okaasan ; killua z.

𝗼𝐤𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐧, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝗼𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝗼𝐤𝐚𝐲

i'd like to say that i recently changed how i write fanfics, lowercases will now be intended, but practically everything else is the same.

Y/N POV—

i bumped into gon and killua. i did remember them, i just couldn't let chrollo-san and feitan-nii that i made friends. they probably wouldn't have lived much longer if they knew. "i-i'm sorry for running into you.." i said with a gentle tone standing up. i offered them my hand to get up. but they decided to get up on they're own. i couldn't blame them, really. imagine finding out your best friend is actually a daily murderer and a thief who takes anything they desire of? "it's alright.. ah! y/n, do you really not remember us?" gon asked. i silently nodded as tears filled me eyes. "if chrollo-san knew that you both were my friends, he'd kill you both!" i said, looking down as tears ran down my face. "it's not your fault, y/n, it's gonna be okay." killua said as he hugged me. i couldn't bring myself to hug him back, all i did was cry into his shoulder. soon, i felt another pair of arms wrapped around me. it was gon.

i feel so happy, then hugging me gives me such a warm feeling inside..

i soon hugged them back. killua and gon stopped hugging me, as killua wiped my tears from my face.

his hands, they're so soft.

killua and gon smiled at me. i couldn't hold myself back from smiling as well. "i'm happy that we got to see each other again." gon said, ignoring what had happened earlier. killua and i nodded. i noticed killua's hands really do look soft. i took my chance and slowly held it. killua became stiff for a while, but when he realized it was me, he relaxed and held my hand. we blushed at first, but then we decided to ignore the fact that we walked around yorknew, holding hands.

killua pov—

when y/n had started to hold my hand, i had started blushing. thank goodness it was too dark for her to see me in this state—

this is so embarrassing.. gon is too innocent and wouldn't notice, and y/b is too oblivious to recognize the situation we're in.

the feeling i get when i'm around y/n is different from when i'm with gon, not only i'm happy, but i feel flustered. aghh.. i want this feeling to go away. but, it feels nice, as if i am constantly with someone else that makes me happy. maybe y/n feels the same way i do.

after a while of walking, y/n had to go back to the troupe. it was nice to see her again, after at least a few weeks. the bandages on her face though, it must've been from the heaven's arena. at least, h o p e f u l l y .

back to y/n's pov

after i waved goodbye to killua and gon, i felt all the warmness go away. at least i'm with feitan though! whenever feitan is around me, i get the warmness again. but it wasn't the same as killua and gon's warmness, it was kind of a relieved warmness. killua and gon's warmness, was more happy and bubbly. i'm quite glad that they didn't ask me anything about the troupe. they probably kind of hate me though. "y/n, are you okay? you're spacing out." feitan said as he tapped my shoulder. i nodded. "i gave up on looking for the chain user. we'll probably bump into him someday again." i said as i sighed.

feitan hugged me. "are you sure? you've seem different from when we last saw you." feitan asked. "i'm okay, feitan-nii." i said as i hugged him back. "i'm quite surprised that those two boys were trying to get your heads though. they're not even strong enough to beat one of us while we're injured, or tired." i said while still hugging feitan. "quite surprising, yes." feitan said.

( i know feitan is v e r y ooc here, but i mean-- your feitan's younger sister- PFFT- )

after a while, i yawned and fell asleep on feitan's lap. he didn't really mind it, all he did was read a book while patting my head.

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