The True You Behind The Mask You Creat

A past and a present

Why this world is so unfair and so bitter. Just why my life so cold like in the ice cube and sink into the deep sea with a lot of chain around it. A world doesn't have any freedom and purpose. A life of a puppet and wait to be control by it owner. Why I can't escape it? Why it hurt so much despite the fact that I can't sense any feeling and emotion. It like I can't breath in it and it make me feel lonely even I have already alone all my life so why I feel it now.I feel my eyes wet and hot at the same time which make me confuse. Why I am crying and why it make me so weak. Why I want someone understand me and help me out of my void. It like inside of me has break something, something that has very important to me. It the most precious to me which I has forgot it a long time ago.
~*~Flashback~*~
Midoriya Izuku at the age of 4 has learnt the fact this world is not perfect and fair. He has learnt that he couldn't count on anyone even his family who should have take care and love him like they do.
When his 4th birthday came, his parents had taken him to the doctor to see what quirk will he have. When they arrived there they had waited for their turn and then the nurse walked to them and said:
"Is Midoriya Izuku here?"
His parents replied:"He here"
"Ok then please follow me to see the doctor. He was waiting for you"
They followed the nurse to see the doctor.
When they at the door they knocked and they waited to heard "please come in". They came in the room and at that room there was a doctor. He introduced himself at Dr. Tsubasa and then he made Izuku came with him into a room with have a lot of equipment, he did a lot of exam on him and finally he had a result. He lead Izuku back to his parents and said to them:
"Congratulate to you that your son here had a very powerful quirk but not only one because he has 3 powerful quirks"
His parents asked:"What quirks did he have doctor?"
"OHHhhoohhHHOO! His quirks are very powerful let me tell you the first quirk he have can manufacture the water and not only that he can also control the heat of it and heal anyone he want. It very rare to have a healing quirk. The second quirk is that he can manufacture the ice and he can make the temperature to -2000 degree but because of that he will change his appearance such as his body will colder and paler than now if he use it too much and of course he can also make them become a weapon like blade, knife, bow, ect. And finally his last quirk is that he can control wind, he can make it sharper like a blade and creat a huge tornado if he want. And I must have to say it very rare for someone have a element quirk but not one but three and not only that it very powerful element. I bet you guy very proud of your son."
~*Izuku's POV*~
After Dr.Tsubasa said that I saw my parents face had become darker and darker and then I saw them force a smile to the doctor and said:"Thank you and if you please excuse us, we have to go home to celebrate this new". After that we came home in very uncomfortable state that like a knife place on my neck
When we finally at home my father Hisashi had lead me to a room that I had never seen before. He toke my hand force me to come with him and I have a bad feeling about this. And then he used his quirk on me made me scream at the heat he had used on me and suddenly all I could see was black. Before I fall unconscious I had hear my father said:"Just only little heat like that already make you defeated? Weak! I will train you to become stronger and stronger and I will make you to become a number 1 Hero. Be prepare after all with someone like you has quirks like that will have respect from everyone. Hehehehehe you is just a little MoNsTeR, a FrEaK the one who will oblige his parents like a sweat son right, IzUkU?" with a venom voice and a devil smile spread on his face.
Finally, I fall unconscious and fall into the darkness
~*~Time Skip~*~
When I at the age of 5, I had been trained by my father everyday and it made me very tired and my body hurt so much because of my quirks. My mother-Midoriya Inko- is the same as my father except the training part. Everyday she will make excuse to use her quirk on me and always said that I am a monster because I have 3 quirks.
The time past and I doesn't feel anything and it make me confuse. Why I can feel anything at all? Why I can make any emotion like anyone else? And not only that each time I use my quirk my hair has became whiter and whiter like snow and my eyes still green but the right one has a little deep blue in it while the other one has white. Not only that but my skin is paler than anyone else and it make me look like has a ill but also my height is not at the average boy in my age, I very short like a girl but also has a long hair which i usually put it in ponytail. A lot of people has mistake me as a girl.
At school, I doesn't know why everyone around him avoid him and scared him like I will do something to them which make me very confuse. My teacher is always compliment me for my intelligent because of my scores and said that I am a genius. Despite my age,I have already reached high school level and I doesn't know why she very happy but I'm not. I always alone in class because no one want to be friend with me, they always said that I never show any emotion and it creep them out so I always spend my time alone while watching every kid play with each other or reading book and analysis on every quirk I saw which I feel very nice and comfortable so I continue do that. But when I do that I have to hide it because if I let my father see it, he will destroy it. The first time he saw it, he had destroy it with his quirk and punish me and yell at me that:"YOU FREAK! SO YOU LIKE TO BECOME A VILLAIN HUH? THAT WORK ONLY FOR VILLAIN SO YOU BETTER QUIT IT OR I WILL HAVE ANOTHER PUNISHMENT FOR YOU".
Everyday is just the same, jogging, go to school, study, go back to my house, training, beating, sleep and it keep like that like a robot. I doesn't have any freedom and have been controlled by my parents.
But one day there is a boy that came to me and said that he want to be friend with me. It make me very confuse that why would he want to be friend with a monster, a freak like me? I though If I ignore him, he will leave me alone so I have ignore him whenever he want to be friend with me. But that my mistake for believe that because he keep doing that which make me wonder how did he do that despite the fact that I has push him away whenever I see him. He so cheerful and somehow it make me want to smile because it like a sun. So me and him have become friend. His name is Akatani Mikumo, he has a purple messy hair and has red eyes which look like a ruby. He is very tall and have a big body. He always talk with me even though I doesn't talk with him. I just listen to his mumble about hero and how he want to be one of them and that make me think why everyone want to be a hero because there a lot of job out there but why it must have to be a hero in the first place which I doesn't get it.
~*~Time Skip~*~
When Mikumo and me at the age of 7, we have to separate because his family have to transfer to American because of his father work. So we spend our last time together at the park and talk with each other which only him talk and me listen to him. And suddenly he said:
"Ne Mizuki Can I have a question?" yes that the nickname he have always calls me and he want me to call him Yamikumo. When I asked why he calls me Mizuki, he said that because of my eyes it remind him of the ocean and snow so he call me Mizuki
I feel confuse at that but I replied:"Sure" in a soft and quiet tone
"Will you sad I not here with you? I know the fact that you doesn't show any emotion and it make it really hard to understand you but I know you is a good person even though you so cold and close of with everyone around you. But I sure you is a good person because you always help me with my homework and help me to understand it. It just...... Haiz. I wish I can be together with you and be friend forever and.....mumble...mumble...mumble...mumble"
"You mumble again Yamikumo"
"AaAahHhH I sorry it just hard you know because I will miss you"
"...Don't say that"
"Huh! What do you mean by that?"
"You know you will meet me again in the future right?"
"Yeah I know but...." he said with a sad tone which is very rare for him
"I will miss you too if it make you better" I said with a quiet tone with but somehow it make me hurt when he said he can't see me anymore
"Thank I guest. I know let make a promise!!"
"What promise?" I asked him and tilt my head a little bit
"UGH you so cute for your own good Mizuki. But that beside the point right now. Let's promise with each other that we will meet again" he said with a happy tone
"Ok I promise with you"
"YAY"
After that we sit there comfortable with each other and hope he will have a new life in there
~*~Time Skip~*~
At the age of 9, I have done my studying from primary to university level so right now my father Hisashi continuous training me and make me use my quirk everyday. My mother still the same, she will beat me, use her quirk on me, cut me, starving me and insult me like monster, freak. I still can't feel anything and the first time I feel something is when Yamikumo with me.
And it keep going and the training also harder and harder which me have a question why Hisashi want me to become number one hero so much. One time I ask him that question and the second I know my world start become darkness. When I awake my body hurt very much and it smell like iron which make me realize that I can't trust with people who just see their quirk but not the holder even though I have realize that a long time ago I can't trust anyone but this time is bigger than that. And that the time I lost all my feeling and my emotion completely.
~*~Present When Izuku at the age of 14~*~
Now I am already 14 years old and because of that Hisashi make me training harder and harder for the U.A exam which only 10 months. He seem very happy about something but I have learn the fact that if I question him I will be punish. Inko right now she is making dinner for her and Hisashi. I just stand there and see them eating with a blank face.
Because I don't have anything to do so I return my room which it only have a futon, a cabinets and a lot of bookcases. I don't own anything in this house and everything in this house make me think am I really exist in this world. I feel empty like a void is swallowing me into a darkness world. I wonder if I die will anyone remember me. I think not because why should them have to remember someone like me after all I am just a monster. A monster isn't worth to live in this world. A worthless monster.
~*~Time Skip 10 months later~*~
~*~3rd POV~*~
while Izuku on his way to U.A high school for the exam there are two boy in front of him speak very friendly with each other and there is another boy who is very tired because of his dark circles under his eyes. The two in front of him is very loud but mostly the ash blond hair and the bi hair boy is just listen it and talk with him when the other done. The tired one has a purple messy hair and very talk which kind remind Izuku of Yamikumo but this one is very quiet.
When he is at the place he start walk in to the building and go in the testing room for the writing portion. He wait for the teacher come so that they can start the exam which is very easy for Izuku because he has already done it in 15 minutes and when he give that to the teacher they very surprise that because how can he finish it so fast. At the same time in the testing room a lot of examiners most have a surprise face and the other think that this green hair kid is just arrogant and full of himself.
He start go out the testing room and find the room for the next exam. When he trying to find the way to the next room there is a chimera follow him through camera.
Finally he find the room for the next exam, he start go in and find the is the teacher who look like a cockatoo and somehow he is very scare when he see Izuku start go in the room which make him very confuse. he wait and wait. Then a lot of examiner start go in the and the teacher start introduce himself as Yamada Hizashi aka Present Mic. When he done he start explain the exam. At the half explain the information for this test a blue hair kid raise his hand and speak rudely and then he start point at Izuku and said:
"And you there! You have been space out and not focus at all. If you don't take this seriously then you should go out of this room"
Izuku just glance at him and say nothing just sit there and that make the blue hair kid very angry but when he start give another speech an ash blond hair kid start yell at him for being so loud tell him to shut up. Present Mic just stand there dumbfound but he continuous his explanation like nothing happen and when he done he said:
"Now everyone head to your areas and get changed!" so Izuku and other examiners start head to the areas for the next test.
Izuku quickly change into his black hoodie along with his short and waiting the test. while waiting he start analysis everyone around him which make them want to stay away from Izuku, a blue hair kid start to come to him and speak rudely with him that he must stop it because it creep everybody else so Izuku stop doing that and wait the time start.
When the gate start opening Izuku dash into the areas and fight with the robot. He start using his quirks to destroy it by manufacture water and he keep shooting each robots like a sniper and it make every examiner at the same areas with start stare at him in amazing.
The teachers who see him start amazing at his skill too which make a principle chimera start interested in him and start giggle darkly make every member of U.A start sweating and pray for the green hair child. Then the chimera clicked the button.
There was a rumble through out the area as Izuku looked up, he almost gasped at how big the robot was.
"That's the zero pointer?!" "Is UA trying to kill us?!" He heard people shout, he watched as people began running away with the boy from before sparing him a glance before continuing running.
He was about to join them when he heard someone scream, his eyes widened, he quickly turned around and ran towards the voice. When he made it he saw the girl from before pinned under rubble with the zero pointer coming fast. He saw another person running closer, this one with purple hair.
"Hey you! I need some help!" The boy nodded and ran closer "I'm going to lift this up! You pull her out!" The boy nodded again as Izuku began lifting up the rubble enough for her to get out with the other boys help.
They got her out with the other by holder her. But the robot is coming too fast that Izuku start create a huge tornado to destroy the robot. It exploit make every part of it falling on him and the purple boy who held the girl but before that happen he start create a shield of ice to protect both of them.
"Holy...shit." The purple haired boy spoke in unbelievable tone and stare at him in awe.
When it finally done the boy set the girl down and wait for the recovery girl to heal them. Izuku suddenly start walking to the girl and use one of his quirk to heal her. by the time he done heal her, recovery girl have already arrive to check them.
She surprise that the boy has a healing quirk. Before she could ask him, Izuku has already gone out of the building and go back his house.
Right now he is waiting for the letter of acceptance from U.A while his father train him and his mother start beating and insult him.