"babyy~ can we just stay home & call in today...like..like...kiri..kirishima..or..baku..or d-deku..." you say in a sleepy voice.
"yeah, i guess we could~" he lays down with you. his hand on your stomach. you tilt you head back & look at him. "you're so warm~" he smiles & kisses you on the forehead. "i love you~" he mumbles into your shoulder. you fall asleep in his arms.you're standing at the edge of a building. you see your stepdad,mom, and dad all onto of the building with you. "mom? dad?" you keep calling to them. the only one that hears is your stepdad. he grabs you by the throat. "i don't think they heard you sweetheart~" you try to break free. you extend your wings & try to get away but he's too strong. he grabs you wings & pulls him hard, ripping out your feather. you sob in pain. "mom!! dad!!"
"they don't love you...they never did. you did this. it's because of you that they're gone"
"g-gone..?" you choke out.
they start to faded away.
"mom!! DAD!! MOM!! dad..NOOOO!!"
you watch your father get killed in battle. you watch your mother take her own life because she couldnt handle your stepdad.
"NO NO NO NOOO!"you wake up & sit up straight tears in your eyes. you look around. your still at the todoroki house. & shoto is still laying down next to you asleep. you sniffle as you curl up next to him. "sho...i love you...i love you...don't ever leave me...please...you're all i...i've...got...." just then you hear the door click. it's his father. you've met him before & while he doesn't like your situation he thinks it'll help shoto become stronger, so he doesn't argue with it. you don't like him either but your friendly to him. it is his house your staying in. "hey, how was hero work?" you sit up & day quickly wiping your tears. "work is work. where's shoto?"
"here's right here. we..we kinda fell asleep."
"hm. did you guys do any training today?" he says walking over to the kitchen. "no...we..kinda wanted to take the day off-"
he snorts in disgust. you cuddle next to shoto. "i love you."
"hes here isn't he?" he whispers to you. you let out a gasp & he shushes you, since u thought he was asleep.
"y-yeah..why-"
"i just wanted one fucking day to relax. one day that's all i ask for."
"bab-"
"y/n"
"yeah? endeavor?"
"tell shoto that i want him go out on patrol with me tonight when he wakes up."
"o-oh okay"
he retreats to his room.
"god damnit." shoto says sitting up right. "i just wanna cuddle with my baby is that soo much to ask for? i train all the time..all the t....time, hey sweetheart...are you okay?? i heard you crying to me that you loved me..did something happen? did you have a bad dream?? i'm sorry for not comforting you baby...i'm sorry i'm sorry" he wraps his arms around you. "i love you i love you i love you...okay...?"
"i- i love you too sho...n-nothing. i just had a nightmare...."
"do you wanna talk about it baby? aw come here..im here shhhhh it's okay. i'm here..i'm not going anywhere..."
he starts forming small circles on your back as you let the tears out. you tell him about your dream. "and...then he said it's my fault that they're dead...my mom...she's not...d-dea...is s-s-she...i..dont...know...." he doesn't know what to say. "y-you're all i have l-l-left sho...i...i dont know what id do....or where i'd go....if you decided you....d-d-didn't l-love..me...any...more" he doesn't say anything just kisses you. "b-baby...i would never..ever leave you...okay? so get that thought out of your head right now okay? you mean too much to me...i would never...okay?" you nod.
"do you wanna go train to get ur mind off things? take ur anger out on me maybe?" he says with a laugh. you manage a smile.
"rematch?"
"oh your on."
you both smile at each other & laugh. he grabs your face gently & brushes your hair behind your ear. you blush. he puts his face to yours, your noses touching. you grab his face. "i love you. i love being with you...you make me so happy sho...i...i think i'm in love with you."
"i love you too baby~ more than you can ever imagine. you saved me. you saved me from falling, you made me have hope. your smile...god it gives me life...." you smile at him. you see he's at a vulnerable point & being the bitch you are to him sometimes you decide to take this as payback. you get on top of him & start tickling him. his face instantly gets bright red. you don't stop. "h-hey..y/n..b-baby" he can't barley talk he's laughing so much "hahaha baby..stop i- ahahahhaha stop it hahahah" you live for his laugh. you stop eventually & rest you head on his chest. his arms wrap around you. you move your mouth to his ear. "babe. babe."
"yes baby~"
"can we go out tonight? like when we did when we first met?"
"yeah..we can..i just...patrol with him...and i guess i could fill up the car with gas..."
"no silly, let's fly."you reach the training room. "god it feels like it's been so long since i've been here."
the room is even larger than before, just some minor upgrades. almost instantaneously shoto's on top of you. pinning you down with his ice. "hey!!! that's not fair i wasn't ready"
"too bad~" he leans down & to kiss you, but you head butted him in the face, knocking him back. you extend your wings. "hey babe, you do know that i technically have multiple quirks just all relating to my main quirk...should we be allowed to use both? or just one?"
"both is fine."after 3 more rounds of training you're on the verge of passing out. cramps obviously. you can barely even speak. "keappp goon gooning iiiimmmm foineeee we..connn continue...baaaabiii i'm foineee" he sighs. "i win again. 3 for me. 2 for you."
"nuuuu..im...atttt...freee...you...attt...twuuu."
he picks u up.
"c'mon time to rest."
"immm fineee reallyyyy shuto..put...me..deownnnn...im...ogayyy..."
your body gives out & you pass out. he changes you out of your hero uniform & puts you in shorts & his shirt. you love wearing his shirts. he gives u a kiss on the forehead & steps outside."ready to go?"
"yeah, whatever. let's just go"
patrol is light as usual.
"so why did you want me to patrol with you? you know i don't even go to your agency anymore."
"because i wanted to spend father-son time with you. i barely get to see you because of her. she reminds me of how your mother always tried to take you from me."
he snorts in disgust about his "father-son" comment.
"she's my girlfriend. of course i make time for her."
"more than enough time..."
"what was that?"
"nothing...so you wanna get some cold soba? i know you like it."
"i'm not hungry."
they walk back home in silence.
"well i guess this is progress."
"mhm." shoto goes to shower without anyone word to his father.he walks in on you watching anime. you run up & give him a hug even though he's still in a towel. "hey dear~ i missed you~" you kiss him on the cheek. "i missed you too." he starts to change. "something happened didn't it?"
"no. he said he wanted father-son time & that really started to piss me off. i mean c'mon. after all that he did to us, now he wants to makeup for it? he thinks that father-son time is just gonna make up all the times hes hurt, me, natsuo, fuyumi, and mom??? not to mention he still hasn't seen her in..." he growls in frustration. he slams his fists on the dresser. he starts to throw his clothes around, looking for a clean shirt. he slams his first in frustration again. he screams. you come up behind him & hug him. he doesn't say anything. just releases his tension. you hear him start to cry. he rests his head on the dresser. "why..why does he think that's okay?? it's not.. god i hate him. I FUCKING H-HATE...HIMMM!!!!" you hug him from the front & wrap your wings around his back. he lets out a moan. you can't tell if it was sexual or just out of relaxation. he starts to calm down.
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FanfictionAs someone who's mentally & physical damaged, you learn to love a boy who you learns to love you too,& learn that whole you past may not be a whole lot different... tw. blood nsfw!!