That Day I Said I Love You [GOT7 FanFic]

19. Because

This is gonna be a very short update. Sorry for a not updating for a long time. Been really busy~ anyway, here it is!
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Jaebum's POV

Actually, I saw them in the school grounds this afternoon. When he pulled her to go somewhere. I also know they cut class because of that. Which pissed me off! HAIST! MARK HYUNG!!!!

and one more thing, all she did was talk and say was Mark Oppa, Mark Oppa, Mark Oppa! HAIST!!!! GRRRRR!

She wasn't even able to see my dance performance because her eyes are only for that guy!

I sighed as I walked fast out of their door.

I prepared for that performance thinking of her, but when I looked at her while on stage, she wasn't paying attention to me and when I looked at where her eyes are on, I realized that her attention was all taken away by Mark Hyung.

Well, not WAS TAKEN, but IS TAKEN.

I observed her the whole time since that day to only find out how she stalks him, and steal some glances to look at him.

Seemed like my heart was put shred into pieces finding out that the girl who I have been looking at all this time is looking at another guy abd not me. What's more that she's looking at one of my best friends.

"Why are you like this? You haven't even talked to me since the audition day."

Ae is in front of me, holding my arms to stop me from walking away. Though I'm looking away from her, I could see the look on her face from my peripheral vision. Is that even true? Is she really worried?

"I don't even know what I did wrong or if I really did wrong to you. I don't remember doing something wrong either."

Right. She did not do anything wrong. I was just so annoyed at how things turned out.

"Honestly, I was so awkward with you when I met you again in school after not seeing you for years. You did not even contact me all those times. I even called you sunbae, right? Coz I thought you feel so distant and not the same Jaebum that I used to know. And now that I think I am comfortable with you again, you suddenly become like this."

Thinking about it, I was the one who pushed her away from me. I didn't contact her since the day we left our old house. I was too shy to contact her. I can't even put myself to tell her how I feel.

"Like what is really you're problem, Oppa?! You don't even---"

"Ae.." I cut her. Why do I have to be like this to her when I deserve all this crap?

I smiled at her. "Mianhae." I said and hel her hand.

I was a real bastard, and a coward.

"Yah! Is that what you only have got to say? Mianhae?!" she pulled her hand out of my grip but I didn't let her.

No. I won't let her go this time.

Those eight years is enough for my hiding.

"Care to have some ice cream?" I asked her.

She glared at me."Lim Jae Bum. Remember.. I still need an explanation why you're acting this way. But since I'm really feeling bad COZ YOU MADE ME feel bad, I'm accepting the ice cream offer. Kaja!" pulling me.

I shouldn't give up right now.

And eventhough I know this would still not end with her giving my heart, I still need to save her.

I wouldn't let her be hurt.

I wouldn't allow tears to flow down her eyes.

Ae, you can love anyone. Even if it's not me. But please.. not Mark hyung.