Hold You Tight(Sugawara x reader)

Chapter 4: Club room

It's been a little over a week since my first day of school at Karasuno. I've started getting into the grove of things. However I don't think I will ever get used to Daichi's alarm every morning. I may be a room away but I cannot stand it in the mornings.

I roller bladed to school every morning now which usually leaves Daichi behind. I think my teachers are starting to warm up to me. I don't think my history teacher likes me very much tho. He just loves comparing me to Daichi and how I pale in comparison. It really makes me want to knock his teeth in. I'm actually really proud of myself I haven't stirred up any fights since I got here. I mean it's not like I fought all the time at Nekoma but I got in couple good ones. Outside of school hours and property of course there is no way I'd let myself get suspension.

"Hey y/n wait up." I hear Suga yell as I rollerblade. I slow down to a stop letting Suga catch up with me.

"Hey Suga what's up?" I ask as I lower my headphones around my neck.

"Nothing much, anything new with you?" He says while starting to jog infrount of me.

"Nah same since I got here." I say as I roll neck to him.

"Are you ready for the Karasuno Nekoma match next week?" Suga asks while turing to look at me.

"Shouldn't I be asking you that?" I say with a small laugh.

"Good point but I mean you are going to go to your old school." Suga says giving me a small laugh to go along with mine.

"That's true, yeah I guess I am really excited about going. I was going to ride my motorcycle there but Daichi said that since we weren't even staying overnight I shouldn't waste gas and just go on the bus."

"What's it like riding your motorcycle?" Suga asks me.

"It feels amazing you just feel so free and like you can do anything." I say smiling to myself thinking about how good it feels to ride.

"That sounds great, I'm glad it makes you so happy." Suga says with a big smile.

"Maybe I'll take you for a ride on it sometime." I say with a slight blush dusting my face.

" That sounds like it'd be amazing." Sugas smile is so, so, I don't even know it's just calming and precious in a way that makes me melt. Ughhh Y/n get it together, he's way out of your league I mean who doesn't want someone like him who wouldn't fall for his more then perfect smile and laugh. I get lost in thought thinking about Sugas smile that I don't realize we've made it to the school until I feel Suga grab my wrist and waist to slow me down before I hit a wall.

"Careful there I don't want you getting hurt." Suga says in a soft tone. I feel the soft blush dust my cheeks again.

"Oh sorry I got lost in thought." I say awkwardly. Why am I like this.

"It's okay just be careful, I'll see you at vollyball Y/n bye." Suga says with a bright smile and a slight laugh as he starts to walk off to class.

"Bye see you at vollyball!" I call out.

                      TW: eating disorder

It's lunch and my stomach growls and I feel super hungry. When was the last time I ate? Yesterday? No I don't think so I think I had dinner the day before that though, wow that's not good maybe I should eat today. No I have to eat today, at least one full meal if I don't I might faint again. I start walking to buy myself a lunch but a sudden wave of anxiety hits me and I can't stop thinking about how maybe I should wait for food. Intrusive thoughts flood into my mind about how I shouldn't eat just yet, about how I haven't earned it yet today, about how I don't deserve it yet. I stuff the money back into my pocket and walk back to class. I'll just have dinner, I will have earned myself a bigger appetite by then.