Pumunta ako sa kwarto ni Kuya para kausapin siya, gusto ko lang naman humingi ng sorry e.
"Kuya?are you still mad at me?" Tanong ko sabay upo sa kaniyang kama.
"Yes! I'm still mad at you." He replied while drinking alcohol.
"Kuya, I'm sorry."Sabi ko at napatayo naman siya at humarap sakin.
"Sorry? e yung ginawa mo kanina kay Patty huh? di ka nga nagsorry sa kanya!at nag promise ka pa sa akin na hindi mo sya sasaktan pero ano?sinaktan mo parin sya nag sinungaling ka!"Sigaw niya sabay bato ng bote.
" Kitang kita niyo naman siguro diba kung pano hinila ni Patty ang buhok ko? Kuya,kung ikaw yung nasa sitwasyon ko di ka parin ba lalaban? " Sunod sunod kung tanong sa kanya.
"Pwede ba umalis ka dito sa kwarto ko!" Sabi niya at tinalikuran ako.
"Kuya, di ba sabi mo hindi mo na ako sisigawan o papagalitan? pero bakit? pero bakit ganyan ka parin? bakit hindi ka pa nagbago? Kuya do you hate me?" Sunod sunod ko na namang tanong sa kaniya at sabay punas ng aking luha.
"Ang lahat ng yun ay hindi totoo! dahil hindi ko mapigilang magalit sayo, and yes! I hate you." Sagot niya at di ko na nga mapigilang himikbi.
I just left his room because that's what he wants, right? so I'll let him go for now, hopefully tomorrow he won't be angry, I don't expect him to say that to me, but I know that Kuya still has some love left for me, isn't it? kasi ba naman binigay nya lahat kay Patty e kaya wala ng natira sakin.
I just want Kuya and I to get along, I also want Patty out of our lives. But why does Patty seem to be his family? why did he consider me not related?why? why is he mad at me?
I hope the day will come when we can greet each other, like siblings do, that's why I envy others because they are so close to each other, I hope that day will also come.
It's like I'm only up to imagination, because all my wishes are not fulfilled. Lord? why didn't you listen to my request? isn't it time to fulfill that? I hope Kuya will be new, I'm so tired of seeing him like this, I don't know if I'll be happy or not.
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A Journey Through Pain
RandomThat heart is not beating anymore, the eyes are at peace,there is nothing to worry about,as all the things have ceased .No one talks anymore,no one pays heed to what you say,you do not have words to express yourself, you do not have anything to say...
