Save me (BTS X DEPRESSED READER) SLOW UPDATES!!!!

Chapter 13

"My "father" is very abusive. He r aped me many times. He threw stuff at me all the time ever since I was young. My mother died giving birth to me and that's why he hates me. He blames me and so do I. I blame myself. I became and still am very depressed when I was 8. I became suicidal when I was 10. All of these scars are either from me or my "father" but the bruises are all from him. My whole body is full of scars like my arms, thighs, stomach, and all. I ran away the other day and got picked up by some strangers but they weren't bad people they're from a group or something and they decided to help me. I ended up in the hospital tho due to blood loss and shit. And then they took me back to their house, but I left for the day to just get away from everything and I went to a place I always go to when I am really stressed. Then I decided to go through some ally ways and that's where I met mingi, Jungho and Wooyoung. Then yea now where here." I said. They looked at me with sympathy and sadness. "oh im so sorry you had to go through that all. You didn't deserve all of that." Mingi said and Hongjoong nodded. "if you ever feel like cutting or something again, please tell one of us to help you not do it again. We want to help you get over this. Also if you ever need a place to stay we'll be more than happy to let you stay here." Hongjoong says. I nod. "thanks" I said. "can I see your phone?" Mingi asks. "why?" I ask. "to give you our numbers when you need help or something or to just talk." He says. "oh sure but I wont be able to text you though. My phone isn't activated." I say as I hand him my phone. He hands me back my phone and I look at the contacts.

Mama Seonghwa

Leader Hongjoong

Princesses mingi

YunHoe

Sannie

Wooyoungie

Apple crusher maknae

Yeosang

Rap monster

Yoongi

"rap monster?" I asked out loud. "what?" mingi asks. I show him my phone. "I don't know a rap monster" I said looking at my phone confused. I decided to look it up. When I looked at the images all I saw was Namjoon. "oh that's RM from BTS" mingi says. "but why do you have a contact named rap monster?" he asks. "I guess he put it on my phone? But why rap monster and not just namjoon? It could've been simple like yoongi's contact and not something extra that I didn't know. But also when the fuck did the- oh wait never mind. I think I know" I rambled out loud. Hongjoong and mingi looked at me confused. "what do you mean? Im confused." Mingi said. "oh hes the one who saved me well they all did I guess. I was passed out on the side of the road and Namjoon helped me" I said. They look shocked. "wait so that's namjoon's number? Like Kim Namjoon? The leader of BTS?!" he asked and low key fanboyed. "yea I guess that's what its saying here. I only know him as namjoon not the leader of a group" I said and shrugged. "well do you know all of their names?" he asks. I nod. "Jin, Hoesok, Yoongi, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook" I say and mingi and Hongjoong looks shocked. "what?" I ask. "do you not know who they are?" Hongjoong asks. I shake my head. "should I know?" I ask. "well they're the biggest boy band in the world right now!" mingi shouts. "sorry I just like them a lot but not as much as san and Wooyoung" he says trying to calm down. "oh that explains why they live in a mansion" I said and mingi looks at me shocked. "wait you went into their house? Your so lucky!" mingi shouts again earning a slap to the head by Hongjoong. "sorry" he apologizes again. I just laugh a bit. "yea im staying with them but I bet ima get a scolding by them for just leaving earlier." I said while rubbing my neck. "did you just up and left?" Hongjoong asked. I nodded. "I kinda just packed my bag and left but yoongi tried to stop me or take his phone to contact them or take on of them with me and I kinda just dashi run run run away to where I wanted to go. He chased me for a bit, but I eventually lost him." I said. "wait don't you think their worried about you? Especially since you just up and left." I shrugged. "I mean I guess maybe?" I said. "like I do kinda feel bad now but I cant text them and tell them where im at now because my phone isn't activated." I said. "here" mingi said handing me his phone. I looked at him confused. "text one of them to let them know your okay" he says. "are you sure?" I ask and he nods. "okie" I say and tap on yoongi's contact to look at his number.