Our Moment

Part 36

"We should go to my place... For now." He said, not looking into my eyes.

"Sam i just really don't want you to give me a place really I can stay-"

"Haley. Just stop. You're always doing the same. Just understand, that I can't leave you alone like this."

Wow, Sam is just a great man. He cares about me, wants me to do good. Why do we women always have to love the wrong human beings?.. A man like Sam, is a man. Not Niall. Why can't I just accept it and give him a chance?

I look into his eyes and my eyes water again.

"Thank you" I say, breaking down and sobbing.

"For what?" He looks questioning.

"Everything... For every single worry, every single care.. Thank you for you being you."

"Don't Haley." He hugs me really tight.

It feels so good. It feels good, but not comfortable. I don't feel home, because I don't smell the scent of home. I wanna be home again, but not to the same home I had. I want a new home. But everything takes time. It will take a lot of time to find the right home.

"We should drive home now." He smiles at my face.

I turn to the window and close my eyes. I feel like it's just a dream. The longer I close my eyes, the more I realize that I'm lost. Where's my way, my path? Where did my happiness go? Why didn't I see it leaving? Why does always, everything happen to me? I feel like I deserve all of this. Because if I wouldn't, then it would not be this way. Right?

"We arrived." Sam stands up and goes to my door. He opens it and waits for me to come out.

"Everything is going to be alright." He says.

"Don't say things you don't know a shit about."

I answer and go to his door. I open it and go to the living room.. it looks so different. Everything is kind of antique and it looks great.

"This living room is basically you. If I had to describe you, the same thing would come out."

I say and smile. My face hurts the moment I smile, because of all the tears I cried. My face is dry.

He laughs at me but stops suddenly then.

"Haley. I'm serious now. This, is your place. This is our place from now on. And I want you to really feel like it. Okay? Do whatever you want, change whatever you want, burn whatever you want. It's ours now."

Wow. He really gives 200%.

"If you need something, just tell me. If you question something just ask me." He smiles kindly.

"All I really need right now is sleep." I say and go upstairs.

"Don't sleep." He says. "It awakes them."

"Awakes who?"

"The demons of sadness."