the hot ceo

Chapter eleven*

"Why? Why didn't you tell me what you were thinking?" Jimin asked Jungkook holding his hand.
It had been a few days since Jungkook woke up and Jimin wasn't leaving for anything. "Jimin, you need to shower. I'll be okay. That's why there are nurses." Jungkook didn't want to answer Jimin's questions and was trying everything he could do to avoid it.
"You didn't answer my question babe. Why? I told you to lean on me." Jimin started tearing up thinking on why his boyfriend chose to try and end his life. Was he not happy with him?
"I couldn't. I'm sorry. This was something that affected me greatly because they're my parents and I've always been that good kid and they have always been proud of me until now. They disowned me."
"So are you breaking up with me because of what they think? Are you not happy with me? I sympathize because my mom sent me to a conversion camp, I understand how you feel babe."
"Jimin, I love you but please don't make this about you. I literally just told you it was because of my parents disowning me. You asking me if I'm happy in our relationship has nothing to do with what I'm feeling right now. I would've brought up any issues I had with you. Not everything is about you, stop making it about you. At least you still have your father to lean on. I don't have either parent."
"What? I'm only trying to ease what you're feeling by telling you that I went through similar things. I don't know what you're thinking Jungkook. Honestly though it scares me. You about took your own life. How was I supposed to know if it was because of us or not? There's a lot that could make it seem like that."
Jungkook looked down and stared at his hands in his lap. "I scare you? I'm scared. Scared of all the things going on in my life right now. I don't know what to feel, my parents made me feel invalid as a person so I don't know what to think. End it all and be out of my pain? Or, feel so small in the world and feel like I'm a disgrace?"
"You are valid. What are you talking about? You're not a disgrace, you're just you and we were all made to be different. Please lean on me please. I want you to live and I want you to see what a bright future you have. You are capable of doing great things Jungkook, don't throw that all away. You're strong."
"I'm not any of that Jimin, stop telling me to lean on you. I'm trying but it's harder than what it seems like, I can't just forget that this all happened. I'm sorry. To my parents I'm not valid, and if I was so capable of going out for big things, why am I so weak to the point I almost killed myself? I'm sorry that I'm taking all my stress out on you. It's not right, I'm sorry." He wiped a tear away and continued to look at his hands. Jimin gave a small smile.
"I'm sorry. It was inconsiderate of me to make everything about me. This is a time where you need comfort and guidance and I made everything about me. I'm sorry. Jungkook, it's okay to be weak, just as long as you are able to get back up on your feet. That's what I want to help you do. I want to help you get up, and to see those great moments." Jungkook looked up at Jimin and smiled. "I promise to be better."
"I forgive you, Jimin. Just please give me some space. I need to think clearly. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. I understand, take your time that you need. I'll come back and visit you soon." Jimin got up and pressed a kiss onto Jungkook's hand. "I love you."
Jungkook had a tear rolling down his face and gave a soft smile, "I love you too." Jimin put his hand down softly and left the room to shower and get washed up. He walked past Jungkook's parents wondering why they were at the hospital.
He stopped them in the hallway and looked at them, "Don't you dare lay a finger on him. I'm warning you, you already did so much damage."
"Move out of my way queer. I'm allowed to talk to him. It's his own fault he's in here to begin with." His mother pushed him out of the way and went in Jungkook's room locking the door. "Nice to see your little gay boyfriend." His mother said sarcastically. "Now listen up you little fag. I see you used our insurance on your own incident. I'm here letting you know that I'm not paying for your own fault. You can pay the hospital back, you are your own reason you are in here to begin with. Pathetic." She thumped his forehead hard and gave him a dirty look. "So pathetic you tried to take your own life? That's not what a real man would do. A real man wouldn't be so weak. But I guess you're not a real man after all. You're just some queer excuse for a man. You're mentally ill, and try to use our insurance? What a joke you really are."
"I didn't put that on your insurance. I have my own so Jimin probably did that. I was unconscious remember?" Jungkook looked away from his parents, not wanting them to see him slowly break down again.
"Don't talk back to me like that you disgrace!" He winced when his mother slapped him. Hard.
"Ouch!" He gasped. "Why must you torture me!? You already disowned me what else can you do!"
"I'm sending you off to a camp as soon as you get out. Be ready to leave. If this doesn't work then you really were a mistake." She rolled her eyes and left. "I'm being so generous too." His mother and father left his room after slapping him once more each. Jungkook started crying hysterically and pulled his hair. He eventually passed out from crying so much. Jimin got back and seen nurses tending to him, "Is something wrong with him?"
"Yes, he seemed to have passed out. We don't know the cause." Jimin sat down next to Jungkook and rubbed his thigh.
"Please help him." Jimin softly begged.
Hoseok opened his eyes to see Taemin's soft face. He had just put out a single and fans were loving it, it also gave the company good numbers and social feedback. He laid there looking at his boyfriend fondly and smiled to himself. He finally was accomplishing all his goals and Hoseok was so happy for him. Taemin wiggled his face through the blankets and soon laid his head next to Hoseok's chest. He just laid there content listening to Hoseok's heartbeat. It's all Taemin wanted was to put out his own music and he was exhausted from all the preparations he had to do since it was self made, he was even more stressed with his album that was going to come out next month. Hoseok kissed the top of his head and and put his arms around him. Taemin hated getting stressed out. It caused him to just be distant and Hoseok felt like that'd be the time he really needed someone there for him. However, Taemin was always like that. Taemin had some promotions to do that day and the rest of his day was going to be gearing up for the actual album with doing concept photos which would consist of dying his hair. Again. Hoseok didn't go into work that day because he wanted to follow Taemin for the day and be with him. Later in the morning Taemin got up and showered. Hoseok had been up now for awhile and was making Taemin some food so he wouldn't be hungry. Taemin later came downstairs and seen Hoseok packing some food and went over to him. He wrapped his arms around Hoseok's neck and gave him a hug. Hoseok placed his hands on the small of Taemin's back and smiled at the affection. "Did you sleep well?" He asked.
Taemin detached from the hug and sat down at the bar. "No not really. I have too much going on through my head and it's making me stressed and quite frankly I'd rather just keep that to myself. I don't want to stress you out either."
"Babe, don't say that. Bubbling up your stress isn't good for your mental health or your physical health. You can vent to me."
"I just want to release this album already."
"You'll get there. Don't work yourself up so much." A month had gone by and it was the album release day Taemin was so happy and excited for, his team gifted him a cake and he celebrated with them and Hoseok. The night was young and it was perfect. He was dancing with Hoseok and he looked up at him and smiled. He loved the sight of him and he never wanted to leave, however that night Taemin had gotten informed that he was going on tour. It would last five months and he would leave in two days. Meaning the next day was going to be all packing. Taemin was excited but he knew he would be without Hoseok for five long months. It was almost half a year. That night Taemin and Hoseok went home hand in hand and Hoseok surprised him with balloons and flowers. It was all laid out beautifully, Taemin looked up at Hoseok and kissed him deeply. Hoseok kissed him back and stepped back a step. "Congratulations on your first album babe."
That night they made love because they had no idea when they would be able to have sex after that night. All Taemin's worries left him in that moment of pure pleasure. Hoseok placed wet kisses down Taemin's body while Taemin tried getting as much friction as he could. Hoseok sucked lightly on Taemin's nipple and Taemin let out a pleasurable moan. The best part of that night was that there were no interruptions. What so ever. When they were done they washed up and they fell asleep next to each other. That next morning Taemin was up early starting to pack. It was hard to decide what he needed for five whole months. One month was hard enough, let alone for five. Did he hurt? Of course but he was determined to get all of it done. He only had that day. He would've started the night before but.... he was a little occupied that night. One of his friends who worked with him came over to help him while Hoseok was still asleep. "Wow.... you really live with thee Jung Hoseok. Do you think that's weird since he would technically be your boss?" His friend, Onew asked.
"No, not at all. We started dating before any of this happened. It's perfectly normal for us. However, it's going to be hard keeping up with each other while I'm on tour for five months. Why so long?"
"You still want to date him while you're away?" Onew asked shocked, "Every artist I know who was in a relationship at the time a tour came around they just dropped the relationship because it would be too hard." His other friend Minho came over as well, he sat next to the two and asked what they were talking about. "Taemin wants to keep dating his boyfriend while he's on tour for five months."
"Why so damn long?" Minho asked. The others just shrugged, not knowing either.
"I love him though. I'm going to try for this relationship, If that means talking at three am my time just to hear his voice and hear about his day then I'll do it. I'm also hoping that maybe when I get back we can think about adopting a child together." Taemin smiled at the thought of Hoseok being a dad.
"I don't know. It sounds like a mono drama situation to me. You just might not have time, Mr Jung is a pretty busy man do you really think he'll have time? Do you think you'll have time?" Minho asked.
"I'll figure that out with him when he gets up but right now I really need to focus on packing. Five months...."
"That's almost half a year. Half a year till you touch each other again, half a year till you can be in his arms and bed, if you know what I mean..." Onew winked, "half a year for everything. Are you really wanting that?"
"I can't get out of this tour. I also don't want to loose the love of my life." Hoseok was standing by the doorframe quietly listening. He hated causing Taemin so much grief and worry. He was gonna have to talk to him later that night. He went downstairs to the kitchen to get some pain medicine for his lower half. When thinking about a kid he thought about the energy and the time it takes. Would they have all of that. He didn't want to adopt a child and never have time for it. He wanted to be a big part in his kid's life. He thought he told Taemin.
Jungkook was released from the hospital finally so Jimin drove him back to his house. "Can you stay awhile?" Jungkook asked looking over to him. "I want company."
"Of course babe. Is there anything in particular you want to do?"
"Just something light, like watching a movie or taking a nap."
"Yeah. We can do that. When do you go back to work?"
"In a few days." He paused for a moment. "There's nothing wrong with me is there?"
"What? No of course not hun why do you say that?"
"I just feel like this all is so wrong and that I shouldn't be here." They pulled up to Jungkook's house and Jimin turned the car off to look at Jungkook.
"I'm glad you're here. You're meant to be who you are." He took Jungkook in a soft kiss and Jungkook put his hand on Jimin's cheek to deepen the kiss.
"Jimin, I love you." Jungkook said before pulling Jimin in for another kiss. "Thank you for being here with me." 
Jimin kissed him back passionately, he hadn't kissed him since everything happened. Jungkook was in the hospital for a month because he was ill after his attempt and even when he was about to get out the first time he had gotten sick again and they had him stay. He hadn't been able to actually kiss him. He loved Jungkook's kisses, he knew just what Jimin wanted. They had many kisses after the one. Going inside and sitting on the couch, Jimin still wanted to kiss him and he leaned over on Jungkook to give me a soft kiss but it turned into just a little bit more. All on Jungkook's couch... soon Jimin was on top of him looking at his puffy lips. "You're gorgeous. I hate to think of you ever being permanently gone. That's the worst thing that could ever happen to me. It would physically pain me everyday not seeing your beautiful face."
"Jimin... I.... I can't do anything more than this right now. I just need company and reassurance at the moment. But god I missed your kiss." He pulled Jimin down to meet his lips once again. Only this time Jungkook was first to use tongue. Jimin fingered through Jungkook's soft hair. Making Jungkook feel more at home and relaxed. Something just felt right to him and he felt the whole world stopped when kissing him, he would feel like he was just in a world of color surrounded by pure happiness.
They made out for a little longer before Jimin got up and went to Jungkook's bedroom, "Jungkook!" He playfully yelled, "Let's watch that movie!!" Jimin flopped down on his large soft bed and wiggled around waiting for Jungkook to come up and join him.
"Alright, coming." Jungkook smiled and got up going to accompany his boyfriend to a movie. Jimin got out all of the extra throw blankets and cuddled up in them Jungkook smiled at him softly and brought up a water for him before they started their movie. Throughout the movie Jimin fell asleep in Jungkook's embrace. Jungkook was happy to have him by his side, he placed a soft kiss onto the top of Jimin's head. Jimin stirred a little in his sleep and Jungkook thought it was the cutest thing and he closed his eyes and slept next to him. They were cuddled next to each other when Jungkook's phone rang and woke them up. "Sorry babe, I'll get that." Jungkook detached himself from the older and picked up the call. Jimin was so used to his warmth he felt empty without it. Their movie was still playing and Jimin started watching it again while Jungkook was on the phone.
Jungkook laid down again snuggling up next to Jimin. "What's wrong babe?"
"Just... everything. Is it possible for you to spend the night with me?" People in his family have been pressuring Jungkook to know what he wants. On their time. He had to know if Jimin was what he wanted.
"Yeah, of course babe I-"
"And I mean this in the most gay way as possible."
"Oh... um yeah sure I can stay over. What's this all for love? I thought you wanted to take things slowly and just do light stuff tonight..."
"I want to get comfortable in my own skin before I let people get in my head."
"Okay.... can I know who is telling you all this?"
"Can I tell you later?"
"Sure I guess?" Jimin sat up and took his t-shirt off, flinging it on the floor and soon his pants and boxers followed. He smiled at Jungkook softly and got comfy under the covers. Jungkook took a minute before he flung his shirt off and got on top on Jimin who was startled to death.
"Oh! Uh babe... whatcha doin?" Jimin said with wide eyes seeing his boyfriend shirtless for the first time in a month. He thought that they were just going to cuddle.
"I thought this would be a nice surprise for you." He leaned down and kissed Jimin's lips fully leaving Jimin wanting more.
"What kind of surprise? You got me a little scared right now." Jimin giggled. He wasn't giggling for long when Jungkook got off and stripped himself the rest of the way. Jimin's eyes went wide and he could feel his member under the covers getting hard. Jimin gulped while trying not to focus on Jungkook's size.
Jungkook got back on top of Jimin and kissed him once again making Jimin want him even more. "This goes against everything I was taught and I love it." Jungkook smiled widely before he took Jimin's lips in his once again. He placed his hands on Jimin's sides while he kissed him passionately. "I'm ready to go a little further in this relationship. Aren't you?"
"I've been ready love." Jimin fingered through Jungkook's thick black hair and smiled. "I'm all yours tonight." After some failed attempts, Jungkook was finally able to make love to his boyfriend. Jimin was able to be a top or a bottom, Jungkook on the other hand had trouble getting stretched out enough and it pained him too much.
"Babe.." Jungkook whined in pain, "This.. ah! It hurts too bad take it out take it out!" hot tears formed in his eyes and it made him sad because he wanted to be the bottom. He was scared of being a top and possibly hurting Jimin. Even though he was sure he'd like it.
"Okay okay! Calm down Jungkookie, you did good. That's all that matters. Should we flip?" Jimin asked, pulling out slowly to help ease the discomfort his boyfriend was feeling.
"Yeah I suppose."
"We don't have to, I can just give you a blow job if you want." Jimin offered.
"No thanks, I'll just try being a top. Let me know if I hurt you in any type of way."
"Oh please, this should be fun with your size and length. I have a good pain tolerance."
"Oh okay." Jungkook giggled.
"Just make sure to stretch me out well. You remember how to do that right?"
"I stick my fingers in you and move them...." Jungkook questioned.
"Sorta, yeah. You want to make sure you spread your fingers when you get them in and then just thrust them in and out while doing that occasionally. Got it?"
"Okay... gotcha."
He pushed one finger in after Jimin's order of putting some lube on and started thrusting it in and out. "You can add more, this isn't my first time." Jungkook obeyed and put two more in causing Jimin to let out a gasp. He slowly thrusted them in and out and occasionally spread them out making Jimin melt underneath him. "You're good now." Jimin breathed out, ready to take Jungkook like a champ. Jungkook put on a condom and tried entering Jimin when he noticed he wasn't lubed up enough. "Ouch!" Jimin squirmed. Jungkook retracted and looked at him cluelessly. "Babe, you need to put lube on. I can't get naturally wet like a girl. That's actually quite painful to have dry sex."
"I'm sorry love." He leaned over to give Jimin a quick kiss before they tried again. When they did, Jungkook had to learn how to thrust with his hips and not his fingers. "Am I doing okay?" He asked cluelessly.
Jimin smiled as he was trying to form words, "Yes love. You're doing great. Just a little bit harder." Jungkook complied and slammed into Jimin causing Jimin to let out a deep moan. Jungkook stopped thinking he had hurt him. Jimin opened his eyes and looked at his boyfriend as he was trying to catch his breath. "Why'd you stop?"
"I don't wanna hurt you." Jungkook softly told his boyfriend.
"Oh honey. You want to hear that. That means I'm enjoying it and I want more."
"You just seemed in pain, I seen your face."
"No love, I was enjoying it. Let's try again." Jungkook slipped his member back in and started thrusting at a faster pace than last time. Jimin started coming undone under him and let out a soft whimper of pleasure. Jungkook didn't know what else to do so he started rubbing Jimin's member that made Jimin feel more like a mess before he put his mouth around the tip and made Jimin moan. He started thrusting faster while licking Jimin's tip occasionally going up to kiss Jimin and he let out a moan while they were kissing and it sounded so beautiful to Jungkook. He just wanted to hear more of it.
"I wanna hear more of that baby. You sound beautiful." Jimin responded with another moan that Jungkook just wanted to eat up. He started licking Jimin's tip again getting more of the pre cum off.
"I'm gonna cum." Jimin breathed out. Jungkook slammed in him a few more times, pulled out and nibbled a little on Jimin's cock causing him to come in his mouth. Jungkook didn't know what to do so he swallowed as quick as he could. He slid his member back in to try and get off himself and once he did, he slid out and gave Jimin a deep kiss. "I feel like I'm on cloud nine." Jimin sighed in pleasure as he was still coming down from his high. Jungkook smiled at him and kissed him all over his chest making Jimin giggle. "Did you mean to get this bed just so it'd be good to have sex?" He giggled, obviously not thinking.
"No, it's just really soft, and yeah I guess it's good for sex too." Jungkook laughed.
Jimin was covered in a layer of sweat as he panted underneath Jungkook. "You look so pretty right now baby. Why are you this pretty?"
"I'm only as pretty as the person I'm with, we're a whole." Jimin sat up and hugged Jungkook. "We're pretty, not just me, not just you. Us." They did the basics of cleaning the sheets and putting new ones on so they could sleep and even then, they still slept in their birthday suits.
However, things weren't looking so bright for Taemin and Hoseok. They were sitting on their deck that night talking about Taemin's tour and their relationship. Taemin didn't want anything to change but he knew something would. This is the path he chose. "So what are you thinking love?" Hoseok asked crossing his legs fully, which he never would do when talking to his boyfriend. Maybe a client or an employee but never with his boyfriend.
"I don't want to break up." Taemin instantly answered back.
"Do you think I do? I want this relationship as much as you do. I just don't know what to do or how to go about this. You're going to be gone for five whole months."
"I don't know what to do!" Taemin cried, "I want to be with you but I love making music and this is apart of my job."
"I understand what the job calls for but please don't get stressed out on me now. We can talk every night if you'd like, I'm sure we can make it work."
"I'm going to be in all different time zones. Are you sure?"
"Yes, we'll figure something out." Taemin gave a soft smile and leaned to kiss Hoseok. "We've gone through worse, I'm sure we can make this work."
Taemin shifted back in his seat and remembered about adopting. "Hey babe. I have one more thing to talk about with you." Hoseok hummed in response and looked at him lovingly. "When I do get back from my tour, I want to adopt a child."
Hoseok let out a soft sigh, "Do you think you'll have time? You're going to be busy with your work and I'll be busy with mine. We won't be there for his childhood if we keep working and it's not like we can drop that in an instant."
"I just want to be a father Hoseok. What is up with you tonight?"
"What's up with me? I don't know maybe it's because you're leaving for five months and demanding a child. If you wanted to be a father then you shouldn't be where you are right now. I've told you that I have no interest in adopting because I'm busy."
"What do you mean "I shouldn't be where I'm at right now?" What's that supposed to mean Hoseok? Is it so wrong to want a family with someone you love? I don't think I was demanding at all."
"Taemin, if you want to be a father then you shouldn't be gay. I don't know how many times we have to go over the fact that I don't want a kid."
"Are you serious Hoseok?? A gay man can still have a family. I know who I am and that's why we're dating. Don't you remember how happy you were when you found out that I was also gay and into you??"
"Okay cool good for you but I'm telling you right now that I'm not adopting." Taemin felt his heart break into little pieces. The man he loved most didn't want to have a family with him. Hoseok got up from his seat and went inside. "Come inside, it's cold out here." He told Taemin in a monotone. Usually he could tell how Hoseok sounded but that night he had no idea what he was feeling. Taemin felt weird because he and Hoseok never had this big of a fight. He felt empty and he didn't know what to feel. He didn't want to break up with Hoseok. He loved him but they had different views of family and that's the thing that hurt. He loved Hoseok. That night there were no cuddles or conversation at that. They shared the same bed but faced away from each other and never spoke a word. What would tomorrow look like?
Taehyung and Mika were taking a walk under the stars and Mika was pointing to everything that she thought was pretty. Taehyung smiled at her and continued walking with her and holding her hand. It was breezy out and Taehyung seen Mika shiver. He stopped and took off his jacket and put it on her. She gave him a wide smile and cuddled into it. Taehyung thought that she looked cute when in his clothes. She just sank into them. He put his arm around her and they started walking again for her to point at more things she loved. "You should stay over tonight." Taehyung said over to her as it got to be quiet.
"You want to sleep with me?" She asked surprised.
"We don't have to sleep in the same bed if you don't want to. I'm not going to force anything on you."
"Well, I can still wear pajamas even if we do sleep together right?"
"Yes love, I wear shorts when I go to bed, you'll be alright, I'm not going to do anything without your consent."
"Then yeah! I'd love to." She smiled. Little did they know but they had their own troubles coming to them.