Mrs Mills

I love you.

I wake up in Emma's arms. Memories of last night fill my head.. it's just so overwhelming. I feel guilty, I mean I want Emma. But I had sex with her. I got wrapped up in the moment with Emma. I really don't want to hurt Emma or robin but one will end up hurt. These feelings are so conflicting.

" Hmm, baby I can hear you thinking "
She says in a sleepy voice that vibrates against my neck.

" Emma we need to talk ".

" What about baby? " I face towards her.

The blonde brushes my hair out my face and caress my cheek.

" I feel guilty ".

" Why princess? " I blush at the nickname.

" Robin; I want you but, I don't want to hurt him. "

" Well do you love him? "

" Emma I love you, not him. I want you. "

" I love you too beautiful, and I want you. So i'll have you, Dump him. "

" It isn't that easy Emma . " I say upset. I get up and go to the kitchen to cook leaving Emma in bed.

After a while I hear Emma walking down the stairs and walking behind me.

" I didn't mean to upset you. " she says putting her hands on both sides of me.

I ignore her and finish what I'm doing.

" baby talk to me ".

" There isn't any " baby " Emma. Look I'm your teacher, I can't leave my husband , it's wrong. And I can't hurt him, you think it's easy and it's not. I'm just so conflicted. I want you, but I can't. And I don't wanna hurt you. "
I say starting to cry.

" I'm sorry Gina , I never meant to make this hard for you. I'm in love with you okay? And can't nobody change that. I want you to be happy. So if he makes you happy and I don't then have him. I love you.

She walks back upstairs and I look down crying. I love Emma . I want her.

After breakfast I put our dishes up and I sit on the couch to talk to Emma .

" I'm sorry Emma. I'll leave him. I want you. I'm in love with you too.
It's just hard, hurting someone you know? "

" yes baby, I know. But sometimes you gotta make choices. "

" I love you Emma. " I roll over to straddle her.

" I love you too beautiful. "