That Day I Said I Love You [GOT7 FanFic]

27. Seulgi

Shoutout to @charlottechung for the reads, votes and comments!

I am very sick. But seeing your comments and votes motivates me to update and think more..

I will be needing to add a necessary chapter about Seulgi before I answer my last question in chapter 26.
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Seulgi's POV

I'm coming but will be late.

Reading Mark oppa's text message for the nth time. I asked him last night to meet me in a restaurant in Hongdae where we used to always visit.

I still came at the exact time though he said he will be late. And I know it sounds ridiculous that I was the first one who called him to meet me when I had been avoiding him since he went back to Korea. That I even quit school in order for him to stop following me.

But after talking to him in that alley, and taking some time to think, I realized that there are a lot of things that I shouldn't have done because at the end of the day, I would still be running back to him.

FLASHBACK

It was our 300 days anniversary. It was not even a year yet but I felt like we had been together for a very long time.

Mark Oppa had prepared something big during our 100th and 200th days so I decided to plan something for him this time.

I asked help from our house cook to teach me how to bake a cake and cook some Chinese food. I even woke up very early in the morning to start cooking and baking. I always wanted to do something like this for him.

After cooking, plating, and designing the cake, I texted him to meet me in our meeting place -- at the park in our neighborhood -- at noon time. But I didn't receive any reply from him. Maybe he was busy with dance practice. Got7 has been training a lot nowadays to join a dance contest.

I waited an hour for a reply, but still, I received nothing so I dialed his number.

The telecommunications girl answered, 'the number you have dialed is no longer in use.'

What happened to Mark Oppa? Why is his number not in use? Did he change his number and forgot to tell me? Did he lose his phone?

Those questions ran in my mind.

I don't know anyone in GOT7 or anyone who's close to him except for Jaebum oppa so I called him.

"Yoboseyo?" He answered.

"Oppa. This is Seulgi." I said.

"Ah. S-seul-Seulgi-ah." I dunno why but Jaebum oppa was stuttering at the other line. At that instant, I already felt that something was off.

"Is Mark oppa with you?" I directly asked.

Seconds passed but Jaebum oppa didn't answer.

"Oppa. Did you hear me? Is Mark oppa with you?" Still I asked feeling anxious.

And though Jaebum oppa haven't said a word yet, my tears already half passed my cheeks.

"Seulgi.." I heard Jaebum oppa on the other line. "Mark hyung left this morning. He went back to the States."

And the first word that came out of my mouth was, "wae?"

"Mianhae, Seulgi. I also don't know why." that was all he could give as an answer to me before the line was cut off.

But I still kept on asking, "Wae? Mark oppa, wae?"

And no matter how many times I asked why he needs to go..

why he didn't even tell me he'll leave..

why he left..

why he never even give me a clue that he'll leave so I could be ready..

My questions weren't answered.

No one could give me a good answer for it.

Not even him..

Coz he never answered me though I've tried and used all the connections I have in America to contact him.

And so I decided to take a lift and move on. Forgetting everything and everyone that relates to him. Pretending that I never knew a Mark Tuan all my life.

I became a different Seulgi. A Seulgi who started a new life, and a new chapter. I was young after all. I decided that I would never let a Mark Tuan ruin my life again.

But one day, 4 years after, while I was waiting for my bestfriend Yoo Ae in a mall, I heard a very familiar voice that I never thought I would ever hear again calling my name.

I turned my back to see who it was, wishing it was not the person I am expecting, but I was right, he is smiling right in front of me.

"Oraenmaniya, Kang Seulgi."

It's like anger enveloped my soul at the sight of him.

On how he learned that I was there, I don't care. Without a word, I turned my back against him. I wanted to leave. I don't wanna see the sight of him smiling so brightly like nothing happened.

He held my arm trying to stop me. "Wait. Seulgi, let's talk."

Pulling my arm away from his grip, I gave him a grim look and said, "I dunno you. Don't touch me." and left.

Just as I expected, I saw him in school. He enrolled in the same subjects as I did except for the major ones. I didn't have a choice but drop all my subjects with him.
At first, I didn't plan to quit. I told myself that I will just enroll under other professors with the same subjects and just pretend that he doesn't exist, pretend that I don't know him like how I started facing a new life without him, but an unexpected circumstance happened.

Yoo Ae started to like him.

Will I tell Yoo Ae about who was Mark Tuan in my life? What would happen next? She'll stop liking him because he was part of my past and because I hate him?

Whoever was Mark Tuan in my life and whatever happened in the past should not be put into light anymore.

It should not hinder the happiness my bestfriend is experiencing right now.

And that's the time that I decided to leave.

END OF FLASHBACK

That was the circumstance a while ago.

Because I thought I was happy to let him go.

Because I let anger drive my decisions and affect my judgment.

But that is not the case anymore.

I have decided to take him back without hearing any explanations.

I've wasted so much time with hatred and acting like a fool.

I shouldn't make things complicated between us anymore.

I should stop all this inhibitions and just be happy.

I am willing to go back to you again, Mark Oppa.

And I smiled as I saw him enter the restaurant door and saw me.

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