ᴛᴡɪʟɪɢʜᴛ [ʜᴀʏʟᴏʀ]

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'' grief is the biggest enemy, Miss Swift'' a voice broke my sobs. I looked over I saw a man with the umbrella over his head shoving his free hand into his pocket. I stood up and looked over. My face is a mess, my hair is a mess and so is my dress. they all are drenching. ''why are you here?'' I ask him in a monotone. 

'' Grief will kill you alive'' he answers.

I stood there looking at him. How can a devil like him pull me closer to his heart and seem to be like an angel he smiles?

'' Miss. Swift, people don't deserve to be treated with kindness,'' he says stepping closer. '' Kindness, doesn't exist. People like you should go away when a person leaves you bidding his goodbyes.'' I looked at him how he is trying to put all the words together without leaving any single truth. I look down at his stone and Harry who is a few steps away from me. '' Tay, I-''

''don't call me Tay, we are no friends!'' I yell at him.

'' fine Ms. Swift, he doesn't deserve what you said'' He says calmly. He walks a little closer and gives me some space under his umbrella. I didn't deny it. I started to feel cold.  I shiver when the wind passes through us. He helped me to get into my car in the passenger seat. He walked to the driving seat drove to my place like he knows everything.

'' How do you know?'' I ask him in annoyance '' I can figure the way, Miss Swift.'' I got out of the car and into the apartment. I closed the door behind me, walked to my bedroom to change.

I came out of my room changed into PJ pants and shirt. I walked down drying my hair with another towel. I saw a figure on the couch. I stopped and looked over. I thought he is going to leave? why the hell is here? I walked to him

'' why did you stay?'' I ask him rudely

'' I don't have my car and I have yours but I can't drive in this storm'' he says in a monotone. I roll my eyes, I walked back into the kitchen drank some water, and gave him a glass of water too. he looks weird at me. I shrug that off and sat opposite to him.

''look, I don't know for what you kill him for and I don't care too, you can't kill a person like that'' I say in anger. '' I can and I will. You can't tell me what to do and what not. I can make my own decisions.'' he snaps.

''I want answers!'' I blurt out. he sighs and looks into my eyes trying to find something. '' You don't need to, there are some things you shouldn't know, stop prying for those. You need a few and wait for them.'' he says calmly. I look at him confused. What is happening?

'' I have a reason to kill him and you'd do the same-'' I cut him off

'' I would never do the same, there is this thing called Law which will do what is correct. you seem like a person who kills the other when they steal their pencil. what did he steal from you? a hoodie?'' I half yell.

'' No, I won't kill a person for those silly questions. Law won't help a person like-''

''did you at least try?'' I squint my eyes. ''Tthey are dead'' He said. ''oh did you kill them too?'' I said. '' Taylor, they would never do to us-'' He tried to explain.

''why wouldn't they? because they know you're a Satan?'' I snap at him. he stood up '' BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING A-'' He paused. I'm scared of him. his eyes turned dark green. I gulp, he calms a bit and let out a breath.

''Drop it right here. You don't need to know it'' he walks out of the door and left me alone.

I stayed there looking at the empty space opposite me. Did I do something wrong? It can't be done. He owes me answers because he killed my first love. why is he rude and the next minute I know he is a devil.

I walked to the door I looked out of the window which is next to the door. it's raining very hard. I started to feel bad for Harry. I sigh and turned back. I saw the flowers on the counter died. shit! Lautner. I walked out to the car and get my purse out and walked back into the apartment. I went over my purse then I found my phone finally. there are 10 calls from him and 50 text messages. it's 8 pm so yeah. I called him. ''Where were you'' he half yelled onto the phone. ''Um, I went home quick I wasn't feelin' fine and I thought to let you but-''

''you forgot we had a date?'' he asks clearly in frustration. ''sorry'' I mumble. he sighs'' I'm comin' home'' he hangs up before I could answer

I closed my eyes. 'grief is the biggest enemy, Miss. Swift' The words repeated. I scoff at how irritated I feel since he walked into my life. everything is something after he did.

I heard a knock at the door. I walked and open it. ''I'm sorry'' that's the first thing I said. he walks in. he removed his coat sat on the couch in the living room. '' Taylor, where were you?'' he asked me in concern and disappointment. I look down and walk to him. ''I er I-'' I hesitated cause I don't know what to tell him. he sighs and he pats the couch next to him. I sat next to him looking down at my fingers.

'' Tay, you've been pushing me away,'' he says. I can feel how broken he is. '' I did not ,Taylor'' I reason him but the truth is what he said. '' Tay, actions speak louder than words'' He states.

'' We can't do this if you're trying to push me away. every time I get closer you push me off. I know you're having a tough time after you've been a victim and I'm not telling you to make you feel bad about yourself I'm telling you grief can kill the inner soul. you rather move on and be happy. I saw the change in you since that night. I er came across your history with him and I'm not goin' to be crazy at all for pointing it out I um I just what you to have a happy ending. Not some douche who was very bad and he doesn't need your grief, tears. I'm sorry if this offended you and I always wanted the best for you. Choose what makes you happy.'' he stood up.

I looked down broke into tears. he doesn't deserve my drama. he stopped and looked over at me. he kneads in front of me. '' Taylor, I want you to be happy and not cry for a loser like him. I don't know what we are you but I hope we are good.'' he stood up. I caught his wrist, he turns his attention to me and I stand up and place my lips on his. Our kiss was vulnerable and simple like that is what I wanted. he places his hand on my waist. I feel his teardrop on my cheeks. I kissed him even harder to clear the pain I've been holding up. he moves me, we move to the couch. He sat down and I sat on his lap deepening the kiss. I loved it so much. It's like this what I wanted. I move my hands to his hair and pulled his head closer to mine. I followed the kisses to his jaw and trailed kisses. he kissed my neck made me moan onto his skin. I pulled off and looked at him. '' I'm sorry, I will never ever do that again, I love you'' I say looking into his eyes. he smiled, ''I love you too baby'' he rasps. I blush hard and kissed his lips again.

That moment I forgot all the pain but the words of Harry repeated endlessly.

Guys, here I updated another chapter it's a double update and this is very boring chap and the in next chapter is what no one will be expecting I guess lol have a nice day please vote and comment. 

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