Secrets on Melody Street (Jenlisa)

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I woke up feeling particularly frustrated. There's a tingling sensation between my legs that's all too familiar, like an irritating itch I need to scratch. My alarm went off later than usual today which means I don't have long before I have to get Luca ready for school, but 10 minutes should be more than enough time.

Nestling further into the duvet, I pulled the blanket up to my chin. Holding my breath, I slowly trailed my fingertips over my nipples, already hard underneath the silk of my nightdress. I squeezed each one with just enough pressure to make more wetness pool around my thighs, but I chose not too spend to much time on them, I had to be fast.

I circled my bud with two damp fingers, rotating in a rhythm that Jae could never get just right. I tried to think of him as I touched myself but it's difficult to recall a time where sex was just as enjoyable for me as it is for him. I thought of his hands caressing my body, the taste of his kiss on my lips but my mind kept straying elsewhere. To pink plump lips and milky thighs. I imagined how her hair would brush against my cheek or the feel of her tongue licking my earlobe. I began to move my fingers faster, teasing myself by slowly sliding in one finger, followed by another. Before I knew it I was pumping into myself imagining her hand instead of my own. The thought should have made me feel sick, but instead the idea of Jennie only fueled my energy, causing me to desperately hump faster against my hand, bringing myself closer and closer to orgasm until-

"Morning Momma! Can we have pancakes today, with chocolate chips and-"

"LUCA!"

I removed my hand from my pussy as I slammed my legs down. I felt myself going bright red from embarrassment, but luckily he's way too young and way to excitable this morning to even take notice of what I was doing. I sat up in bed, bunching the covers tightly around my waist.

"Luca, I'll make you whatever you want, just please go get ready for school sweetheart. Let me get changed for the day and I'll be right down."

"Okay, thanks Mommy."

"It's alright."

I watched him close the door behind him and listened out for his tiny feet pattering down the hallway, before I released the breath I'd been holding.

Serves me right for having such crazy fantasies. Now I've learnt my lesson.

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It was around 11am and I was in the mood to take a dip in the pool. After the fiasco this morning, I've been feeling flustered and off kilter so I'm in desperate need of a swim to help relax.

I picked out an old black bikini I've had for a few years. I think I brought it for our holiday to Cuba 2 years ago. It's a little riskier than the swimsuits I wear when there are kids around, it's reserved strictly for Jaehyun's eyes only. I know this because of the time he threw a fit when I almost wore it to one of the Parks' barbecues last June and he demanded I change. I lathered on a thin layer of sun-tan oil and prised open the sliding glass door to the backyard. I dipped a toe into the water and shivered. It's colder than I'd like, but know it'll feel warmer once I start to swim.

I tied my hair into a loose low bun and went in, swimming a couple laps before just floating on the surface, emptying my mind completely. But relaxation never came easy to me so after like 5 minutes, I hopped up onto the edge of the pool, leaving my feet to splash as I towel dried my upper body. It wasn't until I was about to lie on the sun lounger that I caught sight of her. She was up in one of the rooms of her house, standing by the window. I'm not sure what she's doing, but she has her back to me, dark hair tumbling over her shoulders. As if she could sense eyes on her, she spun around, spotting me, eyes squinting as she waved. I waved back, my face turning scarlet, as I self-consciously wrapped the white towel around my body.