If only you knew (All Time Low fanfiction)

-8; Skinny Love-

AN; I know I have kept to the ATL songs as the chapter names, and stuff, don't hate me for it, but the story is gonna end up being really short... Plus don't kill me for the little time skipy thing inna second...

----Skip till two months till prom----

Tara

I sat with Becky in the cemetry. Tears rolling down both our cheeks, Alicia had died in a car crash two weeks ago. We couldn't get over it, it was like it was too much to be true. Becky laid the flowers beside the stone. Both of us not saying a word. Alicia's death made Alex, Jack, Zack, Rian drift away from Becky, Rose and myself. I sighed silently. My phone buzzing. I answered it.

"Tara?" Jack asked. I kept quiet, tears rolling down my cheeks, we were not 'official' as others called it, but we we're definately more friends and more than best friends. We were something. But we just drifted-

"Tara please..." He whispered, his voice cracking, like he was gonna cry. I hung up again on him, Becky watching me with sad eyes, she walked over to me hugging me tightly. I hugged back breaking down in her arms. We walked back to the car, and drove to my house, where Becky moved too after Zacks. We walked upstairs to my room. She flopped on my bed, a small sigh escaping her lips.

"Imma shower." I whispered. I walked to my en suite, and stripped and hopped into the shower, I did my stuff before hopping out. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes lifeless and dull. I guess thats what happens when everyone leaves you...

"Tara, Jack's at the door with Zack.. Should I open it?" Becky called through the door.

"No.. Please." I whispered, and Becky stomped downstairs and the door unlocked for a breif second, before crying started, I heard gently footsteps come upstairs, and I slid the latch on the door. I hugged the towel which was now around me.

"Tara... Please listen." Jack craoked, knocking on the door. "Or just say something to let me know you're still there..." I kept silent. He sighed and walked back out of the room.

"LEAVE US ALONE GODDAMMIT!" Becky screamed at them, her voice breaking. I put on the over sized '#swag' shirt, and some sweatpants, tying my hair up in a messy bun, putting minimal makeup on and walking downstairs. Jack looked up at me from the doorway, pushing past the sobbing Becky and hugged me. I stood still.

"She doesn't wanna speak to you." Becky said, keeping her voice strong. He broke apart from me. Looking into my eyes.

"Should I go?" Jack whispered, only so I can hear it. I nodded once, turning my back against him. He let out a strangled sob, before walking to the door, and I broke inside hearing that noice come from him.

"Becky?" Zack asked, and the door slammed. I felt two arms wrap around me, and hug me tightly.

"Let's go get some sleep, we have school tomorrow, no matter how much we don't want it." she whispered, leading me to my room. I laid in my bed, rolling on my side, hitting the lamp off as Becky wen't to the guest room that was now her's. I heard soothing music come from her room, and I broke again, crying silently to sleep.