Psycho

Chapter 5

I need to find out even more out about Rylie. I need her to be with me again. I crave her presence.

Tonight I'm going to her tennis practice. She won't know it though. If she knew I don't think she would even go. I can't wrap my mind around her intensions. I just can't find her reasoning on why she can't talk to me anymore, just because we kissed. What is the big deal about kissing me?

I honestly don't think I can deal with it all, already. I've been taking my pills again, it's only been 2 weeks and I have already more than doubled my dose. I want to stop but I just, I don't know, I can't. It's harder than you think. I'm losing all control. Voices come with this all, I know not to listen to them but I do anyways. If I don't listen they won't shut up.

"If you want her to be yours then you have to make her yours."
"Get rid of the boy and things will be over between them, you can be her savior afterward. She won't ever know."
"Take her."
"Take her."
"Take her."
All of that is just a portion of what I woke up to. What do these voices want me to do? Kidnap her and keep her hostage? I think not.

I need to get out if the house...