Villainess Reborn: Poppy

Poppy: Sixteen-Name

     I thought it would be over once I escaped that place. Once it's over, it's over. The past is past and is never going to happen again! ...Gods! I am so stupid! I learned so many things in my first life:one of them was that the past is never truly gone. It will come to haunt you like a ghost.

     It never ends. It's either the past gets what it wants from you or you completely destroy the past so it can't haunt you ever again. Those two chooses has always dominated me whenever something in my past came up:well, there was a third option.

     You can't do anything about it and it just stays with you for the rest of your life. No matter where you go what you do or how long time passes by, it will always be there to haunt you like a relentless ghost. It's hateful.

     What happened to me in that place, I can't do anything to change that. I can't make it go away and it can't get what it want from me. All it will do is stay with me for the rest of my life. It will never go away even if I wish it to. It will haunt me like the bitch it is.

     I wish I could have slept if off though. Which reminds me, I'm now awake as the dark seem to still reign. I knew it wouldn't last long since I always woke up minutes-sometimes hours-before the sun comes.

     Eventually a new day must come but I sure as heck ain't waiting till the sun comes up for light to come in in this room. The moment I woke up I turned on the light-which took a lot of stumbling around and an almost panic attack. 

     It only been a minute bu I couldn't see Eliana and the others anywhere. I wonder where those guys are. I really miss Eliana. I hope she come here soon because I don't think I could go ack to sleep again.

     It seems like I was lucky as a familiar scent entered my nose-it was forest-y but minty at the same time. It was like forest peppermint and Eliana was the only one who I knew had that scent. The problem was there was someone else. They smelled like flowers. It was a calming scent and I felt like it was familiar. The problem was that I couldn't remember where I smelled it from as the door was slowly being opened. On the other side, I saw paws coming in through the door-golf paws to be exact.

     "Eliana?" For some reason my voice sounded really hoarse but when Eliana heard my voice she dash in and the door swung open. It made a loud noise and I jumped back but Eliana pinned me down and cuddle with me as her tail wagged. I couldn't help but giggle.

     "What's the matter?" My voice crack and Eliana looked at me and whimpered. She then looked towards the door and I couldn't help but looked there as well. Just outside my room I saw my older sister Fawn.

She looked awkwardly  at us with just as awkward smile on her face. I kept my mouth shut. She looked really different from what I remember. She looked exhausted and tired but but happy at the same time? What in the world happen?

"Hello Poppy." Poppy. What a pretty name. Wait. Isn't that my name. I looked at Eliana and she sighed and nodded her head as if saying that I was right.

"Oh. Oh! Hi. Hi! That's right I'm Poppy. Hello..." I made it more awkward than it already was. You can't blame me! I haven't been called by my name since-like-today! Eliana and the others didn't have the chance to call me by my name since they were only explaining gigs to me.

The time they weren't explaining anything I cried myself to sleep as we were on our way here. Fawn was the first person to call me by my name and it's weird. It's like being called by a nickname you haven't been called since you were a child.

"Would you like to eat." Fawn asked in a soft voice with a smile on her face. I scooted back unconsciously and held onto Eliana. The smiles in that place was never good. It want that tings are going to be a lot worse than it was-except I wasn't there anymore. I'm gone from that place.

"I don't know..." I look at Fawn cautiously. Eliana and Fawn both seem angry but at the same time not.

"How a bout I bring you food?" I blinked.

"Okay..." I am pretty hungry. I hope that I can eat lots.