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For the past 3 years i've been married to benjie, all my 3 years experience with him is hell! muling naluha ang mata ko. ang sakit nang nararamdaman ko ay mas lalong lumalala. I'm here at my bed laying like a dead Human.
Napasinghot ako nong maramdamang may tutulong luha na naman sa mata ko panay rin ang paghinga nang malalim dahil sa pinipigilang emosyon. Napatakep ako nang mukha dahil sa sobrang sakit nang nararamdaman, i want to escape here even a minute. nanghihinang napatayo ako tsaka unti-unting pumunta sa pintuan upang sumilip kong nandon ba sila, sa munting awang galing sa pag bukas ko nang pintuan ay doon kitang kita ko sila
'They having S*x outside my room'
napatakep ako nang bibig. Ang pagpipigil nang luha ay hindi kuna nagawa. Sadness slowly eating my whole system and pain slowly eating my lifeless heart. My two eyes is clearly saw how they doing it. Her face make's me confirm she's a hoe and never gonna change my mind. nanghihinang isinara ko ang pintuan tsaka dahang dahang napaupo habang walang tigil na lumalandas ang luha sa aking mata
I'm so tired!
I'm a lifeless Human!
I'm... hurt again.
napayakap ako sa sarili habang humahagolgol. I can hear loudly how they Moan and that flesh of them-its disgusting! Napayuko ako habang unti unti napapakalmot sa paa, maybe i need to hurt my self and get injured seriously then just died here. A lot of pain is on me. It's killing me slowly!
May karapatan akong magalit! it's my husband and this is my Zone, but.. but i'm to coward to face them. baka masaktan lang ako sa sasabihen nila, I am not ready to hear the truth for now. Dala nang puot at galit ay lakas loob kong binuksan ang pintuan and there.. i saw dogs who are getting into happy S*x. parehong gulat ang rumihestro sa kanilang mga mukha habang ako ay naghahabol nang hiningang nakatingen sa kanila
"Li-Lily" Said of my very Best of friend Andrea. Agad agad silang napaayos and how funny na aporado silang takpan ang sarili without them knowing i saw those privates of them a minute ago! What a shame.
"Bakit ka ba hindi nagsasabing lalabas ka huh!" napaatras ako sa sigaw ni benjie. sa itchura ba naman niya parang asong nabitin at kulang pa! Again i feel a lot of pain starting to grow in my system.
"Lily We can exp-" Benjie cut Andrea words to say.
"We don't have to explain Andrea! You!" He pointed at me with a angry face.
"Get into your Room! Now!" he command like hes my superior na kilangang sundin. suddenly i chuckle a little
"Are you laughing at Me!?" Sa dali nang galaw niya ay hindi ko namalayang nasakal na niya ako kaya naman napapikit ako sa ginawa niya
'Go on.. kill me benjie!'
i want to scream that line. But no sounds has ever come out to my mouth
"Ben! you will Kill her! Stop that" Pilit na pinipigilan ni Andrea ang asawa kong gusto na talaga akong patayin and one thing i knew i'm in a cold floor starting to cough
"Don't dare to laughed at me dirty Woman!" Benjie shouted while pointing at me. Napaiyak ako sa sobrang kaba at sakit, akala ko mamatay na ako.
napahagolgol ako dahilan para matigilan silang dalawa. benjie is staring at me like a lion ready to bite me anytime.
'kill me... and don't just stared at me Benjie'
My tears never stop. Nakita ko kong pano pakalmahin ni Andrea Si benjie, I don't know why! bakit siya pa ang mas galit samin!?
"Ge-Get out!" He shouted again. this time i stopped crying at sinisiguradong sinabe niya iyon not until he's eyes met mine and say again the words
"Get out!" Napatingen ako sa sahig. wala na akong nararamdaman kundi puot sakit at lahat nang hinagpis!
unti unti akong tumayo habang nakakapit nang mahigpit sa saya ko. i feel so weak.
"Ben, It's already late baka-"
"i don't care Andrea! i Need that woman to get out of my house" then he turned he's back away from me. Wala nang lumabas na salita galing sakin, if he turned he's back at me then so do i. habang umiiyak ay nilandas ko ang madilim na daan, ni pag kuha nang sapin sa sariling paa ay hindi ko nagawa.
i just need to run
i just need to be free
i just need... to see where i belong.
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GANIYAN LUMAYAS KANA LILY HINDI KA MAHAL NI BENJIE HINDI NGA AKO NI CRUSHBACK NIYAN -,-
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