Chapter 15 - With highs there are lows

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hahaha you really thought I'd say... I'm mean person :-p












He woke up sweating inhaling and exhaling at a rapid pace. Tears unconsciously streamed down his face. Rumi and Kei came rushing in looking like two bubbling idiot that constantly crashed into each other. However Touya couldn't see then he was to focused on the anxiety which was building up inside his chest. His breathes became uneven and quick. By the time they were by his side they looked like ghosts. He felt like he was cracking this fascade thingy this act he was trying to keep up was disappearing. He could feel the anxiety build up like bubble read to pop. He knows the past will catch up with but he can't let it. He doesn't wanna it; he can't be Touya. The weak unloved whiny kid. The kid he left behind when he ran. When he disappeared he didn't want to that weak again. He had sworn to never be like that.

His two closest friends were next to him. Why did they still care? He left. Why is this so hard? He began to cry and sob tears piled down his face. Ugh! He hated crying. He felt so weak and fragil all over again and grabbed the person closest to him and buried himself deep into there shirt and sobbed.

Hawks was so scared. Touya used to never cry infront of him, he was so different. He stroked his hair which is very soft. He noticed the boy tremble in front of him. His top was getting soaked as the black head was shaking and slightly grabbing onto the wet shirt. Rumi decided to hug him from behind. He should know by now that Keigo and Rumi would always have his back. But he didn't.

The rest was spent making sure that there best friend wouldn't commit suicide. Which turns out wasn't eventful. He slept for almost the whole time after calming down. After he was fast asleep they cleaned up the bag of blood. However when the day came to end they both realised that after Touya's low he would leave again. All could say was that it was better than him being dead. But was it really knowing your best friend and crush was alive but doesn't want to see you and rather fake his death to the whole world. Is better than knowing your friend ran away from you on purpose?

"You still like him, don't you Kei?" Rumi said out of the blue.

"... I do."

"You know he's going to leave again..." that was unspoken truth well now spoken.

"I do." He sighed

"You should confess before he leaves again."

"But..."

"Your scared?"

"Yeh."

"Come 'ere!" She gave the bird a hug. "Shh. It will be fine." But will it?

"I don't want him to leave. I just found him again. It's not fair."

"That's life for you."

"Rumi..."

"No we can't force him."

"But."

"We can't if we want him to be him we can't allow him."

"But why did he leave us in the first place."

"I can't answer that. We will have to wait."

There's was a moment of silence.

"I wish thing were different. I mean right now happy he's alive but I wished he had stayed for the whole time. I hate him." The bird man cried.

"You don't. It's Touya we are talking about here."

"I know. I want to but the moment I see his eyes. It melts my heart. And it's like I have tried to get over the stupid fucking crush. I have. I just can't."

"Keigo it's not a crush. You love him."

"I know." He whispered back. "And it hurts."

"You should tell him."

"And ruin the chance of being with my Touya right now?! Hell no."

"It's your choice."

Despite what many people think about Rumi she could be serious... sometimes. The three people who knew this was Touya, Fuyumi and Keigo. So even Rumi has the freeest soul you know she can be that friend you can talk to. Keigo and Touya were like her younger brothers. She would probably kill for them. He hugged him until the smaller fell asleep then placed him into the bed


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Yeh
this chapter kinda more like a bridge for the next chapter I guess so that's why it's a bit *cough* trash.

I still need idea on what the three will do so... please say
I need three activities for them to do!

Schools killing me.... AAAAAHHHHH😰
School kills my creativity god.
FML

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