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His glare gave me toddler vibes , after leaving malcoms place dimitri immeditely went to car wash but instead of washing the car he went insde by himself , he looked like a wet rat that i couldnt help but take a picture " stop it , its not funny " he said taking my phone form my hands .

He was going at it with full speed , he didnt even bother to glance at the road as he made a turn making me slam my head aganist the window " that was not nice " i tell him and he just grins , he was till wet and i wondered how the hell wasn't he cold , his shirt was clinging to his body and it smelled like soap , as long as he didnt smell like weed i didnt mind .

"wait where are we going " we were taking another route which meant we were far from the warehouse "russia " is all he says as he hands me my phone "now?"

"yes , now , this place isn't safe for us , and the fact that i sent all my men in russia makes it even worse " he says as he takes a deep breath and ranks his finger through his hair , not knowing what to say i just nod at him and settle in my seat with my phone in my hand "for the time beeing id suggest you entertain yourself with something " he says with his eyes focused on the road ahead of us .

i never really liked traveling much , it took to much effort and the road to your designated place was worse but sometimes it was worth it cause of the memories .

i had never traveled out of the city ,yet out of the country and that made me a little bit anxious yet excited .

"stop smiling like a creep " he says ,while he types something on his phone " going to russia is pretty fucking awsome if u ask me " i say " well i didnt " he says , he seemed pissed off about something " okay sorry " i tell him as i get my ear buds and start playing the chosen one by ella martine , maybe it was the fact that it spoke about draco malfoy and how he was turned into a product of his father , which made me sad.

It made me want to suddenly leave this world and go there , or maybe i just wanted a life filled with magic and unexcpected love or maybe i was tired or repeating the same cycle every day.

i just wanted to cease to excist , i wanted to be a ghost of the past ,a mystery , a legend , didnt matter how that happened but i wanted to do something with my life , i wanted to change the world no matter how small or how big the change would be , i wanted revolution .

the world had gone through so much shit that it beacme a daily thing for us , wars? people were fighting over the stupidest of things .

"im sorry " i hadnt realized the song had ended and i was sitting on silence until dimitri spoke " im sorry for being a dick " he says as he clenchs his jaw " look i know its been a hard fucking week and im not gonna say that it'll get better ... but please do not push me or anyone else for that matter away beacuse you feel overwhelmed or angry " i tell him as i turn around and face him " im always gonna be here for you no matter what " i say .

"even if im a racist and support donald trump" he says with a small smirk " then 'darling' ill run you over with this car and despose your body in acid so no one will ever know what happened to you " i say with a small innocent smile " no donald trump or racism .. got it " he says as gulps

Men really do bring the sadistic side of you ...