The Most Beautiful Moments In Our Lives - I Need U

Hope

I woke up the next morning feeling sweaty. I tried to move but there was a heavy weight making it hard to move. I opened my eyes and saw that Yoongi was sleeping peacefully beside me. I couldn't help but stare at his face, his long eyelashes, his pink lips. This is becoming a habit for us sleeping beside each other. But I will have to admit it, it feels nice waking up like this. I try to wiggle out of his embrace because I really need to pee but whenever I move, I feel him tighten his arms around me even more. "Yoon, I need to pee, you need to let go." I whisper to him, I free my arm and stroke his arm.

"Lexie, be still and let me sleep some more."

I was stunned, nobody calls me that name. "What?"

"I want to sleep some more."

"No, you called me Lexie."

"Huh?"

Did he just say it because he's sleepy? No, I really heard him call me that name. I look at him and see him sleep some more, but his arms around me loosened. I got up and headed to the bathroom. I splashed some water on my face and while brushing my teeth, I can't help but think back, he called me Lexie last night too. I know that he called me that name when he found me. How could that be? But I never told him about my dad's nickname for me. Oh, to hear that name again, it brings back memories of my dad and my mom. I shake my head and just let it go, thinking that it was just a slip of the tongue.

I looked for Joonie, but all I found was a note on the fridge saying that he'll be back and that he brought Ghost with him. I go back to my room to check on Yoongi and found him sitting up on my bed. "Hi." I greeted him meekly.

He nods and pats the space beside him, I sit down and waited for him to say something. "How are you?"

"I'm okay, it still feels surreal but I know I'll cope." I said looking down at my hands on my lap.

He takes my hands into his, "Alexandra, look at me." I turn towards him but I couldn't look him in the eyes, he holds my chin and turns my face towards his up until I look at him. "I'm glad that you're okay. I'm glad that you called me, and that I was able to get to you. And I would be happy to help you in any way that I can to make you feel better. We won't just cope with it, we'll get over it. Okay?"

It felt so good to know that he's willing to do that for me, "I couldn't thank you enough for what you did Yoongi. You literally saved me."

"No, don't thank me. I'm just..fuck, I don't know what I'll do if something happened to you." He said, he stood up and paced the room. He ran his fingers through his hair, he seemed so frustrated.

"Yoongi, I'm okay, because of you. I'm here, because of you. Calm down now. No more worries." I tell him, pulling him beside me.

"Yes, you're okay." He said, hugging me.

"But Yoongi, can we keep it between us? I don't want anybody else to know about this. Please promise me that you won't tell anybody about it, especially dad. He can't know about this, I don't want him to worry." I said.

He looks at me, "You're worried that they'll worry over you? Alexandra, you surprise me everyday. But okay, I understand what you're trying to say, I promise I won't tell it to anyone."

"Thank you." I smile at him. "I'm hungry." I said changing the subject.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Anything. I just want to eat."

"Okay, let me whip up something from the kitchen."

Yoongi was almost done cooking when we heard Joonie trudge up the steps. "Joonie? You're just in time, Yoongi is almost done cooking, let's eat."