BEA
"Ced, I really don't know what I am doing that time, I was drunk okay? Hindi ko alam ang pinagsasabi ko" frustrated na sabi ko.
I'm here in Ced condo, I badly needed a kausap. Hindi ko alam kung anong nakain ko at bakit nasabi ko yun kay Jho. I was fucking requesting for a kiss, tangina!
"Oh, chill. Kalma. Napapag halataan ka na. Masyado kang defensive" natatawang sabi niya, kaya I just pouted. Nang aasar pa eh.
"Can you please stop teasing me, hindi ko gusto si Jho. Oh my god! She's Nico's ex" naiinis na sabi ko kaya bigla siyang natahimik.
Ay fuck, tanga ka selp! Ang daldal mo.
"Nico? Nico Evangelista? Your childhood friend?" di makapaniwalang tanong niya.
"I mean, uhm, no?" sabi ko.
"Come on, Bei. Don't tell me that the child on her womb ay anak ni Nico?!" sabi niya. I just look at her. Makuha ka sa tingin.
Hindi man nasabi ng bibig ko yung sagot, pero nasabi naman ng mata ko. It's always in the eyes ika nga nila.
"Seryoso, Bea?! Nagpatuloy ka sa condo mo yung disgrasyada pa talaga? Are you thinking?" naiinis na sabi niya.
"Ofcourse, I am. I just wanted to help. Don't blame me" mahinahong sabi ko.
"You're not thinking, Bea. Kase kung nagiisip ka papabayaan mo na lang siya. Isipin mo nga, paano kung magkagulo sila ni Jhoana edi damay ka pa" umiiling na sabi niya.
"I don't care, as long as i'm helping Jho. And I am also willing to be involved, ayoko naman iwanan si Jho. Wala siyang karamay" sabi ko.
"Her family. They can help Jhoana. Mag isip ka nga, Bei. Unahin mo muna sarili mo, wag yung iba" sabi niya. Simple lang siya magsabi pero galit nato.
"Hindi na siya kinikilala ng mga magulang niya. She choose Nico over her family, so that's why. She don't have home na matutuluyan, Ced" sabi ko.
"That's why you offer yourself to be her home? Alam mo, Bei. I actually don't mind that you help her. Inaalala ko lang na paano kung darating yung panahon na mahuhulog ka sa kanya? Sure ka ba na mapipigilan mo?" sabi niya.
"That's not gonna happen. I don't actually like her, I just wanted to help her. No strings attached, we're just friends. And this is only a friendly help. And kapag tanggap na siya ulit ng family niya at may mag aalaga na sa kanya. That I can totally assured that she's in a good hands. But for now, Ced. Just leave it to me" sabi ko. I saw how her lips formed a smile.
"And why are you smiling now? You're weird" naiiling na sabi ko.
"I didn't saw you like this before, and sana nga yung sinabi mong hindi mo siya gusto, wag naman sana umabot na nakikita kitang umiiyak dahil dun" natatawang sabi niya.
"That will not happen, Jho is a friend only. Kaya tumigil kana sa pang aasar sa akin diyan" sabi ko, pero tumingin lang siya sa akin ng nang aasar na tingin.
"Katulad ng? Kianna is just my friend guys. Nothing more, nothing less" sabi ni Ced kaya natawa ako. She's mocking my voice nung sinabi ko yan.
"Friends lang naman kami ah. Walang naging kami, kaya we're just really friends. Before and until now" nakangiting sabi ko.
"Asuus! Just make it short. Wala talaga kayong label. Nanligaw ka lang pero yun na nga yung nangyari" sabi niya.
