REMDY ONE SHOTS

☾Tonight I'll Make You Feel Beautiful☾

Title Credit: "Hold On Till May" by Pierce The Veil

Trigger warning: negative self talk

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Remington's POV:

I'm laying on the couch watching The Good Doctor when my boyfriend Andy comes home from the studio.

"Hey babe! How was recording?" I ask, turning my attention away from the TV and towards my boyfriend.

Andy just shrugs his shoulders as he hangs up his jacket, not answering with words.

"Are you okay?" I ask, getting concerned because he isn't talking much like he usually does.

He's being unusually quiet, which is worrying since that usually means something is bothering him and making him upset.

"I guess. I don't know." He says quietly and shrugs again.

"Baby, come here." I say as I sit up and open my arms, signaling him to come sit with me and let me cuddle him.

Without saying anything, Andy walks over to me and sits on my lap so he's facing me and hugs me, resting his head on my shoulder and looking incredibly sad.

"What's going on, babe?" I ask carefully as I hug him back and gently play with his hair.

"Am I good enough for you?" He whispers, hugging me tighter.

"Baby, of course you're good enough for me. You're way more than just good enough. You're such a sweetheart, you're always there for me, you're so amazing, and you make me feel so fucking loved. You're also insanely beautiful and adorable." I say as I hold him tighter and kiss his head.

"I am not beautiful." He says sadly and pulls away, still sitting in my lap but looking away from me.

"Yes you are, babe. You're the most beautiful person I've ever met, inside and out." I say, trying time get him to believe me.

"Not I'm not. Please just stop lying." He whispers, his eyes filling with tears.

"Baby, I promise I'm not lying. You're so fucking beautiful. I wouldn't want to change anything about you. I love everything about you." I say as I stroke his cheek with my thumb.

"No, no I'm not beautiful. I'm not." He says and shakes his head, nearly breaking down in tears and biting his lip to stop himself from crying.

"You are, baby. You're so insanely beautiful. There are no words to describe how beautiful you are. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you." I say, tearing up slightly. It breaks my heart that Andy doesn't see how beautiful he really is.

"You said you'd never lie to me... why do you keep lying to me? Nothing about me is beautiful." He whispers.

Before I can say anything else, Andy just breaks down and starts crying hard.

I try to hug him, but he pulls away from me and sits next to me instead of on my lap.

"No! I'm not pretty or skinny enough to be held!" He yells, crying harder and covering his face with his hands.

"Babe none of that is true. You're so amazingly beautiful the way you are, and it breaks my heart that you don't see that." I say, almost crying myself.

Andy looks up at me with the saddest eyes I've ever seen, breaking my heart even more.

"Sweetheart, come here." I say as I pull him into my arms, holding him tightly.