The Newbie (Spencer Reid fan fic) (ON HOLD*)

My Family

Siobhan's POV
So it's nearly 7:45, "why do you have to sing?" Morgan asks holding the note David left.
"Because I loved to sing and play guitar when I was younger."
"Really sing for us then." Morgan gets up pokes his head out the door and says, "hey everyone Siobhan's gonna sing!" Everyone comes is and waits for me to sing. "Do I have to?" I whine.
"Yes." Garcia says.
"Fine." I take a deep breath and start.

" I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you"

Everyone's mouth is wide open. "What?" I ask confused.
"Your amazing!" JJ squeals.
"Wow gorgeous your awesome!" Morgans says shocked.
"You should totally go on American idol." Garcia says clapping.
"Wow I didn't know you could sing like that!" Spence says.
"I need lessons!" Emily squeals.
"How can you do that?" Rossi asks.
"Well first of all thank you Morgan and JJ. Garcia I've thought about it and I would freak out and have an anxiety attack. Spence there's a lot of things you don't know about me." I say Spencer goes bright red. "Emily I'll love to give you lessons, and lastly Rossi it comes naturally!" I smile. My Dad smiles back.
"Hotch did you know about this?" Asks Morgan.
"When Jack was younger she used to sing a lullaby to get him to sleep."
"AWWWW!" Screams Garcia
"Well sorry to break this beautiful moment but Siobhan you have to get ready." JJ says.
"Ok coming." I follow JJ, Emily and Garcia out and in to an area full of bullet proof vests and guns.

SPENCERS POV
I really don't want Siobhan to go in as bait, if that bastard hurts her...... "Reid are you all right?" Morgan asks concerned, we are the only ones in the room since Hotch and Rossi left and the girls are helping Siobhan prep. "Yeah I'm fine."
"Your worried about Siobhan aren't you?"
"Yeah I don't want her to go in as bait."
"I know man either do I. But something tells me that Hotch rubbed off his stubbornness on her."
"You think." We laugh 8 comes around soon enough and we are already at the park where Siobhan and David met.
"Spence?"Siobhan says.
"Yeah."
"I'm super scared right now."
"Don't tell anyone else that. They'll pull you out."
"I've only told you." I smile a bit.
"You ready?" I say.
"Yep." Siobhan replies.
"Go catch us and unsub." I smile Siobhan gives me a peck on the cheek, I go red hopefully no one saw that.

SIOBHANS POV
We arrive at the park and with a guitar in my hand. "We will be listening to everything you say." My Dad says giving me a kiss on the forehead, I nod. I walk out to the middle of the park and sit down on a park bench and start playing What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts.

" I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do, oh.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do"

I finish and hear clapping "wow you've gotten better beautiful." David appears out of the shade of the trees.
"Why did you kill those couples David?" I ask standing up placing my guitar on the bench.
"Because I wanted to see you again my darling."
"I'm not your darling." I say mocking him.
"IM THE ONLY PERSON THAT CARES ABOUT YOU, YOU BITCH!" He slaps me.
"MY DAD CARES ABOUT ME SO DOES MY BROTHER!" I shout.
"NO THEY DONT. THEYRE NOT EVEN YOUR REAL FAMILY! YOU DONT HAVE A FAMILY. YOU DONT BELONG!"
"I DO HAVE A FAMILY!"
"WHAT ARE THEIR NAMES SKANK!" He slaps me again but harder.
"I have my adopted Dad Aaron Hotchner, I have my little brother Jack."
"IS THAT ALL SLUT!"
"NO DEREK MORGAN, JENNIFER JEREAU, EMILY PRENTISS, DAVID ROSSI, PENELOPE GARCIA AND SPENCER REID!" I shout back at him and this time punch him hard in the face.
"YOU SKANK. THEY ARENT EVEN RELATED TO YOU!" He slaps me again.
"I DONT NEED TO BE RELATED TO THEM TO FEEL LIKE I BELONG THERE!" I kick him in the balls, he crumples to the ground in a heap, I pull my gun out 'Why the F didn't I pull this out earlier?'
"Guys can you come and arrest this SKUM bag?" I say into my radio. Everyone even Garcia comes flooding down her.
"You did good." Morgan says to me then putting David into hand cuffs, then hands him to the sheriff.
"Really we are your family?" Garcia chokes.
"I've never felt like I belonged until I met you guys." I reply.
"GROUP HUG!" Garcia shouts, everyone even my Dad and Rossi join in.