Numinous [Haruka, Rin] | ✗

eighteen.

Dedicated to xGivvy who has been following and supporting for a long time.

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Your pillow was practically your life.

You slept on it.
Watched Netflix with it...
If you could... you'd marry that thing so fast, people would think you had a problem.

Your pillow was your pride, and you'd never ever wanted to do wrong onto your pillow.

But... smothering someone -specifically Rin- with your pillow never looked so tempting before.

Because there he, laughing on your bed, with actually tears peeking from the corners of his eyes. You weren't sure what was worst; that he assumed you were a virgin, or that he was serious and couldn't seem to stop laughing.

So what if you were a virgin, what was wrong with that?

"Jackass," You mumbled under your breath, as Rin toppled over onto your bed, still laughing.

"I-I mean don't get me wrong, you're adorable but... I prefer girls with experience,"

And he's a manwhore.

"Just get out of my room," You commanded with depletion in your voice. Sure, Rin wasn't the nicest at times, but you at least hoped... well thought that he'd have good morale senses.

"Aww, did I disappoint you?" He laughed again as he stood yet his body wavered. Was it really that hilarious to him? Though a  part of you was more eager to return downstairs so you could be greeted by your mother and baby sister, who was to adorable to resist. A pair of rough hands clasped on your shoulders, snapping you out of the dense thoughts going through your mind. 

"Return to me when you've done it at least twice, young one."

And with those words, that came out of Rin's mint smelling breath, your knee went to a place where the sun didn't shine. Well that was your intention, at least.

He easily moved away from before your knee could make contact, but was still a few feet away with a distant grin. "Get a sense of humor, shortstack."

Shortstack?

The next laugh he chuckled out was breathless and held no humor, but he managed to maintain his demeanor.

You frowned at him, not sure if he was still playing around with you, or being serious. There was no telling with the red-haired teen.

Even when his hair was in a 'bedhead' state, and his face showed no signs of his oncoming sarcasm attacks, you felt weary around him. His clothes were what threw you off the most since he often wore either black, red, grey, leather boots or some type of band relating accessory yet he was apart of a swim club and made friends with the most innocent of people.

There was no predicting his next moves at all.

"Get out before I throw you out," you huffed out, absolutely exasperated with thinking about Rin and his ability to be unpredictable. Your whole body seemed tired and your muscles were tense, even though you didn't do much in that single day. The sun outside your window was practically gone, and revealed a blanket of darkness sprinkled with the faintest sign of stars.

"You're really oblivious, ya know." He ignored your previous statement. "I mean you won't even acknowledge a helpless boys attempts at flirting with you," He said with ease as he looked at a few posters on your walls with bands.

Breath seemed to at stuck at the entryway of your nose at his careless words. Your self-conscience began to kick in and suddenly everything was different.

You never looked at Rin as a potential love interest- let alone a boyfriend. Now your room seemed too messy for him to be inside, and anything personal you saw that you had laying around made you uneasy.

"I don't even think Haruka has talked to girls before... so of course it's a bit new to him... so go easy on'em." Rin said as he turned to you, his nuetral expression gone. It was replaced with a 'serious' face that you didn't think he could withhold.

"W-Wait, you mean Haru?" You shifted uncomfortably, playing with the end of your H/L, H/C and dodging your eyes from Rin's.

"Like I said, I don't go for virgins,"

You opened your mouth to say something back, only to see Rin walk straight towards you- which didn't take but one second in your tiny room.

"What're you-" He hugged you tightly, and you felt his hands go to either sides of your slim waist. Automatically, your hands went to push his chest away but he was quicker and stronger. Your attempts to get him off were wasted, and you had to endure the fact that his chin was nuzzled in your neck.

The position was uncomfortable, and it didn't help that he had to bend down slightly just to get a good grasp on you.

"See, I can't even give you a friendly hug without you trying to get away, how could I date you?~" His warm breath tickled your ears, yet his words sent an odd feeling throughout your body.

"You call this friendly?" Your lungs breathed out as you took another large gulp of air from your mouth, not wanting to smell his scent.

"It's about as low-maintenance intimacy you'll get," he admitted before giving you another squeeze and then letting your frame go- yet he still hovered over you.

You didn't know what to expect from this guy, and so far you weren't sure how he felt either.