Prologue

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Girls should learn how to strike a balance always. This weird line was taught  by my mother when I was only 5. Without knowing anything or understanding I said yes. But why should girls always compromise ?Where is it written to strike a balance. And why is it always meant for girls ? .... I never understood the logic. But initially I had to do that shit a lot. I mean in every thing I did I had to do that.

Everything I did , I got no appreciation. If I refused to strike a balance between my life  maybe I would've had to suffer all this. But I am lucky I guess. Cause others are more miserable than I am . Anyways, While growing up in a typical village where everyone is super hypocrite and gossips a lot....I got the habit of backbiting.
I also got a habit to feel inferior.....I had zero confidence. I was not fit....everyone made fun off me. Initially it bothered a lot later on I join the crowd of torturing myself.

I said quite a few things. I did not introduced myself Hilo My name is Sneha. I grew up in the countryside with a lot of negativity. It's not that there were only negativity there were love,kindness there....but I guess in my life negativity overshadowed the good virtues.
I thought to share my life story with all of you . I know I will be judged. I used to judge people a lot. With time I learned that it was a toxic trait and it needs to be changed . I tried a lot to change my bad habits hopefully I did some. At end of the day I am a human so some bad traits I have within myself.

With all odds at end of the day I found true self .

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