time, when I'll ask you this question, you'll say this exactly. Okay?'

I'll never give up, I promise you.

'Okay.'

'Now, let's do something.. My advice is, to eat breakfast wherever you want, then to take a walk.'

'Yes, but let's eat breakfast at home.. And staying at home.'

'Why? Haley..'

'I just don't want-'

'I know why. You don't want that someone is seeing you so. Because you think you're ugly and it's really NOT so.'

Yes.

'No really not I just.. I think someone like Niall Horan shouldn't be outside with a girl like.. Me.'

He looked at me very disappointed.

'Haley. Don't speak so. We are the same. Just because I'm in one distraction doesn't mean I'm different. I really don't want to hear things like that. I really hate it. I love you and it's really NOT their business to have an opinion about us. You're the woman I'll marry, so there is no "I don't want to go out".'

'Hmm.'

'You have 20 minutes. See you then in the car.'

'What wait 20 minutes? I have to take a shower?!'

'Then run!'

He gave me a kiss and closed the door.

I don't know why, but I handled it. I took a shower, made up, made my hair and put my clothing on. 20 minutes later, I went downstairs.

'Haley?'

'Niall?'

'You handled it in 20 minutes.. Congratulations! Oh and you look beautiful.'

'Do you really think so?'

'Yes I think. Now, let's go.'

We drove to Starbucks, ate breakfast and decided to take a walk. We talked and talked, but then, Niall's cellphone was ringing. It was Harry.
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H: Hey bro!

N: Hey Harold, what's up?

H: We had an idea.. What do you think? You and Haley coming to my place tonight.. To introduce.. There'll be Liam, Zayn, Louis and me. Maybe Perrie, Eleanor and Sophia too. And?

N: Good idea! I'll write you what Haley thinks about this! See you then!

H: Bye bro!
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'And what is it Niall?'

'He asked me, if we could come over to Harry, to introduce..'

'Ohh.. Who's there?'

'Harry, Liam, Louis, Zayn and maybe Eleanor Perrie and Sophia. What do you think? Just for you! They want to meet you.'

'That would be fun! It's okay baby.'

'Okay then let's go home now and I'll write him that we're coming!'

'Yes do that!'

*AT HOME*

'Niaaaaaalll? Niaaaaaaalll?'

'Yesss babyyyyy?'

'Can you come over to me just for a minute?'

'Waaaaaiiit.. Yeah what's the problem?'

'What do you think.. What should I wear tonight? This white or red dress?'

'I don't know.. Both are beautiful. Try them on and I'll which one is better.'

'Wait.'

I wanted to go away but he said, that he saw me already without clothing, so there's no "oh don't look at my butt". So I tried them in front of him on.

'So that's the red dress.. What do you think?'

'Oh my god. Just beautiful.'

'Ok then wait the second dress..
Here.'

'Definitively this. This is so.. Oh my god. Just beautiful. Both are beautiful but this.. Is just.. Now you're a princess. Or better to say.. My princess.'

He came over to me and kissed me. I just love him.

'Good.. Thank you. Then I'm wearing the white one. Thanks for your help babe!'

After 2 hours we leaved the house and drove with the jeep to Harry's place.