𝙐𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙 ( A Hogwarts drama)

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙉𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣: 𝙎𝙡𝙪𝙜𝙨 ✧

"Mate what is wrong? You've been nothing but silent and upset the past week!" Fred asked

"I'm fine."

"No you aren't." He said

"Does someone need some Weasley fun?" George said

"No." I said

"Hostile much." Fred said

"Do you want us to leave you alone?" George asked

"I don't care."

"Aeria what is up with you honestly you know you can trust us." Fred said

"I don't know who I can trust anymore."

Fred and George backed up and looked surprised, but they didn't say anything. They just walked away. I didn't mean to be that harsh, I just feel numb

I stood in the hallway after they left just standing there, spacing out. I have so much on my mind but not enough energy to deal with it all. Ever since the 19th with Goyle and Malfoy I have been miserable. Goyle broke up with me and I felt like I lost something

When Goyle was explaining all the little things about me to Malfoy, it hurt my heart so bad. Goyle really did love me. I don't know why it hurts so bad to lose him, I didn't like him in the first place. I just really miss him honestly. The necklace hasn't left my neck once.

It was kind of depressing for me. And honestly I was really missing Seamus. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him or our memories. Yesterday in class, we were talking about our parents and whatnot, that also hit home. The only parents I ever considered parents were now forbidding me from sending letters to them. I guess I sort of considered the Finnigan's my "parents." They did care for me when I would stay at their house, and they treated me like I was their daughter.

"Baby I'm so sorry." Pansy said as she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me.

"It's okay. I'm okay."

She grabbed my shoulders and looked me in the eyes, "Don't lie to me."

"Okay, i'm not the best, but I will be fine." I said

"Goyle hasn't been out of the dormitories since that day."

"Really?" I asked. That broke my heart even more.

"Yeah, Malfoy said he isn't doing well. He won't even look at him." Pansy told me

"Oh my gosh." I said

"Yeah, but that's good for you and Malfoy. You guys can be together now right?"

"No it isn't good." I said "I miss Goyle."

"Aeria you- you miss Goyle?"

"Yes honestly. It feels like a piece of me was removed."

"Well that's normal because he was in your life so long."

"You want to know the last words he said to Malfoy that night?" I took a deep breath and rubbed my eyes "You win Malfoy. You get what you want yet again! It amazes me how you do it. You may be smarter and more handsome, but you will never feel the love I felt for her."

"Oh my gosh..." Pansy said

"Everything said that night has stuck with me."

"I'm so sorry."

"And it really had me thinking. Malfoy must only like me for my looks, he doesn't know shit about me!" I said

"I'm sure it's not just your looks."