Save me (BTS X DEPRESSED READER) SLOW UPDATES!!!!

chapter 3

I lock the door almost instantly. I open my bag to pull out my blades. I put in the combo 7509 and pull out the sharpest blade I have while still crying. I can hear the guys out there banging on the door. I grab out my headphones and my phone and start to listen to my playlist with the volume on maximum.  You start singing to broken - Lund. "Will end my pain? Will you take my life? Will bleed me out? Will you hang me out to dry?" I mumble while crying. I take my blade and cut my wrist.

This is for running away...

This is for passing out...

This is for making these people worry about a nobody...

This is for throwing up the food earlier...

This is for crying In front of them...

This is for being weak...

This is for being alive...

I kept going until there's about 20 cuts on both of my arms and thighs. I stop there and begin to clean up the cuts and blood.

I started to feel lightheaded but ignore it and took some pills. Still crying i just sat in the corner of the room. Next thing i know as I'm standing up, I started to fall and blacked out again.

Right as I began to fall i hear the door being unlocked and people running to you then you black out.

Namjoon's POV

When suga told her to tell us where she's really going, she broke down in tears...but why?? Why wouldn't she tell us where she really was going? Is it because we're strangers? We just want to help her...

I zoned out of a second but brought back to reality when I heard a door shut and lock. I look up to see everyone confused. "What just happened?" J-hope asked. "I don't know...I was trying to calm her down and i thought she was starting to, then she got up really fast grabbed her bag and ran to the bathroom. Did I do something wrong?" Suga said and asked. "No I don't think it's your fault...but she's broken...I think something happened to her. Did you see her reaction when we offered her a drive home or when we asked where she's going she looked scared to say she was going home" Tae stated. All of us nodded our heads. "We should try to talk to her" I said. They nodded and we walked to the door. We started to knock...no response...after a few seconds we realized we could hear something... it sounded like crying...and she sounds like she's mumbling something. "Jimin go get the key to this bathroom fast!" I yelled. He looked at me confused but nodded and ran off. "Why did you yell at him?" Jungkook said confused. "Do you guys not here her crying and saying something...she's mumbling stuff in English saying 'will you end my pain? Will you take my life? Will you bleed me out? Will you hang me out to dry' I think somethings going on and I have a bad feeling about it too..." I said as Jin was about to say something Jimin runs in with the key to the door. I quickly grab it and unlock the door. As I open it I see her fall to the ground and pass out like I did when I first meet her. All of us ran to her. "CALL AN AMBULANCE FAST!" I yell. Suga nods and pulls out his phone. "They said they'll be here in half an hour" he said. Shit that might be to long..."THATS TO LONG!!GET IN THE CAR WE'LL DRIVE THERE!" I yelled. Everyone nodded and ran to the car and grabbed masks and hats. I grabbed the passes out girl and ran to the van. On the way there I kept thinking trying to figure out what happened? why did she pass out? Is there something she isn't telling us or what? I mean I get that we're strangers but we just want to help her. What about ea-"

I was snapped out of my thoughts when Jin shook me and I realized we were at the hospital. I grab the girls fragile body and that's when I realized she was very light. She feels like she weighs around 50-60 pounds at the most which isn't good. I run inside and tell them what happened and they took her and rushed her to the emergency room. A few minutes later the rest of the boys walk in. "Where is she?" Jin asks concerned. "I don't know they took her and said I have to wait here till they figure out what's wrong" I said. "I also have to fill out this paperwork but the thing is is that I don't know anything about her...none of us to we don't even know her name" I said trying to figure out what we should do. "Actually I do" Suga said. All of us look at him with a confused face. He holds up a phone that is very old and cheep. It definitely wasn't one of ours. "When we were rushing out of the bathroom I noticed this was next her so I assume it's her phone." Suga continued. "I didn't want to be nosy or anything but her phone was playing music so I decided to turn it off when I turned it one it says "'this phone belongs to Kim Y/n but who gives a fuck' Then I opened it by accident and saw her notes labeled

'about me but who gives a damn'

'The pain in me'

'Sstkmst' (sad songs to kms to)

'S N even tho no one cares' (suicide note)

And some others but the Sstkmst and S N even tho no one cares are locked by some type of code" Suga said. We look at each other confused but shook it off mostly cuz we had to fill out the paper work. Suga handed me the phone and I clicked on the 'all about me'

Note.

Name: Kim yung Y/N

DOB: 06/06/06

Age: 14

Parents/siblings: dad only no sibling. Mom dead.

Contact info: no need no one cares

Weight: 51 pounds

Height: 5'1"

Address: unneeded..

Why am I even writing this idk not like anyone is going to care enough to help me or anything

I finish filling out the paper work after reading that. She's 5'1" and she only weighs 51 pounds?! That's not good at all...I wonder why she put unneeded for her Address and contact info that no one cares so it's unneeded...

After we waited a few hours a doctor comes out and asks "Kim y/ns guardian ?" Me and the other 6 guys stand up. I walk forward first. "Are you her guardian?" He asks. "No but she's a friend of ours" I reply with and he nods and motions to follow him. "Do you know what happened to her?" He asks. We all shake our head."She went to the bathroom and when we opened the door to check on her she passed out" I said. "Well she hit her head hard and also need some blood transferred into her for blood loss but we don't know what happened" we all looked shocked and nodded. "She also hasn't eaten a real meal for at least a few months" he continues. We nod. As we walk into the room we see her passed out with tubes and machines attached to her. We all sit down worried but relived that she's semi okay. I didn't notice it but I started to fall asleep and laid my head on Jins shoulder