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Chapter 20

"oh, hey your Felix from Straykids aren't you?" I hear Mingi ask. He nods, "yea I am" he says while rubbing the nape of his neck a bit. "oi Felix come here bro" we hear someone say. We all look at the owner of the voice to see seven other guys walking towards us. "oh, hey guys" he replies. "where'd you go? Were you here the whole time?" one of the guys ask. He nods, "yea sorry I stopped for a second and someone accidentally bumped into me, so I was helping them and everything" he says referring to me. "sorry again" I said while rubbing my neck. "oh no you're fine. I mean as long as your okay and everything. It was an accident so It's no big deal. By the way what's your name?" he asks. "oh y/n. Kim y/n" I said with a half-smile. "MINGI Y/N there you guys are" we hear from behind the direction Mingi came from. Yup you guessed it, San, aka the one who yelled almost busting my ears, and the rest of the group walking up to us. "uh yea where else would we be? In Canada?" I said sarcastically. He rolls his eyes playfully. "okay smartass. You're the one who disappeared on us" he says. "do you really not like us that much" he says, acting like he's hurt and about to cry. "yea I mean you're kind of a pain in my ass, I was just trying to get away from you" I said playfully. "oh, wow fine then leave us them" this time Wooyoung said while acting like he's not 'hurt' at all. Mingi, and the rest of the members just looked at us confused, as well as the group of guys. They were confused on what was happening.

After a few seconds of silence, we all start to laugh. "okay okay for real though I didn't mean to disappear on you guys. I was zoned out until I accidentally bumped into him." I said, pointing at the guy I bumped into. "what's your name by the way, I keep just referring to you as him or something" I said with a laugh. "Oh, I'm Felix" he says with a smile. "nice to meet ya" I said, smiling back. "yo who's this?" one of the guys who walked up to Felix asked. "oh, I don't exactly know we just bumped into each other and talked for a second and then you showed up as well as them" he says, pointing to Ateez and his friends. "yea sorry about that again" I said, rubbing my neck. "I'm just stupid and didn't watch where I was walking so yea, I should pay attention next time huh" I said. "yea no shit we don't want to lose your ass, you know what on second thought go ahead you hurt me" San says, still acting hurt from earlier. I just laugh and roll my eyes. "okay I'll just dip then cya" I said acting like I was going to leave them. "noooooooo come backkk" he says while running/walking fast to me. I just act like I didn't hear him. "nah you don't want me remember" I said, he runs up to me and grabs my arm me. "nooo I was joking don't leave, also were your ride so you cant just leave us anyways" he says. "watch me" I said jokingly. "you know what? Fine go ahead and ditch us, we'll just keep your stuff then since your just going to dip on us and we're your ride here anyways so you can't leave without us. Also, I don't think Jin and Namjoon would be happy if we just let you leave" he said while shrugging. "I mean I did kinda ditch them this morning sooo yeaa but like we don't talk about that- "I said. "wait what?" he asks. "uh yea hehe? I may or may not have kinda just walked out of the house and not told them where I was going and yoongi might have ran after me and I just ditched" I said awkwardly as I rubbed the back of my neck. "oops?" I said with a slight smile. "so THAT'S why yoongi seemed so worried when you texted him." Mingi says and I nod awkwardly. "yeaaaa hehe oops?" I said again. "wooooooow it's the running away for me" Wooyoung said. "shut up! I uh... had a reason? Maybe? I don't know?" I said. "I mean they aren't my parents or anything so does it reaaaaaally matter?" I said, shrugging. "yes!" they all said at the same time, including Felix and his friends. "oh shit I forgot you guys were there for a good second, you guys just got so quiet lmao" I said with a laugh. "well we didn't want to interrupt your conversation with them" he says. "true, I honestly thought you would've just left because...well I don't know just because." I said, mostly because that's what most people would do especially to strangers. "well we didn't, it would've been rude of us" one of the guys said. "ay aren't you guys Straykids?" Hongjoong asks. Felix and his friends all nod. "Yup, all eight of us here in the flesh" One of the guys says as a joke. "I'm Bangchan as you know, the leader of these crackheads" Bangchan says, walking up in the front of all of the guys. "Oh I'm Hongjoong, also a leader of seven crackheads, right now eight. I'm the leader of Ateez" Hongjoong says. "hey! We aren't THAT bad to be called crackheads!" Mingi says. "YEAH!" we all said at the same time. "your one to talk, remember earlier? At the amusement park AND before we even walked through the doors of the mall?" Hongjoong says to mingi. "That was Mingi, not us" the Yunho says, the maknaes nodding. "you cant even say anything either, remember earlier when we walked in asking about where to go?" Hongjoong says, looking at Yunho and Seonghwa as well as the maknaes. "uh okay okay maybe we can be bad but hey you cant blame us having fun though" San says, slightly pouting, making everyone laugh. "well we are THAT bad Bangchan" two of the guys said at the same time. "don't even start, Minho and Jisung, you're both probably the worse out of all of us who's a complete idiot and crackhead" Bangchan says, shaking his head. (BTW I'm not exactly a stay yet, im still learning things about them like their names, faces, and how they act and everything so if this is inaccurate on how they act or what they go by, please leave a comment and let me know and ill try to fix it for later chapters and everything. ~author nim) I just laugh at them all arguing. They all look at me with a confused look. "what's so funny?" Mingi asked. "I don't know, its just you guys all seem so close and are arguing playfully and its just nice and refreshing from stuff ive been through. You guys are more of a playfully annoyed when your arguing but would never actually fight or argue really, or at least that's what it seems like. Its just nice to not hear a bunch of yelling when arguing basically" I said, not exactly think about what I said, just going off what I was thinking and hoping they won't question what I meant. "Wait you mean you and your friends have never gotten into little playful arguments like you and him did earlier? Like it was always yelling or physical or something?" Felix said pointing to San. "Uh sorry if I'm asking something to personal-" he continues while rubbing his neck. "No... you're fine....I've never actually had friends like at all before you guys basically nor have went anywhere. And without namjoon helping me from the side of the road a couple of weeks ago, I don't know if I'd even me alive for...personal reasons....to sum it up, I've never been anywhere and only was in my house my whole life and wasn't aloud to leave or go anywhere...." I said kinda quietly. "Well were going to make sure you have an amazing time while we can. We might not be able to see each other everyday but we'll so try to hang out when we can" Wooyoung says excitedly. "Yea and maybe we can hang out and get to know each other as well, I mean so far your pretty chill and seem interesting as well" Felix says. I nod, "yea I'm down. You guys are...interesting and seem fun. I mean I'm already putting up with their asses you guys can't be much worse" I said with a laugh. "I wouldn't doubt that. They can be really something else..." bang Chan says. "HEY! We aren't THAT bad" Felix said whole pouting. "I'm so not going over what I said earlier..." he says while rolling his eyes sarcastically. "Oh crap what time is it?" I ask, remembering we're only supposed to be here for an hour or so. "6:40 why?" Felix says while looking at his phone. "Oh crap were only have about an hour left to be here because Jin wants me back by eight is what yoongi said at least. I mean I'm down to ditch but they won't be to happy" I said. "Ooh yea we should probably do what we want to before we have to leave" Mingi said. "Well should we go?" Felix asks and I look at the guys. "Would you like to join us? If your not doing anything of course" I asked. "I mean" Felix starts to say as he looks at his friends. "I'm down, what about you guys?" He continues and asks his friends. "Sure. I mean we don't got anything better to do anyways so why not?" One of the guys say. "Is it fine with you guys?" Bangchan asks Hongjoong and Seonghwa. "I mean I don't have a problem with it and I doubt these idiots will mind." Seonghwa says while pointing ag the maknaes. "HEY! We're not idiots I mean they might be but not me" Jungho states. "You sure about that?" Yeosang says. Jungho just rolls his eyes. "What's your guys name by the way? I only know Felix and Bangchan" I say. "Oh right we haven't introduced ourselves." One of the guys said. "I'm Jeongin or I.N you can call me whatever, that's Minho but you can call him Lee Know, Seungmin, Changbin, Han, and Hyunjin and your already know Felix and Bangchan" I.N says. "Nice to meet you guys uh you probably don't know them right?" I ask. They shake their heads. "Okay so ima Kim y/n but you can call me whatever I don't care. That's Seonghwa the mom of the group. Hongjoong, the leader, Yunho his name says it all-" "HEY!" He screams at me. "Am I wrong?" I ask. He nods. "Uh yea? Have you seen yourself? You dancing that one time-" mingi begins. "Okay okay maybe I can be a hoe but I'm not always like that-" he said trying to defend himself. "ANYWAYS that's Mingi, San, Wooyoung, Yeosang, and Jungho." I said while pointing them. "Wait I just noticed something..." I said, kind of thinking out loud. "what's that?" I.N asks. "so everyone ive meet so far, is part of a Kpop somehow like their idols. First BTS, then ATEEZ and now you guys. And the funny part is that I didn't even know you guys at all so we just kind of clicked and here we are just chilling in a mall talking like we've been friends for year" I said. "I honestly wouldn't even know that you guys were idols if no one told me to be honest and it seems like I somehow keep bumping into idols and somehow becoming friends??? I don't know how but I do" I said, kind of questioning how I got to meet such amazing and talented people. "Maybe its destiny? Maybe one day you'll be an idol yourself and well rub off on you" Hongjoong said. "or our idiocy will rub off on you even more-"Han says and gets smacked by Felix. "ignore him, I bet if you do become an idol you'll be amazing. Maybe you'll join a group like us or BTS and become famous like all of us. You would be amazing as well" Bangchan says, trying to boost my confidence I guess. "thanks I guess" I said. "I mean I'm not talented or anything so if I wanted to be an idol, which I do, I wouldn't make it since im talentless and everything..." I said, bringing my confidence down. I don't have the body for it, the beauty for it, the skills and voice, im just not qualified at all, but like thanks but its useless to think that I could even become a trainee or pass the first audition at all..." I said, speaking my mind and truth. I began to imagine how perfect the idol life is. It must be nice...I would love to do that but I know I could never do it. "Hey, don't talk like that! I believe you are fully capable to be an idol! You just need to believe in yourself, and if you ever did audition to be a trainee, we would follow you and help you before and after you auditioned. We fully believe in you that you are capable of being an idol. If that's something you want to do, then do it. Don't let others discourage you and bring you down and make you believe that you cant do it" Bangchan say, trying to encourage me and boost my confidence up. "yea and if you don't feel up to it then its okay. No one is forcing you to do it either. Its your life you can do what ever you want with it. don't let anyone else tell you otherwise okay?" Hongjoong says, following up Bangchan and his encouraging words. I was speech less. I didn't know what to say about it...I still felt discouraged but I wasn't going to tell them that. "thanks...I just...I don't know I don't feel capable enough but thanks...that boosted my confidence a bit..." I said with a small smile looking at all the guys. "bruh we keep getting distracted. We have yet to enter one store yet and its been like an hour!" I said, with a laugh. "oh crap yea, we should go into some store if we want to before we have to go." Yunho says. "I mean if SOMEONE didn't walk away and bump into strangers we would have already been in and out of there" San says sarcastically with a smile on his face. I just rolled my eyes and scoffed. "shut the fuck up before I break your kneecaps with a bat" I said back. "Yah no cursing" Seonghwa scolds. I look at Wooyoung and smirk "Fuck shit pussy ass motherfucking damn bitch" I said while looking him right in the eyes. Seonghwa looks at me shocked at what I said. I just laughed and so did the others. "okay okay for real now we ready?" Hongjoong asks and everyone nods. "you guys are still joining us right?" I ask and Felix nods. "yup we are mate" he says with his Australian accent. I just smiled as we began to walk to Hot Topic.

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hopefully this chapter can make up for me being gone for so long. I need to write so much more oml. So was Felix who you thought she bumped into or did you think it was someone else? If you like reading my story feel free to vote and follow if you want..it just gives me modivation to keep writing the store knowing ppl like it.