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Chapter 29

What feels like 5 minutes passed was actually 6 hours. I woke up around 10 am with my head on someone's chest and what felt like someone behind me as well (not sexually but like a cuddle).  I slowly woke up and raised my head to look at who I was laying on and as I assumed, I was laying on Felix and he was holding me.

I assume I was moving a ton or not was panicking or something but surprisingly I woke up before him and San. I guess they were extremely tired from last night. I was too but i didn't mind. I had a ton of fun last night and yesterday period. I'm glad they were able to stay over. If it was just me here, I might have been having a panic attack all night by myself and luckily Felix didn't seem to mind that I asked to stay with them.

I continued to lay in Felixs arms because I was so comfy there.
It felt so warm and protecting.

Is this what it's like to have brothers who care about you? Because that's what it feels like.

I'm so glad I met them when I did. I'm glad I was able to get along with all of the guys. I'm just glad to be where I'm at for once. Just as I was about to fall asleep, I felt both San and Felix move ever so slightly, seeming as if they were trying not to wake me up. I lifted my head to see San standing up and Felix slightly holding me but was about to let go. "Good morning princess" (I think that might be a nickname they call her for now idk yet) Felix says in a deep voice. "Good morning. Wait princess? Huh?" I asked confused. "Yea your our little princess" San says as He ruffles my hair and I shake my head. "I'm not five" I said with sarcasm. "You sure about that? You got the height of a five year old" San says as he sits back on the bed. "Bitch arent you like 2inches taller than me?" I spat back at him. "Did you sleep okay after you went to bed with us?" Felix asked me, ignoring me and sans 'roast' battle. I nodded. "Yea I slept better. Sorry for waking you up after you just went to sleep..." I said as I apologized. I felt bad for waking him up so early and right after they went to sleep. "Don't worry about it. Oh and sorry I was holding  you. You seemed panicked so I held you and you calmed down and I just fell asleep" Felix says as I let out a 'oh' sound. "Don't worry. I kinda assumed I was moving to much or something and you did that. I don't mind" I said with a smile as we both sat up. "This bed is so comfortable. Almost as comfortable as my other bed" I said as I laid back down, not wanting to get up. "Ugh it's to comfortable. I don't want to get up" I complained slightly. San and Felix just laughed at me a bit.

We all began to just talk among our selves and just relax when we heard a slight knock on the door. "It's open" I shouted as I got out to look at the person who knocked. "Good morning Y/n, is Felix and San in here?" I heard the person ask as I looked over the railing to see who it was. It was taehyung. I nodded as the two walked over next to me by the railing. "Yea what's up?" I asked as I began to walk down the stairs, san and Felix following soon after. "Oh nothing. We just didn't know where they went after they took you to bed. I kinda assumed they slept in here with you tho to be honest" he says as I sleepily walk over to him. "Yea they did. Also good morning I didn't tell you that" I said as I walked up to him and hugged him. He hugs me back and remembers something.  "Oh also Jin wanted me to tell you guys breakfast is ready" taehyung says as I pull away from the hug. "Oh okay let me brush my hair real fast and I'll be down. I guess they'll just come down" I said as I ran over to my duffle bag that still had all my belongings that I took from "home" since I have yet to unpack. I also got more things to put away. Like the stuff I bought yesterday. I quickly brush my hair and grab a hair band and put it on my wrist. I look up to see San, Felix, and taehyung waiting for me. "Oh you guys could have left me you know..." I said as I walked up to them. "We decided to wait for you" San says as we all began to exit my room.  I just left my door open mostly because I didn't really care that much right now.

We all raced down to the dinning room and sat down where ever was available. I decided to try to eat today. I mean I can eat I just chose not to. I only force myself to throw up if I'm forced to eat. I just starve myself...but I decided to actually eat at least a little bit. I was in a good mood so I didn't mind.