Chapter 1

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Today I tried to talk to Rylie, but I ended up having a panic attack. I don't know what happened. I have known her since the first day I can remember. We grew up together. Maybe it's because I now have these "feelings" for her. I'm not 100% sure what kind of feelings they are. All I know is they are undeniable.
I saw Rylie with her boyfriend today, they were right up on top of each other as they usually are. Derick doesn't like me, yet again he doesn't like any guy that makes eye contact with Rylie. If I had a girl like her to call mine I would be the same way.
Today I also had a feeling in my gut to watch Rylie all through out school. It's odd, I know. Although it gave me a really good sensation that I am craving right now, I think I will from here on out. It makes me feel beyond fabulous.

I'm not good enough for her.

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