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"When I see JYP it's on sight bitch"

"Calm down" Hyunjin says "wait we should hear her out" Felix says "no violence" Chan says "he eliminated Felix and Lee Know" I say "alright let's do it" Chan says "but JYP brought them back" Seungmin says "okay let's fight Seungmin first then JYP" Jeongin says

"Felix don't be shy tell me what your tiktok is" I say leaning into his shoulder with a wide smile "I don't have one" Felix says "how else do you learn the renegade if you don't have tiktok" I say "YouTube" Felix says "so your telling me you searched up the renegade on YouTube and learned it from there" I say and Felix nods. So he won't give in will he. I'll have his tiktok one day.

So I decided to have me time at a coffee shop just to think and relieve stress from work, having a baby on the way and taking care of Mi Sun. Mi Sun will start kindergarten soon and I'm mentally not prepared. She won't be home to cook breakfast with me or make a mess of toys or run around the house with Seonghwa chasing behind her. Nope I can't cry especially not in a public place.

"Excuse me is this seat taken"

I towards the voice and see a girl with a computer and a coffee "no go a head" I say she sits in front of me. I look around and see multiple empty tables but I won't be rude and not let her sit with me. "I'm Liyan" the girl says smiling "oh hi my name is Sorin" I say "Are they your friends" she says pointing to my phones lock screen. It's a picture I took of Seonghwa, Mi Sun and Hyunjin. "No it's my husband, daughter and brother" I say "wow you have a good looking family" Liyan says I nod "they are" I say.

"What do you do for a living" I ask her and she makes a look of panic "I uhh I'm a... photographer" she says I nod, what about being a photographer would make you panic when telling someone. "Oh really" I say she nods "your a lawyer right" she asks my eyebrows furrow "how do you know" I say "the tag on your blazer" she says I look at my blazer and realized I'm still wearing my work attire with my tag for work. "Oh I forgot I had this on" I say laughing she smiles but it doesn't reach her eyes. "I have to go" I say "wait can I have your contact you seem like a good friend" Liyan ask's. I nod nothings wrong with making new friends right?

The next day
"DONT LEAVE ME"

"I LOVE YOU"

"COME BACK"

"WHY ME"

"Sorin stop everyone is looking at you" Seonghwa says hugging me as I cry shamelessly into his shoulder yelling. Today is Mi Sun's first day of school! I watch as she walks into the classroom following other 5 year olds. "Nooo" I say gripping Seonghwa's shirt "we'll pick her up later when school ends" Seonghwa says I get irritated "that's in a long time" I say. We get into the car and I stop crying "I handled that well" I say Seonghwa shakes his head at me "I get it you cried get over it Seonghwa" I say. "but I didn't-... whatever" Seonghwa gives up making me laugh.

We finally get home and I continue to pout about Mi Sun being at school. Seonghwa sits next to me and hugs me "guess what I'm about to get" Seonghwa says "on my nerves" I say "I'm getting ice cream" he says "can I have some" I say "no" he says "why not" I say "because your being mean" Seonghwa says "me, Park Sorin mean...noo" I say Seonghwa looks at me emotionlessly "let's get ice cream" Seonghwa says "yay" I say.


"I can't do this anymore" ??? Says as they cry into their own arms "this isn't fair... I was supposed to be happy" ??? Says throwing a flower pot to the wall. Their body shakes from the loud noise "I don't want to live like this anymore..." ?? Says contemplating on ending it all or living what this person calls a 'horrible life'.












































Did y'all see and hear Jongho sing a G#5 on immortal songs 2!! I am still shook! How are y'all? Hopefully you had/have an amazing day!
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