"What are you saying?" I asked, frustrated. "You'll have to stay here, Ian. There is a pandemic and as a doctor I am not going to put you in danger." My mom said. I almost fainted from annoyance. She seemed to have noticed as she sighed deeply. "Look its for your own good. Understand?" She asked. "I'd rather be in the UK, than to be here with you." I huffed angrily. She glared at me and I knew I had a lecture coming. I spun on my heel to walk away, when she caught my arm. "I'm not done with you. You need to respect me and your dad..." She began. I removed my hand from her hold roughly.
"My dad is dead" I spit out with as much venom as I could. She gasped in surprise. "Ian,..." She started. "Don't, not one word!" I yelled. I felt the hot tears on my skin and I wiped at them savagely. "That's no way to talk to your mom" I heard. Of course, my good ole' step dad would make an appearance. I sighed shakily, in pain and disgust. "F**k off" I swore and jogged out.
'I should have worn my jacket' I muttered to myself. Dressed in only a jean and tee with sneakers. I definitely wasn't planning on staying here for long. "Ughhh" I screamed and kicked at a stone. I ran up to my sanctuary, a little cove by the cliff.(yeah cove, not cave🙄)
(Beware, suicide acts. If you are not comfortable with such, skip until I indicate)
I leaned on the wall and took a deep breath. I took out my razor and stared at it. I blinked the warm tears away and took in another ragged breath. With the razor pressed into my skin, I closed my eyes and swiped. The pain was quite dull, considering it wasn't my first time.
I continued, calmly and robotically, until my hand was bloodied and covered in scars. I smiled a little, a broken one. I wiped away all evidence with some alcoholic wipes, so it stung.
(All good from here on)
I slipped into the house and entered my room, burying my face in my hands. "Ian, I know your in there. Come on for dinner" I heard my step brothers voice. I just sunk into bed, ignoring him and let sleep take me over.
Bitchesss. Am here, mommas here. I hope y'all buckled up for da ride... Woahhh.😍🤗😘☺ thanks Fiktion101Universe and tonbaraMe . See ya guys. Muahhh. Bye, Author San 📝.
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Short StoryIan Czech never expected to be stuck living in Brooklyn with is @$$ hat step dad, his annoying step brother and his gullible mom. Especially not over a pandemic, which to him was no different from malaria.😷 All he wanted was to leave as soon as the...
