Walking In Flames

Chapter 7

🎵Remember when I told you
No matter where I go
I'll never leave your side
You will never be alone
Even when we go through changes
Even when we're old
Remember that I told you
I'll find my way back home 🎵

Stella's POV (Jayden's Mom)

Waking up with a headache after taking 8 bottles of tequila. I took a glance at the clock. It's 9:07am. I slept for almost 15 hours. I know it's weird for a 35 years old lady to drink up to 8 bottles of tequila but I don't care about what people think about me. I care about my own problems.

I tried remembering yesterday's events but I only remembered them in pieces. I got up from my bed, walked to the kitchen and took a glass of water and took some pills to stop the exaggerating pain in my head.

I walked back to my room.

I couldn't tell her that I have to quit my job. I couldn't tell her that I would be dying soon. I couldn't tell her that I would be leaving soon. I have barely 2 months left.

I wept like a baby. I don't want to die. I can't tell her. She would be broken. I walked to the frame picture by the wall and took it. In the picture stood Jayden, Julie and I. I held their hands. They were 7 years then. Jayden held a teddy and was crying. I vividly remembered that day. She was crying because she didn't want to take a picture.

Tears rolled down from my eyes. I didn't want to die. My mind flashed back to what happened yesterday. I remembered the tears that clouded her eyes. I remembered those three words I said which was enough to break a person. The word "I hate you".

I didn't mean those words. All is in the past. I didn't mean to put the blame on her. I knew I saw guilt flash through her face before the guilt was covered with pain.

After all these months. I still blamed her. She's still swimming in her own pool of guilt. And to crown it all, I switched to drinking alcohol. I wasn't there for her always

I'm not a good mother. I'm a disgrace to mother hood

What would I do with the remaining two months of my life.

Suddenly I had an idea. I have to make things right with the remaining two months of my life.

Wiping my tears, I went to have my bath...............

Oops!!!! This chapter is short but important. So how did you see it. Next chapter would be longer than this. I'm just so busy.

Quotd: Be what you are because you are not born to impress anybody

Now which do you prefer to do on a weekend
…Sit back with some friends and watch a movie from Netflix while eating popcorn
…Go for shopping
…Hang out with friends
…Just sleep.

…………>I guess I would just stay at home with my three best friends and watch movies from Netflix while eating popcorn.

Byeeeeeeeee. I would be back with the next chapter.

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